"Your a really good an genuine dude. That can't be replaced. You just need to know your worth and value/take care of relationships of those who love you. I need you my nig so don't ever feel any different..."
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*peace and understanding*
Walls have been cracked. Let's get it.
Sometimes it takes a little climbing though, so we still working on all that. I'll say this though, I am extremely happy for what the future has in store, might take it back to the days when EVERYBODY got along. GF's and Girl friends included ~wishful thinking~ but hey I'm a dreamer.
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-/Rebel2Society\-v(**)
Now it's this, blame.. Yup, I do.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Comeback tour
Cause so many of ya'll missed this prequel to the sequel that aint even out yet!
Indifference
Because I love it.
Because I hate it.
Because I doubt if I can recreate it.
Because I'm jaded.
Because I get way too faded.
Because it's nothing really.
Because I'm something silly.
Because I'm stubborn beyond belief.
Because my past still hurts me.
Because I love that too.
Because I miss those dudes.
Because I want to feel relieved.
Because I need my family.
Because I'm walking joke.
Because potential is nothing but 'hope'.
Because that's my mother.
Because I love her, and her, and her, word.
Because I'm easily confused.
Because I feel constantly abused.
Because I accept it.
Because I'm used to doing the misusing.
Because I'm dead wrong.
Because I'm always dead right.
Because I love to write.
Because I think I'm out my mind.. sometimes
Because wish for every1 to understand in time.
Because I spend too much going for mine.
Because too much isn't enough.
Because I love to love, catch a hug.
Because there's no ending in sight.
Because I hardly say goodnight... to myself
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-/Rebel2Society\-v(**)
Indifferent 2
What a difference a year makes! I'm feeling some kind of rejuvenated and ready for what's already coming. Yes, pink and green are 2 of my favorite colors, no not THIS shade of green. NOT to be read into, because that would just cause more problems... 1st blog in year... Nothing to say except to talk about what's been going on during that time and or why the time was even needed? Or taken. I'm good on a lot right now, worse off on much more but I'm loving it! That's what life is all about. Those that have known me over the past year know how I'm living, and HOW I'm dealing with living that way so let's catch everybody else up, Got topics mad entries, AND I STARTED BACK WRITING! MY NOTEBOOK IS FULL! (Feel free to get me a new notebook... ANY1! It has to be 1 of them scientific joints that's well binded together. Oh! Get creative with the colors and designs. Every1 else can catch up and learn something new. Try to get it out in a more cohesive (read: drug free) manner, and see what happens yaaa!
~sarcasm~
I want to shout out the people over at RebelsocieT they got crazy ideas and potential forums once they get the legal ish out the way. Keep doing ya'll thing! Shout outs to my peoples love ya'll. Shout out to 30 rock and the office my shows! (2 nastiest white characters on television? Any1??)*, ps3, blah blah all that good stuff
#Uknow!
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-/Rebel2Society\-v(**)
~sarcasm~
I want to shout out the people over at RebelsocieT they got crazy ideas and potential forums once they get the legal ish out the way. Keep doing ya'll thing! Shout outs to my peoples love ya'll. Shout out to 30 rock and the office my shows! (2 nastiest white characters on television? Any1??)*, ps3, blah blah all that good stuff
#Uknow!
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-/Rebel2Society\-v(**)
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Losers
Lupe Fiasco In The Bay Area 1/12 from Rawe Magazine on Vimeo.
*laser to a loser*
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-/Rebel2Society\-v(**)
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Friday, December 17, 2010
"What kind of trust is This?"
Birthdays have gone and passed, and I haven't communicated with any1. Well not directly anyway so should I feel guilty? My thoughts were filled with all things you but I don't get the credit if you don't know do I?
*Too many questions*
Today is the day I've grown too tired of unanswered questions. Sometimes you have to let the chips fall where they may, and at the moment I feel as if I'm prepared for things to fall wherever God decides to allow them.
A lot of good things going on, but I've found that even within those disappointments are still VERY prevalent. Things are moving and the Ball is quite literally in my court, not really sure what to do with it, but I am! I won't do what I know to do with it and that's becoming more frustrating everyday that passes. Fear is a crippling parasite that creates catastrophic happenings when misused. Of course like anything else, it CAN be flipped to work in ones favor... My favors need different flavors.
I had so much to say, but as I began to type it felt like my will and spirit were being taken away with every word. I hate feeling this way, so depression must be real.
*I get depressed when I get better with words*
so I turn to others who have crafted beautifully written and orchestrated pieces such as this...
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I love being underestimated. So understand me.
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-/Rebel2Society\-v(**)
*Too many questions*
Today is the day I've grown too tired of unanswered questions. Sometimes you have to let the chips fall where they may, and at the moment I feel as if I'm prepared for things to fall wherever God decides to allow them.
A lot of good things going on, but I've found that even within those disappointments are still VERY prevalent. Things are moving and the Ball is quite literally in my court, not really sure what to do with it, but I am! I won't do what I know to do with it and that's becoming more frustrating everyday that passes. Fear is a crippling parasite that creates catastrophic happenings when misused. Of course like anything else, it CAN be flipped to work in ones favor... My favors need different flavors.
I had so much to say, but as I began to type it felt like my will and spirit were being taken away with every word. I hate feeling this way, so depression must be real.
*I get depressed when I get better with words*
so I turn to others who have crafted beautifully written and orchestrated pieces such as this...
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I love being underestimated. So understand me.
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-/Rebel2Society\-v(**)
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