Blessings in Disguise Maybe

God is looking out today! Here's something kind of interesting about me (I'll leave that for you all to tell though), for as much music as I've listened to since I got heavy into to hip hop 11 years ago, I haven't let to many ladies in the game hold my attention.

I'm not sexist quite the opposite, me being real with myself leads me to see when I'm being fed the carbon copied manufactured artist. Even more so with women because I actually listen to the words and could give 2 f*cks what some1 appears like. Dead*ss.

So when I have 4 female artist that consist of Lauren Hill, Jean Grae, Lil Kim, and Foxy Brown presented to me it takes no time at all to acknowledge the substance the 1st 2 have over the last 2. Skills NOT gimmicks is why Lauren Hill and Jean Grae are acknowledged by me. I mean I'd smash like there's no tomorrow but that has nothing to do with the music lol

This brings me to my point I was making. There are artists I listened to when I was young a whole bunch. Only problem is my ears aren't what they are now, and my mind has defnitely altered for the betterment of describing music back to myself.

Enter another female emcee I am willing to embrace, love, and fantasize over all in 1. Hello Eve.

I was sitting down 'collecting' more Jean Grae music when Eve's Behind the Music special came on (I'm just passing time waiting for this final's game to start). I immediately remembered why she was so beloved by her fans. Look at her! lol

What struck me the most about her that I can't really say about any1 else (off the top of my head) besides Lauren Hill, was her ability to CONNECT with women old and young alike. She has some POWERFUL songs regardless of gender.

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I shouldn't put it past Nicki Minaj, but I will. I don't think we will be hearing that type of music from her and Wayne's camp. Sad too, cause the girls eat that stuff up.

I guess I'm just excited to hear what's in store for her (Eve) now that she's right mentally. I'm trying to better understand you alien creatures (women). I need all the helpful advice I can find.

I am crushing hella hard right now and I don't know if I even made a point, or any sense lol


*Shrugs*

Game time lets go LA!


Gone!


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First Things First

Thanks to every1 who prayed for mama Wilson. She's doing fine now, but there are still questions that I feel need to be answered. I'm just thankful, that's all I can really get across at this point. I overthought a lot of possibilities today, now I'm just trying to forgive.

Not because I'm ready to or want to either, its just the thought of not having some1 here that I EXPECT to be there really knocks me down.

No I'm not letting things go, but I will at the very least try to acknowledge and pay homage to 'the big picture'.


I'm celebrating tonight.



GONE!


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Time Out

Pray for my mother please. Details aren't available right now All I know is she fell and had to go to the Emergency Room and she's home now. So that's where I'll be today for the majority of the day. Take a moment out and try to appreciate what you have, and who you have in your life.  



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2 Will Leave...

... 1 will return.






Productivity is the aim for the day. Not to be confused with my 'aim' accounts threnassanceboy and kingxpoetic. This little post was way too hard to get right. Let's have a good 1 people...









Gone!





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Love... Sucks

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Familiar situation for any1?? I know what it is to be in this situation and not really know how to get out. Crazy. Only compounded by the other member being... well he said it all best really.
' but you temper's just as bad as mine is/ your the same as me when it comes to love your just as blinded/'

*shivers*

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Real talk Detroit lol stupid...

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Is That Right?

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*Sighs*


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Troubling Thoughts

If you really love and care about people refrain from putting these into 1's head. Never does this result in positive results, at least not in my experiences. Neither here nor there however..

So many different sounds infiltrating my ears and I'm loving it! It's about the only thing keeping me from flipping out right now. That and Marley's pretty face =) I've already planned to lay my head wherever she designates tonight. Me and my b*tch.

I'm not feeling the double standards on words more than ever right now, Like its truthfully pissing me off a little bit. Recent arguments have made me think about things like this lol. Think about it though, when your upset, AND engaged in a verbal shootout aren't you trying to hit the other person? