Insecure People

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The reason I don't have facebook right now. Literally have already felt my chest tighten up from stress due to FACEBOOK. wtf people? This is crazy man.. It's like I really can't win even when my life's open. The sick part is when I'm open how I'm 'supposed' to be the results don't really add up to what their supposed to be.

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More heat for that.

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More grief for that.

I'm stressed. I don't know what else to say, I just wish I could really let loose and clear the air (I can't yet though I want to) and let everybody get the view they should have, the 1 I want you to have.

Thank God for my family. I know I take them for granted constantly, but everything I try to do is done with them in mind. I wanna 'represent to the fullest' and I will. I KNOW I will.

Thank God for Jess, she's like my best friend, and although I've driven her away with the same things I wish I knew how to explain/let out she still does her best to at least support me.

Thank God for my friends. My REAL friends I consider you all family, and not much could really change that. I think the thing I respect most about all of you is that our relationship has never been easy. I fully acknowledge that I'm no easy person to remain close with as I have issues with 'projection', and often get too far lost in my own thoughts. I can be an *sshole Michelle and Squishy know lol but still through all of the BS I hope all you know how much I truly care for you. When I have the means to so there's really nothing I wouldn't put out on the line.

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Am I lying? *rolls eyes*

I just feel blessed at times even amidst all this stress I feel on top of me. Tonight needs to be easy, and it needs to start shifting towards that street sometime soon. I'm going to try to be on here all night if I can. Not literally of course, but writing and what not.



*Classroom "B4" diggeth?*


No 1 else hit me up about the book club =( not even Jess... So it's me and Kiki going hard in the pages.
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Breathe easy though...



*don't ask about that page either it's invitation only and it's about to be gone as well*



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