Out With The Old.. Part 1

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Ace Hood, Curren$y, & Kid Cudi



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Cory Gunz, Blu, & Mickey Factz



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Wale, B.o.B aka Bobby Ray, Asher Roth, & Charles Hamilton

So I'm really trying to catch up. I know it's been a minute since xxl debuted their freshman class of 2009 (notice anyone missing?), but I honestly haven't sat down and actually listened to all of them. I will say this though, those I have listened to offered something refreshing with their music. that's not to say I liked it but at least most of them are trying to pave their own way, without falling under the typical industry trends.

*Quick(yeah right)overview*

Ace Hood - Never really listened to dude unless his video was on tv. From what I heard, dude CAN rap (alil lol). Honestly, I try to stay as far a way from that "WE THE BEST!" guy as I can, but I'm going to give him a try (pause).

Curren$y - How many "diehard" Lil Wayne fans remember Curren$y? If I'm not mistaken he was on Tha Carter II right? Anyway Curren$y is nice on the mic. My only gripe with dude is his content. Weed, Shoes, Girls, repeat. I've heard his mixtapes, and his under the radar album he released and I didn't think it was bad at all. The test is going to be when I go back and listen though.(which I'm currently doing with all of these artist for part 2 of this post)

Kid Cudi - Day N Nite! lmao I bumped the hell out that song. Let's be honest though, how well can Cudi really sing? Ok, now how well can he actually rap? Probably my biggest disappointment out of this whole group. Not because of his lack of skill (to me), but because of the hype that came with it. Kanye co-sign? Check. Which almost ensures that whatever he sings/raps on will be whip worthy, but I'm real with this. If you can't sing or rap that well, I'm going to notice, and Cudi needs to step it up. With all that said, he does know how to make good songs so no disrespect intended. Just my opinion.

Cory Gunz - This kid can spit! no doubt about it. I'm wondering what the hold up has been with his career as far as him gaining recognition on a major scale. For those that don't know this is the son of legend (Peter Gunz most notable song Deja vu (uptown baby) and Shaq is his Godfather ). Cory Gunz isn't new to this rap sh*t though, he's been ripping 16's and freestyle's for years now. My guess, is some kind of label trouble whatever though it hasn't stopped him from putting out music. (New track every Tuesday on Nahright.com "Tuesdays with Cory") Want proof? here..



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Was SUPPOSED to be on tha Carter III.. So what's my issue with Cory Gunz? It's the opposite of Cudi. You can rap, now make a SONG! lol no shots though. His upcoming Gangsta Grillz with DJ drama (Heir to The Throne) is one of the most anticipated projects of the year (on my list).

Blu - Cali stand up! What can I say about this dude he really is the complete package. A throwback lyrcist, that can paint a picture with the best of them. He's released a number of critically acclaimed projects most notably his collaboration with producer Exile Below The Heavens. I appreciate Blu because for awhile if it was Westcoast hip hop, it was going dumb on cars and gangster rap. Most people I listen to out here are much more cerebral, and thought provoking. So its nice to see that actually get some recognition.

Mickey Factz - Do I get a pass when I say I haven't heard dude spit? Well that's not entirely true, I've seen him in some online freestyles but that's about it. He never came off as someone that couldn't rap though, so my interest in hearing more is definitely there. Can anyone help me out and give me some mixtapes of his to listen to?

Wale - I first heard of Wale via a growing buzz on the internet. Ok, that's how damn near all these guys were discovered. The catch? He was promoting his upcoming mixtape (the mixtape about nothing). A Seinfeld themed mixtape that actually featured my girl Julia Louis-Dreyfus (Elaine.. peep the earlier entries lol). Seinfeld being one of my favorite shows of all time, instantly made me interested in this project. Wale didn't disappoint at all. It was pretty much fire all the way through.. Fast forward to today with a new mixtape (Back to the Feature)and singles picking up momentum (Chillin ft. Lady Gaga) Wale is doing what he's supposed to be doing. My problem with him is this, he dropped the mixtape about nothing. Great! That doesn't mean become the rapper about nothing lol.. I am probably going to be listening extra close now to make sure that claim isn't untrue, but whatever, he's good. Definitely interested to see how things pan out for him.

