I'm so in love again!

On the day of Chris' death I fell in mad passionate love again.






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Fear is facing the back...

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Which means I chase the future...


Loving my position in this event

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floating

Not cause I'M HIGH! the pieces have FINALLY been placed and set in. I swear if everything works out I will have successfully taken another step into adulthood. My dude I'm hot! meanwhile I'm wild, nothing new there, yet I don't feel like slowing down... We'll see how that plays out, I'm loving life at the moment and that has nothing to do with the little bit of paper I was holding, nah the people G, the people B...

Squishy shout out to you and the baby (who's name I am embarrassed I keep forgetting I'm sorry!) Margot shout out to you and the baby who's name I can't forget)! My other fathers and mothers soon-to-be's and all. Alex let me find out your pregnant!

Loving life moving toward familyism; meaning I am thinking about taking care of myself and 2 others. Never before has this been attempted financially so I'm gonna give it my best shot. Belief is the first step in most cases, and I have an OVER-abundance of faith. Potential too, I'm just trying not to waste that.

7am flow! let's go let's go! Today might be very interesting, if Jess let's me get my way. I feel her but ladies we gotta do something about these double standards! May have to find my Male compadres *sighs, rolls eyes* Lol Nah I really am loving life right now. Just about figured out and I'm ok making mistakes to further that goal. 'No biggie', I say...

Today. *I've been living for today since 'loser'* *I Gotta a lot of Growing up to do...*

Musically I am just... Ecstatic. I'd love to have a listening session with some specific people and just burn trip out and vibe to the music..

B left. I did some snake sh1t, Guess I was holding a grudge. It's cool though I got to see him things are good, future plans seem lucrative. Dale, Macky, Chris, Mike, Sean, X, Jason. 7 Boys! I have 7... 8 boys to lean on now (PAUSE)




*I just really missed your blanket with you under it* ;)


Misconstrued I'm sure but hey.... Geanna! Michelle! lol Ki..Ki.. lol okay I got ya'll all I think I miss every1 just in a good mood (I've said that I'm sure...) Sorry for the scatter brain thoughts, just thought I'd let myself go since I feel pretty in the 1st time since DECEMBER.

Depression is crazy. Feel me though?






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Still going...

*I should've known better.... When a heart and a body connect in such a way ours did... I'll let you fill in the blank whenever you want to...*










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I....

F*ckin love to love. Welcome back babe. Jessica Davis I suppose it's yours to lose now.










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Do they still?

referring to the plaques... Once again right over their heads.


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half way to 1000

I'm on some comcast sh1t. Job insider lol. Been a long day even longer night. Restless and I'm about to pay for it big time. Wish things were more simple like say 4 months ago. Not wishing it to be 4 months ago, that was a bad time, just saying the simplicity of those bad times I want back! It's all good though the month is here. Time to just do it.









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I need to kick it with producers I want to talk about what they hear in the music. the MUSIC, which is everywhere. Everybody I know thinks to narrow to understand something as epic as music, just saying, you have to give yourself 1st. Not making any sense and I'm not sure it's supposed to.



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