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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Daddy Day (pause)

I'm not an ice cream flavor you can't get the scoop on me! Lmao you can ask and I'll oblige though. Anyway its Father's day, and I'm oh so glad I'm not being honored! Wait does that mean I don't want kids? Of course not, I'm just happy to not have someone I'm not ready for yet.

*staying away from all baby mama jokes*

I need to find this damn song.. Anyway shout out to the daddy's dale, matt, sean, what up!?

My man's

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*Said in the denzel washington American Gangster voice*

I'm bout to get back to my game until I find this song, then I'll have more to say. Rora I.P.4.U.D.B.D.! Wooooooorrrddd!!! Lol Gone!

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Saturday, June 20, 2009

I didn't forget...

Haven't posted anything for a minute, and that was hard to do. The truth of it is I have a lot of ideas that I'm backed up with and I'd like to get them out in the intended order instead of adding to the number of posts (we're approaching # 100!!). So I had to fall back just a little.

Been doing a lot of reading, thinking, and writing. Super excited about some of my ideas. I haven't commented back yet either, I read them just didn't reply sorry ya'll. ZQ I got a kick out of your commetnt though, I can just hear that annoying tone of his tell you what you need to work on lol. (Pause pause pause lol). Yes CH disappointed anyone who follows his music. Oh well. It'll drop eventually, or he'll suffer the same fate as Saigon.

*shrugs*

Haven't heard of Saigon? (I talked about dude on my blog when I first started) Doesn't surprise me.

Excited to bump this new Wale mixtape (produced by 9th wonder) Back To The Feature. Gonna be flames I already know! (Jess you should have been interested in it cause I mentioned it regardless of who was on it smh... Credit please)

Anyway here's a list of things I have planned for the blog. I don't know if it'll be in this order but when I get to it you'll know so chill.

Mos Def appreciation thread.
Sexual Habits.
The Anatomy of Friendships.
Meet Brian Coaxum.
The G.O.A.T.
These Blog(ger)s are ill!!!

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I'm positive I left a couple out, but like I said you'll know when I post them. I'm hoping to really get some opinions on these (think dining hall convo's for the kansas kids lol), so it should be interesting(ly) fun.

Shout out to the new readers too. I think its cool thinking about who ready my blog. I mean, I better think its cool otherwise I'd just be paranoid all the time. Hopefully, its entertaining enough for everyone to come back and read again. Unless you don't like reading.. Lol that's what the videos are for!

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Just kidding, I really don't care what anyone else thinks about this blog. If you can enjoy it with me great, if not, I invite you to play the biggest game of rock soccer of your life. Probably going to be some random entries throughout the day. Call the barber, crack a bottle ;). Gone!

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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Ahh to be recognized..

My first time updating ya'll on my way to my early morning workout. Its a little different this time, I'm about an hour too early but whatever, I'm feeling extra motivated today. Let me chill though, talking about the work you put in is wack to me. People should just know when they're resting I'm putting in work on my Mayweather sh*t.

*cop count on this drive is crazy*

Kind of geeked got new music today lol. (Still waiting though Charles that wasn't cool yo.) This 50 is about to go hard. Yeah, that 50 lol, Curtis, whatever. He's coming with it I have a good feeling (sh*t it better bump at least its gonna be my workout music for the first workout).

What's good Kansas kids (and Rora lmao)!? Squishy how u living?? Michelle can I get something to my inbox? Like now? Lol just wanted to say what's up to all of ya'll. ZQ what up!?

Kiki.. Cause you'd be tight if I didn't say your name lol.

*F it*

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Shout out to the whole Pitt state hoop squad. Rod what up? Don't know anything about anything man, that night I was drunk my dude. What I said was from the heart though, I think I was referring to your chick in the sense that you didn't know her THAT well.. No disrespect (no shots), just clearing that up here, since I didn't text you back my bad, still love though.
*It's Hendo around my way and I'm just saying what's up!*

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Swear I greeted that n*gga like that everyday! What up homie?

Trying to spread this positive vibe I'm feeling dig me?? Josh I got you, we'll talk soon. Hope everybody else is good I'm bout to (well I already am) reach out soon.

Big bro Ivan how YOU living Philly head soft talkin a** n*gga lol. You know what it is man! Our b*tch is bleeding everywhere, not cool. You'd be grossed out too on that "I'm bout to faint man" sh*t lol too many funny things between us (pause).

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Ivan's good money by the way. We ODin to get prepared. For what you ask? Sh*t ask him, I'm not telling (just yet) . Big moves coming (Cali is going to be good for you! Lol let me chill..)

Too bad I'm just now pulling up to the gym, and I want to write more than anything right now. ;( the hell am I supposed to do now? So yeah, Michelle hit me up!

How about I post an interview of some sort today (alex pay attention lol)? Introduce the world to a couple inner circle people. B'coax what's good!? J-Bird what up though? Habib.. Habib lmao. Macky where you at man? Jerome fat a** man, you damn near ghost yo.. Finally, Dale um... Yeah we was a mature thought away from beefing, but see I am growing up!

Brittany (who probably doesn't read ever) play rock soccer with no shoes on. <-- gotta love that one. Nah it aint that bad, but stop listening to people that aren't around.

LnF don't front like your not re-learning how to have fun again lol. This is great, but damn we BOTH gon' be broke lmao.

Uhh Jess what up? Stop losing my stuff! Lol

*sighs*

Gotta go and "lock in" as Diddy would say. I'll get at ya'll later. Gone!

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Sunday, June 14, 2009

Why am I not on the couch??