B.o.B aka Bobby Ray - I wasn't sure with Cudi, or Drake (the one NOT recognized in xxl freshman class of 2009. Ouch.. for them I mean lol). However, after seeing this guy's "transformation" from rapper to "guy who finds melodies comes to him more easily than rapping" I knew what was up. These labels are pretty smart. Signing bad singers and marketing them as rappers is a great idea! Cross marketability lol.. Let me chill, I never really got too much into dudes music. You can hear Andre 3000's influence in B.o.B's flow, yet he still sounds original. He CAN rap, I don't know about his singing though. His music is infused with that Atl bounce, which makes it all the more interesting when he finds ways to branch out from that box. I'm not sure if I like him or not, so I'm going to keep listening until I find out. Backed by T.I. and his Grand Hustle label B.o.B has released quality mixtapes (who the F*ck is B.o.B, and B.o.B vs Bobby Ray) <<-- Wonder where I've heard that concept before lol.

Asher Roth - I respect Asher's passion for music. Actually most of these artist have displayed a passion for their craft that has propelled them forward with their music. Asher for obvious reasons has had to defend that passion as if his life (career) depended on it. The sad part is it probably did lol. Anyway Asher Roth or Eminem 2.0? I'll be the first to admit that the kid sounds a lot like Marshal, a young Marshal at least. That shouldn't stop people from actually LISTENING to him. Everything leading up to his debut album (asleep in the bread aisle) was pretty much good. I watched him actually freestyle (no Drake) and hold his own in countless cyphers, despite the hate he would get for being a fake Eminem. It wasn't until his album dropped that I had a problem with him. Even saying problem might be taking it too far. He has room for improvement, but he has my ear (kind of), so I'm going to be checking for him. Hopefully he gets another shot, and comes with a better album in the future. Oh, and upon the release of Eminem's Relapse I learned there's no way he and Eminem should be in the same sentence. That's not a diss towards Asher, just saying there's only a few people that can f*ck with Em period.

Charles Hamilton - What to say, what to say. It's already been stated that he is my favorite rapper of today. So let me try to explain why. If we take every artist on this list and compare there sounds, you won't find one that comes close to Charles' unique sound. Rapping? Yeah dude can definitely spit. Freestyle or written and it's going to be lyrical every time. That's not to say it isn't going to be weird, but come on somebody loves weird out there (or did Lil Wayne not get 'A Milli' in a week?). I've always been a fan of talent and passion. Charles is seemingly endless in both those categories. What makes him my favorite today, may have more to do with the current climate of music then anything else (turn the radio on, every song has autotune in it.. WTF?). What I DO know, is his music sounds like nothing I've ever heard before. He samples.. A lot. Almost every song you hear him on is produced by him, and has a rare or extremely creative sample. Chopped up and looped, backed by an assortment of instruments (which he plays himself too)giving validity to his claims of being a musician not a rapper. Gripes? His singing probably will hurt your ears, I'm not a big fan of it, but when I respect where someone is coming from as an artist, I can deal with it(Kanye, Lil Wayne are great recent examples). Also if he would focus on music and hold his tongue every once in awhile, things might be very different for him today. Maybe he'll learn to do that in the future, but as far as music is concerned keep doing you. He's released probably the most music out of all these guys on the list (around 11 mixtapes in the last 6 or 7 months), and has an album on the way ("This Perfect Life")

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Part 2 is coming soon. Get familiar and catch up!



Why would I respond? I'm glad people are on my blog more than I am lol. Enjoy! Gone!

/-Rebel2Society-\

VACATION'S OVER and I'm about to go so f*ckin hard!!

