When 2 plus 1 doesn't add up.

Aka when your chick and you music no longer coexist.

See I can zone to my music all day with or without some1. I'd prefer it to be with some1 else just so I can see how outer space my thinking is when compared with their earthly views. *chuckle*

However, half the time I don't get their opinion at all so that's neither here nor THERE lol. The worst is when I get an opinion that isn't theirs at all. Why curb what YOU think cause I'M weird?? Makes little sense to me.

Moving right along. Few things can compare to the joy that comes over me when I get ready to listen to unheard music. *rephrasing* (f*ck it)

However I DO have a girl won't even shout her out cause she's close to the end of my shout. Trouble comes when I have this other "chick" I'm trying to f*ck with. My excitement can't be messed with I'm telling you that much now. Consequently (essay style), my b1tch clashing with my chick. You figure out who's who cause I'm done thinking I know to find some1/thing new.
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... Which would make me excited if you were...

These 2 keep conflicting with each other amongst other things. You sheisty b1tches need to watch out. Shout out to my habits I only care about.

*1 and 1 and 1 and 1 and 1* <<=== a lot of habits


Lastly, love to those that take time out to understand me amidst the bullsh*t you surely must have to sift through to get dude, or me, or him too.

Just not looking good for relationship season... But you'll know cause Uknow!

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On Another Note

The distinction has been made. New notes to be posted on my fb page full of interesting content *rolls eyes* Speaking of content... A blog is a blog. A note is like 15 things rolled into 1. More on that later.. The direction these entries will be taking. Greece/Rome Gods/Goddesses Astrology charts (apparently we're in WHAT age now?) ...

Strictly because I'm interested. Figured it'd be a welcome change from music and OTHER things... Hmmm My online presence will be APPARENT. Fun fun fun... Catch me in person though! <<--- smh






*laughter*





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My skin's grown thin.

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Should be the title to something I'm writing cause it's ill lol... What if every blog was written out into some sort of verse/poem before it actually became the blog entry you eventually read? Hmmmm... Just something to think about...

Stop letting things get to you and just get to the things 1st. That's the point of this here entry. I don't want to be on my spiteful sh1t, because I know I can, and I go in. I don't know what it is in me that allows me to possess such an embodiment of evil, but trust me it's there. Instead of attacking those I'm not in good standings with, I'm going to effectively ignore them.


"All you care about is..."

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The statement that set me off, or a summary of it paraphrased for your crystal clear understanding. I don't know, I just LOVE being told what I do and don't care about. I should let people do that more often.. Next time for that, however, this time I will definitely take heed of what was said. People have to be accountable for what comes out of their mouths it's as simple as that.

I wish people would slap me with some direct quotes geez... It'd be that much harder to talk my way out of something.

I don't want to go on too long there was a reason for this specifically, and I think I've achieved it. Just letting you all know I'm a little more fed up than I was yesterday. Which consequently is me being more fed up than I was the day before. It's just NOT a good look.

When some1 says "all you care about.... blah blah blah blah" to me they better be ready to eat the whole damn sentence. *sighs* spiteful. Maybe, but what about motivational? Like I'm going to either motivate you or myself to make a change, and when I flick the switch to undergo that change? SMH

That's it lol







*But what the hell do I know I just chill UNDER trees*

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Fall back!

If I'm too much of anything in a negative connotation fall the f*ck back. Reason being, I don't need to hear what I'm not to you, if you feel that way get another me. Dime a dozen I'm sure, go shopping and buy your happiness cause I'm NOT it. Just felt the extra need to put this out here coming off a night where I was back outside and feeling very out of place.

I know what I like/love and what I don't, it's that simple. Forcing me to change what I know to work for me isn't a good look. Forcing yourself to change what you know won't work for you isn't a good look. Does anybody feel me, like can I get a good look? This goes for every single relationship I can think of.

Don't want to think of them at the moment, I know I NEED to work on them so I'm not looking like the perfect saint here. As stated above, just felt the need to address it. Be happy with me, or be happy without me. I think the past half year has shown I'm comfortable or confused enough to foot it alone. Chill.




More to come later. Trying to decipher the difference between a blog and a facebook note. There has to be a difference (in concept and context) otherwise there's no need for both of them, and I need both of them. Do you need it?
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2 Minute Free write.... Go!

Taking as much time as I find I have to breakaway from the hectic schedule I have. Escape the life that I'm living no dice my escapism is just a different type of prison I know. few do though so I'm here to explain. Although the people who get it aren't near me its plain to see they hear me. I see them in my happy memories when reality bleeds painful truths to the things I would do. So past tense as if I'm new, I like to believe that to be my truth, but you know... Shit happens I'm just above an excuse. Take my words as proof that I Do think of you it's just not cool when my feelings get overused. Or over used to what they can't have, not saying I can't reach and grab, but taking another stab at that always leaves me thinking what's the use?




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Maybe I should finish that... a lot on my mind 2 minutes wasn't nearly enough, but that's all I have time for!



*they ARE all connected*








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UP(late)date

I don't know why it seems late I'm writing listening to things I haven't gotten a chance to listen to, reading, watching, and letting my thoughts skip around my head...

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That was another not-so-late night similar to this 1. I'm happy to report the thoughts skipping around my head are there with profound reason. It appears I've gotten a grip. I really do have to apologize for those that have been trying to email me. I've seemingly fallen into a pattern habit of ruining well running technology.

*shrugs*  Everything should be handled and back in it's place until I decide to switch phones again. I have been writing quite a bit, the more I write the more excited about what I'm writing I get. Coincidentally it's also the more self-conscious I get about what I'm writing so I'll take that a little step at a time.

Some1 HAS to see it or I'll feel... some kind of way. YES inspiration is apparent, but I have to keep in mind what I think is very clear usually is marred in encryption to others. More reason why the source of my inspiration is special.

I said (I think) I wanted to start picking my favorite (insert number here) lines for every week. I really do want to do this, but now I'm thinking it won't just be from me. Or it will, but I'll have a separate list to include others' work I've come to appreciate. I'm discovering some dope writers out there. Word to Sasha Janai.

I'm going to think on this though, with some planning it could be more than what I initially planned, and I think that's definitely a good thing. My whole angle is this, I LOVE to write, and I know others out there are like me in regard, so let's get it popping and build up to help each other out.

Michelle hit me! lol all the writing talk made me think of that but yo 2nd paragraph.

Kanye's a musical genius. Just had to point that out.

I am going to be more conscious of what I'm speaking on. It was brought to my attention music is all I speak on, which isn't at all true, it just happens to be what others are willing to discuss. I draw examples and common ties through music because of the previous sentence. NOT to say that it ISN'T therapeutic for me I'm just pointing out there's a reason for everything.

Especially when your on a solo tip for most hours of the day. Which I DO mind, but deal with accordingly. This week is going to be full of interesting situations. I'll make sure to detail them as best I can.

lol chill this some OD sh1t right here... GUY "I need to take a break," WOMAN "Why did your d1ck break?"
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More reason why girls are too much lol. That's from HUNG btw I don't need any trouble caused by this hobby.

Backpacks are where it's at right now... R2 is clean and I'm feeling like a Turtle =)
You know what's sick about Chris being Turtle? THEY made Turtle and THEY aren't around anymore... Kinda ill.

Question: What would a 'Rebel2society' look like if illustrated? What does THE rebel2society look like when illustrated? Pondering your answers...



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Do the Math

Loving my pen right now. Funny I started this BEFORE you played me. smh


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