There's a reason I excel at video games, internet browsing, and any other activity you can do by yourself. I'm just more relaxed and at peace chilling in an atmosphere that isn't geared towards communication. I mean I am Socrates (socially anyway)remember? Anyway I'm just going to think about watching the Laker game with my buds lmao.

LA's about to close it out too. I wasn't even going to have anything to do with the gym today, but I have a feeling after I see the game I'm going to want to hoop. So that's probably where I'll be.

I've been trying to catch up on everybody's blogs. I'm almost all up to date, and when that happens I'll have a new blog about the blogs lol. I want everybody to read and appreciate my blog, but I have to return the favor too. That's what connecting is all about right? Step your sh*t up so I can talk about it!

Back to being out of place in a socially inviting atmosphere. I don't like it one bit, especially since I'm either still gone or just incredibly groggy due to just waking up, whatever the case I know this was discreetly pushed upon me. Whether that ends up being admitted or not I know what it is.

I'm convinced marijuana is the single most prevalent item in all of my problems. Not me smoking it lol but for whatever reason its been involved.. Somehow.. Now if the Barber would just pick up the phone ;)

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None of that should lead you to believe that I'm in a bad mood, cause I'm not. Just a bad place, well not really, just somewhere I'd rather not be, because there's other places I'd rather be seeing type of thing. These people do have some crazy stories though.

Shout out to my big brother (the real one that people don't know exist lol)

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And my pops (the n*gga that could have made him. Yeah.. Lol)

Family has definitely been putting some things in perspective for me lately. Even my mom albeit indirectly (she blacks like no other dead a**). Its time to really get everything in my life on the right track. I gave you all a glimpse at the whole athletic side, and that's all going just as I planned (a few minor setbacks). As far as securing myself in the competitive world of today, more progress needs to be made.

I'm moving fast toward home ownership, who wants to throw me a party? <<-- definitely joking. Show up to my crib with your party hat and your a** is staying outside. Bring an extra ps3 controller, and we can talk lol.

Today is too slow, I'm stuck wanting to speed things up a bit. Not that I want it to be late, I'm just trying to find some inspiration, like now dig me? Barber called inspiration stalled.. For now. Can it get anymore random? I'm back to reading YA'LL blogs. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Saturday, June 13, 2009

And Another One

Don't really know about this one lol. Let's just say I was trying to spazz on myself, and at some points I think I did. This is kind of weird putting all this out there for everybody to not pay attention to but who cares? I'm not supposed to, especially at this point during the night. (come on kick in already!!) So enjoy it or don't, whatever...


Oooooo (<--actual title lol yea, wtf? Huh?)


Sometimes I find its hard to decline the little time that's truly mine I'm minding my chiming regarding my friends rewarding my pen with rhyming I think we like it I know she like it we fighting I'm writing quickly think lightning

she see it now she's smiling she wilding saying I'm the next kid now I'm smiling damn we shining trips me out we fell out she was like fuck it keep grinding and that amounts to the trust she gets from me bitches bounce now please

yeah I be looking what can I say I mean my hearts tooken taken I'm saying none of ya'll looking like crooks shit I'm straight a little late in my understanding that she came to win ok

game on then let me start playing I feeling like displaying my articulation with manipulating different statements placing them over your dense skull sitting on your shoulders heavy like Ionno I'm trying not to be cliche

so can we just say what I have to say will have ur mind dealing with a lot of weight I think that's fair but not to be mistaken with the white powder base I'm trying to flower my base with words behind bass though the bass you can't hear or feel...(I'll let u in on a secret if you promise you can keep it)
Gone!

Rebel2Society

Ivan what's good though!?

Wooow Remember this so vividly, it was dark out there to me because everything I came in there with was somehow stripped from me. Gotta love what Kansas taught me though. this was more or less me trying to make sense of a falling out with my brother (roommate) Ivan. I love that dude regardless of where we were at and where we are now. Enjoy or don't whatever... (Lmao that's like the official introductory sentence)

True Love (frustration)

I know I'm blessed in life god did me right but I'm stressed my mans is like fading from the light matter of fact to say it best there aint friend in sight and I'd say its been left that way for quite some time now bow out gracefully is what I tried to do these people chased me until I cried a few times let my tears just slide down my face

as I'd drive no destination but the music's there so just riiidde frustration got me over thinking everything people are puzzles the weed is the pieces so I light up and try to think up a thesis as to why we so indecent but every time I see it my stash gets vented meaning I smoked it all blowing the contents out and confessed my recent sins to myself problems put on the shelf I'll be hearing from them

no drugs so say hello to my alcoholic binge all this to search for a reason something that makes sense and can explain our mind state actions and intents but listen I'm just a dude that finds it funny what extended fam will do when their hurt or confused look can't help you cause your trapped inside your mental

letting her use u like a tool and its wack to sit back and act like your not being a fool I understand that its painful shit I went through it too yeah yeah u talking years man I was four deep my dude you need to move or move on or cope with what's she's on but mostly just be strong

cause I loved you for that when we first connected but all this depression is leaving me depressed kid you filled the void that my older brother left me with but as the year went on I felt like I was doin what the older brothers did she broke your heart and that's when it started

you a shell of yourself homie and that's why I departed sit you down can't talk to me like a man I'm just trying to help at the very least understand what's goin on inside your head because in mine I'm dead

this isn't me and countin on that cali soil to set me free a touch from she all that just to let me be bumpy road ahead of me but I know there's something god's telling me this can't be for nothing no mistakes from upstairs so fuck any excuses your all selling me.

Gone!

Rebel2Society

DO I MAKE SENSE YET!?

Or am I just... Senseless?