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Forget the videos, music, and pictures. All you need to do is pay attention to my words.


My hiatus is officially over. That means I'm fully accessible again (sorry Squishy you were like a half hour too early lol). First, let me just send this out.. Michelle Hill I hope your doing ok, a phonecall is needed and will happen as early as.. Today, (almost said tomorrow time check lol)you should be mad at me too! Just know, I have been thinking and praying about/for your family k? Ok, next let me just address the Kansas kids as a whole. Guys/Girls I love you all. My absense wasn't really anything against any of you, please hear me when I say that.

Really I just needed the time for myself. I needed to really get away from Kansas mentally, and plan out my next few moves. Like I said, nothing against any of you, its just well... Your constant reminders of that which I had yet to fully put behind me. Dig? Love you guys to death, but things that happened, and how they happened out there really angered me. Not to the point where I would act out,(you know kicking screaming blah blah)just a deep brooding anger. I don't think a lot of you understand HOW much I WANTED to be there.

AFTER I saw how we as basketball players were treated.
AFTER I realized the perks we DIDN'T have.
AFTER I witnessed the love we DIDN'T get.

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AFTER ALL of THAT, I STILL wanted to be there!

*For the Record*
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Things were promised to us prior to us actually being there, so while it seems like b*tching and whining, I'm just breaking down the truth in it all.

*Back to the point*
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I remember conversations early in the year where we would sit around and talk about how the year was GOING to go. Or at least how we thought it was going to go. We all loved basketball so much, the passion in those conversations was CRAZY! Lol we would go on and on, I wish I had it recorded to share it with you all. To avoid getting into a deep tangent, I'll try and get to the point. I feel like we were fed a lie, I mean, if any of you saw any of the games it was painfully obvious SOMETHING wasn't right. I'm not trying to say what that was or wasn't, just that things weren't carried out how I was told they were going to be.

For me, it was just really frustrating. The whole year I felt like I was doing everything that was asked of me, and in return it seemed like I fell more and more out of touch with my coaches. Not even focusing on the fact that I wasn't being used in any way that was effective for our team or myself. I began to feel trapped in a situation that wasn't improving regardless of what I tried to do. I found coping methods that I myself, got lost in when my roommate was kicked off the team.. Sh*t just wasn't right. (Tangent...)

(Summing up..)
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Things got worse, and really all I had were my Kansas kids, my baby Marley, and MUSIC!! (that's the collective group of you all organized under one name I created lol) the thing about you Kansas kids is this. Coming home, and thinking about you all, made me reflect on my entire year. Every time that happened I became angry (again not the crazy angry) I had this hate in my body just boiling under the service. So instead of ignoring it, (cause that's kind of what I did ALL year) I decided to take time off (or away) and deal with it. So yes, my "vacation" was needed, and yes it helped quite a bit. I feel rehabilitated (almost)without the sense of losing what made going through that whole ordeal valuable to me in the long run. (the life lesson..) If that makes any sense to any of you. Hope it does, but if it doesn't (whatever) <-- You already know! lol

*DEAD ASS lol never gonna get old...*

I underestimated the pressure I would feel coming back home. I mean, I knew I wasn't happy with the year, I just didn't want/feel like explaining that to people who were expecting so mucn. I don't have an answer as to WHY it all went the way it did, and I hate making excuses, so it went the way it did and that was that. Not that I really had anything to prove to anyone else, because people that really know me know there had to be something else to the whole equation explaining what happened this year. I did WANT to prove something to myself, and I think I did a pretty good job doing that thus far. I hit the ground running basically, and already, I've had to alter what I perceive to be my inner circle.

That in itself really does suck, but I'm sure things will change in time. The fun part? It'll probably be caught on camera. Starting today, People will be following me with cameras (I told ya'll it was going down!!) documenting this long journey I'm starting (today) towards something HUGE! Can't exactly tell you what though, now's not the time for all that. Just know I'm GOING IN! the title wasn't for show. Today is the end of my vacation, and the start of the real grind.


