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Sunday, April 26, 2009

Aggy

I hate hate hate uneasy sunday mornings lol.
(Who the hell came up with that phrase easy like
Sunday morning anyway!?)

*shakes fist at unknown founder*

Word.. I'm not in a good mood but that'll prob change
Soon. Got some new music to find, new artist to discover,
and a blog to run I'm goooooooood!! Damn I forgot about
the playoffs too. Its gonna (should be) a fairly good day.







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Why do I feel like I'm forgetting something??
(Because I am.. Probably) I can picture LnF right
Now drop kickin my Simba out into the yard for Lucky
And that Rat dog to tear up
*smh*

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So yeah waking up on the wrong side of the bed DOES
suck. Now ladies and gentlemen I am strapped and ready for
Whatever war whoever want! Bring it lmao. Seriously though
The f**k you all aggy for?

*light bulb lights up*

Its those damn Spurs huh? I should've known. That makes sense
Now it really does...(That was definitely a jab lmao did u block it?)

*shots fired jamaican style! Buckow! buckow! buckow! for the
Bloodclot aggy folks!!*

Another day another hurdle. Twitter me baby! (C) Charles Hamilton
(Seriously hit me up on there.. U been slackin.)
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On 2nd thought you probably need that not to be in your life.
(If it isn't already..)

*thinks about the possibility of a secret twitter'er*

I wouldn't put it past you. So smart, so smart... Lol
Wtf? Starbucks was ass. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Hello Darkness Hello Sunshine

There's something about watching the sunset and
staying awake to see the sunrise. I always feel
Like I accomplished something when I watch the sun
Come up... Weird but how many times you done stayed
Up dumb late made it to like 4:50 and passed out?
My late night heads know what I'm talking about!
Lol. Damn I feel like I should be standing with one
Leg up like them captain morgan commercials sippin on a
Cup of coffee lmao. That imagery is hilarious to me right
Now.. *smh*
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Starbucks run? *captain morgan commercials plays in my mind*
Yeah I think that's next. Wake up world. Gone!

Rebel2Society

pleasantly overthinking

Damn its dumb early and for some reason I just started
Thinking about the situation I've put myself in among
Other things(Annnnnnnd??). Well and nothing lmao its
Quiet for niggas 4real I'm so past it on that level
Put the gloves on or shut up or worse (*gasp!*)
Play thug like you(all) been doing all year. Dig me??
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------>MOVING ON<-------

I'm thinking. I'm bored, hungry, and broke. Sooooo
First I need to make something to eat.. (Thinking grilled
Cheese??) *shrugs* whatever.

*crosses food off the topic list*

I'm kind of wondering how long before my blog is poppin
Like it should be. I got my eyes on a few key people
(All on the best coast lmao) but 4real I'm blackin on ya'll
Who want what!? LnF I need that MC convo we were having asap!!
Still on my NewGirlFriend shit!!
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Unrelated obsessed eeehhhhh lol. Beyonce can still get
It though. I feel like they went out of there way
To keep hip hop and Beyonce as far from each other in that
Movie as possible. Like they wanted you to see Beyonce's character (uhhhh what was her
Character's name again? Lmao exactly)and not Beyonce the entertainer
Did it work? Ionno ask the fangirls/(and)boys screaming 'GET THAT BITCH
BEYONCE!' In the back of the theater. *smh*
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Insomnia should be considered a serious disease.. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Grrrr Let it breathe!!!

Damn this is some super rough venting I got for ya'll
I'm so sincere about the rough part lmao. Basically
This here is some hot (unfinished) garbage! But in light of that
Its emotionally on point so it is what it is.
LITTLE BIT of insight..

How u sit n another man face pounds n handshakes all that
and still be fake I was real each day my niggas ya'll was
family why wait for me to leave the place to disgrace my
name? And everybody's guilty grimey ass filthy niggas oh
well I know well that you speak like little bitches so time
tells me who was doin all the dirt throwing all this time
frontn like I aint knowing yall was the kane to my abel sat
at my table ate my food smoked what I gave you WHAT THE FUCK
MY NIGGAS?! Man fuck these niggas if I can't be real then ima chill
just sitting with my grill sealed that's why this shit's written let
the tears spill hitting walls ya'll seen the holes that came from the
pain that yall bein hoes. And I'm sorry ladies what can I say baby
I'm emotional. Take it whatever way ya'll know where I stay do what
u do put holes all in my frame hey I've been dead way before today
its nothing to me. I adjusted to be someone who could see the sincerity
in my team even if we aint really speak yall adjusted FROM me! How you gon
say I changed always up in my room racking my brain cranking the bass to make
the beat bang creating space so yall had place or a seat to connect with me
the door used to be open but my nigga soft spoken wasn't feeling my vibes
which is why now when I'm inside the doors closed but the doors ALWAYS open
damn my door WAS always open and brittany was the only one that got it she
lounged I jotted talking wasn't an option but hey I've been that way since
day one I can be alone and think comfortably and when I tried to explain
this to ya'll your statements wasn't matching your actions a couple days
back I heard some chit chat over the speaker on her phone picture that...
And Guess who the subject was?... aint gonna say your name but that hurt
me my nigga can't look at you the same kinda lame I looked up to your tiny
ass in the beginning when we'd sit passing blunts back n forth chilling
talkn bout how we was gonna be killing ionno I had a feeling come to
find out u was one of the main ones illin yo that shit gave me chills
when you hobbled through practice with your back kid eyes wallowed I
couldn't close my own eyelids... Cause then everybody would know and
though I respected you we couldn't let it stop the show see I
remember all that before my roommate wanted to fuck you up for talkin
smack bout some ass yall tapped and jealousy's a weak emotion ya'll
should've controlled that. Its funny and nothing short of wack that
I'm too abstract that (all over a bitch? Fuck a bitch I gotta bitch yall
breakin covenants and now that I'm numb to it all I'm loving it cause
I see it all shovel shit yall spit up out of your face. I don't have
time to or for waste...
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And that's how u drop a bomb. Dead ass!! But seriously
Take it for what it is I don't really care anymore (obviously)
Is it over yet??