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*WTF does that mean?*

For starters, ORGANIZATION! I'm going to be ON A SCHEDULE. People are either going to have to get with it or get left. So yes, I anticipate losing even MORE inner circle dwellers (...? lol F it..). I'll be up early at the same time every morning (to workout/lift/shoot) <<-- set number MADE every morning before I leave. Go Back to the gym in the afternoon at the same time every day to actually play ball. Finally, one more trip every night to workout/lift/shoot/run (actual running..). Every day, same schedule. Yes I left huge gaps of time out of the day, because really the gaps at this point and time aren't apart of the grind.

*I've got my blackberry Calendar set and task alerts on*

Yeah, I'm going to be very busy, tired, whatever. I'm STILL going to have complete control over my blog. Run it how I want to update it daily (more than once I'm sure), and find time to communicate with my Kansas kids (oh and the people here lol ya'll know who you are). Relationships have to be strengthened because more people need my time, and I need to experience what they have to offer. Bias (of time) in this case isn't really an option, nor should it be a problem that causes any kind of stress in my life. So I think we're good.

*Things YOU should know*

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I want this to work, and allow me to communicate with you all easily. Here's the deal, (Michelle listen up you didn't follow the rules last time!) In the event that I'm at the gym (lol umm yeah.. you know I'll be there so PAY ATTENTION), and you want to contact me. the best way to have any sort of lasting conversation or consistent rebuttal from myself is to EMAIL ME. Reason being, I'm not going to be in a position to sit with my phone in text back and forth, let alone hold a conversation (talking). I can email back though, it allows me to collect my thoughts and not send short pointless messages back (Squishy you get the point??), which I don't like writing (Because their pointless..), and I'm sure you don't like receiving (Because.. you get it lol).

*Your key to communication*

KingxPoetic@aol.com

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Probably going to change it, and create a new email JUST for emailing all of you back. In the event that I do that you'll know via.. something lol. I won't leave you all in the dark though. (Gotta say sorry to Kiki she's the only one that actually followed the email rule the first time lol) I'll be on facebook, myspace, and twitter periodically throughout the day so you can hit me on there too (I'll do much better promise).

For those of you that don't know I'm still TURTLE! Don't get it twisted this is me on repeat and a fire lit under feet! I'm so focused!! More details and plans coming to ya'll soon.. (have we figured out this is all basketball related yet? lol)
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I think that all about sums it up. If you got through it all thank you. Let's kick this summer off the right way, its going to be an interesting one. Gone!

Rebel2Society

I Gotta Admit

I haven't really listened to new 'sensation'(no shots) B.o.B. aka Bobby Ray, no real reason either. I plan to and I will, my first impression of him is a happy dude who is obviously influenced by Andre 3000. (<<--- Damn I gave him the top 3 snub lol) His first single is cool I guess, I'm just going to have to sit down and listen to him. With that said, when you are a new artist (signed with T.I.'s Grand Hustle) and you have Lupe Fiasco in the studio with you to collaborate, you have to have something special about yourself. So yea, this sh*t has me curious and excited..



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I wonder what they are cooking up? Lupe is beyond ill, can't wait for Laserz homie.

*To enlighten those who may not have heard this..*




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What do YA'LL think? I'm STILL undecided, but I'll know more in time. *shrugs* he got Lupe in the studio though!! Word.. smh. Who knows? lol Gone!

Rebel2Society

Needed A Laugh.. This is Too Funny

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Liberated from Kanye's blog via: hypebeast

Lmao that n*gga was OD'in with the chalk. smh. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Closing It Out..

Just like I said, here are the battles Em was in and some extensive history of why. enjoy... Or feel very sorry for the people on the receiving end of all of this (at least 2 out of the 3). Whatever.

*Eminem vs Benzino (Em's song 1st followed by Benzino's)*




*Eminem vs Canibus*








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Em got that charisma half of the population can't comprehend Canibus but yo, dead ass, I'm changing this shit to a draw lol

*Bonus Em (and G-unit) Going at Ja Rule*

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Ja Rule decided to disrespect Hallie in a diss song with this line "You claim your mothers a crack head, Kim's a known slut / So what's Hailie gonna be when she's grown up?' Em then does what Em does..



*one more for the kill*



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If your like me, you want to know in detail how everything went down. My blog was just scratching the surface really but don't worry I got you hit these links up!

http://www.trshady.com/eminemenemies/JaRule/ (Em and Ja beef history)

http://www.epinions.com/content_4296515716 (Em and Canibus beef history)

http://www.trshady.com/eminemenemies/Benzino/ (Em and Benzino beef history)


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For the record I rock out to Ja Rule songs, I think Benzino sucks, Canibus is one of the illest lyrcist EVER, and Eminem is in my top 3 of ALL TIME. (won't tell you what number, you can hit me up for that lol)I don't hold a bias toward any of them,(except Benzino, that n*gga is ass yo) cause they're all hip hop, AND I F***** LOVE HIP HOP! Don't get it twisted!

Yeah I know I'm crazy with this sh*t lol Gone!

Rebel2Society

Need A Laugh

For me, these joints don't ever fail lol. Some people need these damn laughs more than me though, and why is that? It's supposed to be Quiet for people, and positivity sold by the pound. (and I even said F that I'll give away the positive vibes for free! smh) Anyway let the F*ckery begin..



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Cam NEVER lets me down! lmao *Remembers his 60 second interview* <<-- smh (again!)

I can't count how many times me and LnF (yeah I wrote it wrong on person a**holes) split our sides watching these next two. Peep dudes proper diction go out the window FAST! lmao



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*Exactly how I feel minus the bug in the mouth lol*
Anyone hear the dude in the background laughing?? Classic. I hope ya'll smiling now (I'm laughing but hey I've seen these and already think they are hilarious by my standards *shrugs*.



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Hands down yo I can't remember f*ckery that stayed relevant (to me) for this long. I first saw this like the beginning of summer I think (I'm probably wrong LnF?? you remember?) lmao this was being talked about at water coolers!! If you just judge it on its own merit it's still some funny sh*t. (stupid yes, ignorant hell yes, but still funny)Watch this sh*t AND read the subtitles you'll see someone has a great sense of humor(and too much time on their hands lol). HILARIOUS!

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*Let the real professionals have a chance*

*Drumroll................... The Art of Being OWNED coming up!*




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DAAAAAAAAAMMMMMNNNNN HOMIE! (c) 50 Cent. lmao this is just mean spirited Jaime. I don't know what happened to this n*gga, but really, how good could life after this sh*t be?? lmao... he called that n*gga Doug Christie..

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Anyway I've laughed plenty just writing this for ya'll I hope some people learn to put aside all the negative mess. Time wherever you are, is too short to be wasting with all that BS! Ivan, miss you homie, get home and get right. Squishy do what you said you would, your moving for a REASON remember? Me, I'ma keep doin exactly that! (T.U.R.T.L.E.)






*this post is Dedicated to the one and only Jessica Davis love you!* Gone!


Rebel2Society

Reflection Eternal (dope title ill album too)

Right now I'm stuck reflecting on EVERYTHING! It's not so much a bad thing, as it is a wake up call for me. What a year what a year.. I'll be home the 16th now! Hopefully the date doesn't get pushed back like 50's album, but I think I'll be good. (sorry 50 I've been quoting you all week, you can take alil hate!)

Here's the thing. I am now (another rapper quote coming...........)being forced to budget like I have 5 dollars in my sole possession. Finding out where to get what cheap, free, and/or passing because I know I can't afford it. I used to be deadly with sh*t like this. Not so much anymore, it's cool though I'm excepting the challenge as my LAST before I go home for the summer. Meaning no more negativity!!!
I have a pretty right sized hole in my heart right now as it is, so everybody lets just chill and enjoy breathing for awhile..