*thinks some names shoulda been dropped*

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That probably means no lmao stay tuned. Gone!

Rebel2Society

CoasterRoller

Let me help you out.

Coaster - 1.a person or thing that coasts.

2.​a small dish, tray, or mat, esp. for placing under a glass to protect a table from moisture.

Roller - 1. a cylindrical body, revolving on a fixed axis, esp. one to facilitate the movement of something passed over or around it

CoasterRoller someone who's comfortable enough with themselves to allow others to lean on them for support, and important enough to have a valued opinion in times of need. Yeah definitely made up.. Definitely don't care I guess that's why its my blog lol.

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You gotta learn my language to communicate with me. Meanwhile I'm on my late night wondering what her nights like. Yea some sick shit is coming LnF lmao U KNOW!!! Gone!

Rebel2Society

Saturday, April 25, 2009

get ya nails did!

Just got my nails done on some heterosexual type shit.
Damn that mess is RELAXING!! Had to ponder the question
Ms. Thang (the one doin my nails lol) asked me though..
Did I want a clear finish or not? F**k! Years of being
Conditioned to be very afraid of anything remotely uh..
Not straight had me sitting there blank faced for like a min
Lol dead ass though! I'm trying to think where I've seen clear
Finishes on boys... Two teammates of mine.. (Not the same team)
And various celebrities.. In either case I never really got it.
Do girls except this or maybe even prefer this??

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Random but I really wanna know!! Lmao gone..

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Manicures aRe NOT GAY lol f**k what you heard!

Rebel2Society

Separation Theory

I'm trying to better understand things/people while dealing with
multiple rifts in my life at the moment. So I was sitting here thinking
on the situations trying to pinpoint exactly what the issue is.
This is what I've come up with...

1. Jealousy. I don't want to elaborate it is what it is. (ironically
his fav. Rapper has one of my fav. Quotes. "Jealousy is a weak emotion you
gotta control that" lol thanks Hov.)

2. Miscommunication: I'm quiet and to myself by nature. So I can definitely
understand why people could take that as offputedness (<<<-- is that a word? Lol)
towards them. But naaaaaaaah! I just love my music more than the idea of a cultivating
conversation *shrugs* sue me or get over it. Not to mention I use the time I have alone
to really separate my thoughts, but that doesn't mean I don't want company. The people
I have met this year have a special place in my life and no argument or misunderstanding
should affect that. Maybe I should communicate better?? Maybe...

3. Life Obstacles: This has been one of the craziest years of my life! Dead ass!! From
moving to a much slower smaller technologically deprived town. To a disappointing season.
To the ups and downs I've experienced with my teammates (extended family), if I got over one
issue there was another one staring me in the face it seemed like. To everybody's credit,
we all went through some things, and we all dealt with everything differently. All I can
really attribute to this is people somewhere down the line got
slighted or seriously hurt by someone or something, and the issue was never
resolved. It's just sad to me honestly. I hate not knowing how to overcome things,
unfortunately, that's the position I'm stuck in, and why things are so out of order.
Help please! Lol

4. Is there even a 4? Lol nah I don't think so, nothing specific or anything.
I'm just tired and exhausted from being worn down from all this negativity I
got too much love in my body for this mess! I'm bout to just get my Weezy on
and order everybody to get right or get left.
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I think I like this blogging thing (uh oh) lol.

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If you like it too let me know and or hit me up with your page!
I'm going to try my hardest to be an open book connect with me!!
(Or don't whatever) email KingxPoetic@aol.com aim sn: kingxpoetic
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But don't forget who this is! I'm gone!

Rebel2Society aka R2S

DO I MAKE SENSE YET!?

Or am I just... Senseless?