(....... Now!) "Struggle another sign that God love you, cause on the low being po make you humble. Keep they names in my rhymes try to keep them out of trouble. Cause on the low bein po also teach you how to hustle." Wasalu Jacobs







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That's Lupe by the way, and damn if I don't feel them words right now.. Life is just crazy to me. I've learned not to be too up or too down in any given situation, but instead, just LIVE.

Missing Ya'll right now.

Probably not going to get any responses for this question I'm about to pose, but if I don't ask I would be NOT considering everyone and I don't want that. (this time lol)

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Should I add a music player to my blog? I'm thinking people might get annoyed opening up the page to hear some ill form of music jolt out at them through their speakers (sh*t makes me jump everytime!). I'm thinking I will, unless the people (you) speak against it. Fair enough? I think so, since it is MY blog and all lol..

I'm feeling like I need a good laugh perusing through various youtube videos should do the trick (don't worry I'll share with ya'll too... But first.. -->>). I think tonight is the night I share my featured artist with the rest of the world. It's been a minute since I mentioned this, and I'm tired of all the stalling! (she's nervous) anyway work from her soon. Remember it's positivity is the zone I'm in. Keep your negativity to yourself!!

With that out the way I leave you with something to show you how I'm thinking right now (For people who don't read)....









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Think on THAT. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Holla at ME Julia!

Damn Damn Damn This one is strictly for me people! (and any other dudes or gay women that think my boo thang is the sh*t) What can I say I have a thing for Julia Louis-Dreyfus.. Aaaaaaaaannddddddd? Lol



I don't even know why I'm so attracted to this woman honestly. I think it has something to do with the fact that she upgraded herself 4real. Like probably one of the best upgrades I can recall in a minute lol.

*Check It Out*



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What the hell was up with that birds nest she was nursing on top of her dome anyway? lmao not the business Julia. I had to tell her bout herself one time then we got this...


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Get them damn naps outta here lmao.. Last point..






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Gotta Love an older woman who can look elegant and beautiful without pushing that boundary into 'younger territory...?' <<--- Damn it she old but she look young without looking like she's TRYING to look young dig me??

Anyway I'm sure I've annoyed or disgusted a number of you, or your hating like she not even bad! lol its all good (my blog remember?) I'm loving it anyway. Gone!

Rebel2Society

left out of it..

I guess cause I was left means I'm out of it. (C) charles hamilton

I literally slept the first of May away. Feels weird acknoledging
how unproductive I was lol

The number 2 has a special place in my life. Don't ask me why I just
like that number. Coincidentally it represents a special day for me and
two families as well so I'm gonna acknoledge it (the number). Peace.

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(Two's(fingers) for that topic)

Mr. Quick! Lol closet reader its all good homie I'll break it down
for you like this (without delvin into detail besides you 'pink' like me
Lmao you'll get it)
I have no problem with you (and never have in all these cases), or Brian,
or Spence, or Andy, or Tim, or Josh, or Jordan. Lol see where I'm
going with this? I tried to comment from my phone don't know how that turned out..











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Let me say I read all the comments and am admitting to being terrible
with responding back up to this point. That'll change liiiiike now lol.

I think I feel like grinding today (for my blog). I'm not sure what
exactly that consists of, but its probably safe to say a lot
Of entries will come out of it..

Anybody listening to anything good out there? I wish for once I could be
the one being told to check out an artist *shrugs*, but it is what it is.
If you want to shoot me some music or suggestions hit me up at kingxpoetic@aol.com


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(Me reaching out)

I'm thinking about putting a different twist on my morning. Just depends on how twisted
I want to be. (That could be trouble) Nah really I'm just looking forward to some
good basketball today.

*my prediction..*

Chicago loses by 8 in REGULATION. There aren't any other predictions because I honestly don't
know who else is playing lol. Whatever that's the only game I'm interested in until this 2nd round kicks off..
Wait my bad, D-Wade has a chance to will his team to the 2nd round (almost guaranteeing a less exciting matchup than the hawks would give)
so I guess I'm interested in that game 7 too..

The sun's starting to come up and I'm wide awake awaiting its arrival. I can't say its not lonely, but I can say that I enjoy it. Damn if
these jam sessions don't up my appreciation for all things music. Too bad I haven't been able to write for sh*t lately. Which reminds me...

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She was right. I posted it anyway to... Crickets (that's silence) lmao oh well, its like I said, I was just staring at it.
The people have spoken, (actually they didn't lol) try harder I guess..? Disappointments can only be looked at as hurtful pushes
in another direction in my journey towards progression. <<----(In my mind anyway lol) I'll be here all day. Gone!

Does IT even Matter..

*Does na na na na na dance with tongue out*

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My team is now resting after sleep walking through the first round. *yawns* Oh watching this series made you sleepy too? lmao ok ok. I did enjoy seeing Jerry Sloan thrown out. Nothing against coach Sloan I just think its hilarious when folks get thrown out AND make a scene. That was great lol. Good job Utah. Deron Williams Whoowee! (ayo! pause and the like.. whatever lol) dude is nice with his though he not seeing Chris Paul game though. (they both on another level so shut up and stop trying to argue with me)

*Checks gun*
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I have one more bullet left... Anyone know where Carlos Boozer was tonight? I think he missed the game. lmao BLAOW!!!!!


---->>Moving On<<----

I love the night/early mornings. It's the only time I can really be (semi)stress-free. Here's what normally happens. I wake up to the situation i'm currently in out here, and feel sick knowing I have to deal with all these different issues we all go through (school, work <<--basketball for me, friends, enemies, money, bills, etc.). The whole day is basically me dealing with something until I don't have to anymore.. (I feel like this is confusing, think of having an exam tomorrow. your gonna be thinking about it until its over then its like aaahhhhhh!!! lol) So for me, 8am- 530ishpm is hell. 5:31pm come around maaaaaaaaaaan! lol I'm wildin out. (not really but that's how my mind feels when it's liberated from stress) With everything that's been taking place recently I look forward to my nights even more. a little bit of this a little bit of that (hmmm? lol) berry, ipod, laptop, now get out my way lol. But that's how it is for me anyway..
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Didn't get my point across how I wanted to.. (Maybe I should write about it?)




*Super Exhausted*

Can't sleep though, that wont happen until I sit down on something soft.. Get's me everytime lol U KNOW!! All this technology backfiring at the moment though lol I got way too much (tryin to be) going on. I've been slacking on my twitter heads 4real. Which reminds me 1000 posts coming soon I'm bout to throw a party for myself. lmao none of ya'll invited! (facebookers LOST lol) I'm dealing with this solo tip quite well actually. (Is that even really a big surprise? Naaaaah!) IF I still had the internet available to me in the comforts of my apt. I probably wouldn't have noticed that I've been alone *shrugs* but whatever my berry holdin up just fine.

*Because its my blog and I can*













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Joe Budden (The rapper) hit me up about the 'nonsituation-situation' (.. Quick recap: my friends aint my friends no more.) and had these words for me personally (which, naturally, I thought was nice lmao)

"I love everybody dont ask me who I beef with they burnt the bridge but they were standing underneath it" - mousebudden
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(that's that twitter sh*t ya'll AIN'T on) thanks homie. (he said it not me but damn if I didn't agree)

I saw some hilarious sh*t (Dame Dash Def Jam Fiasco... no lupe lol) tonight, so hopefully I can share that with ya'll. The hip hop heads will either be mad, or ltfao over it. Anyway I'll post it on here (maybe) tomorrow or tonight. Meanwhile I'm having a major hold up with my featured artist I was gassin its coming!

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I'm feeling like there's a lot of suspect material in this one sooooooo

"Me and another man will NEVER get it on! call me homophobic I just like to be strong" - Charles Hamilton

lol and thank you homie. (I just happened to be listening to that..... UGH NIGGA U GAY!! (c) Riley from the Boondocks lmao)

*Rejuvenated*


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bout to get on my TURTLE sh*t one time. Gone!!

Rebel2Society

pleasantly overthinking

Damn its dumb early and for some reason I just started
Thinking about the situation I've put myself in among
Other things(Annnnnnnd??). Well and nothing lmao its
Quiet for niggas 4real I'm so past it on that level
Put the gloves on or shut up or worse (*gasp!*)
Play thug like you(all) been doing all year. Dig me??
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------>MOVING ON<-------

I'm thinking. I'm bored, hungry, and broke. Sooooo
First I need to make something to eat.. (Thinking grilled
Cheese??) *shrugs* whatever.

*crosses food off the topic list*

I'm kind of wondering how long before my blog is poppin
Like it should be. I got my eyes on a few key people
(All on the best coast lmao) but 4real I'm blackin on ya'll
Who want what!? LnF I need that MC convo we were having asap!!
Still on my NewGirlFriend shit!!
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Unrelated obsessed eeehhhhh lol. Beyonce can still get
It though. I feel like they went out of there way
To keep hip hop and Beyonce as far from each other in that
Movie as possible. Like they wanted you to see Beyonce's character (uhhhh what was her
Character's name again? Lmao exactly)and not Beyonce the entertainer
Did it work? Ionno ask the fangirls/(and)boys screaming 'GET THAT BITCH
BEYONCE!' In the back of the theater. *smh*
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Insomnia should be considered a serious disease.. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Separation Theory

I'm trying to better understand things/people while dealing with
multiple rifts in my life at the moment. So I was sitting here thinking
on the situations trying to pinpoint exactly what the issue is.
This is what I've come up with...

1. Jealousy. I don't want to elaborate it is what it is. (ironically
his fav. Rapper has one of my fav. Quotes. "Jealousy is a weak emotion you
gotta control that" lol thanks Hov.)

2. Miscommunication: I'm quiet and to myself by nature. So I can definitely
understand why people could take that as offputedness (<<<-- is that a word? Lol)
towards them. But naaaaaaaah! I just love my music more than the idea of a cultivating
conversation *shrugs* sue me or get over it. Not to mention I use the time I have alone
to really separate my thoughts, but that doesn't mean I don't want company. The people
I have met this year have a special place in my life and no argument or misunderstanding
should affect that. Maybe I should communicate better?? Maybe...

3. Life Obstacles: This has been one of the craziest years of my life! Dead ass!! From
moving to a much slower smaller technologically deprived town. To a disappointing season.
To the ups and downs I've experienced with my teammates (extended family), if I got over one
issue there was another one staring me in the face it seemed like. To everybody's credit,
we all went through some things, and we all dealt with everything differently. All I can
really attribute to this is people somewhere down the line got
slighted or seriously hurt by someone or something, and the issue was never
resolved. It's just sad to me honestly. I hate not knowing how to overcome things,
unfortunately, that's the position I'm stuck in, and why things are so out of order.
Help please! Lol

4. Is there even a 4? Lol nah I don't think so, nothing specific or anything.
I'm just tired and exhausted from being worn down from all this negativity I
got too much love in my body for this mess! I'm bout to just get my Weezy on
and order everybody to get right or get left.
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I think I like this blogging thing (uh oh) lol.

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If you like it too let me know and or hit me up with your page!
I'm going to try my hardest to be an open book connect with me!!
(Or don't whatever) email KingxPoetic@aol.com aim sn: kingxpoetic
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But don't forget who this is! I'm gone!

Rebel2Society aka R2S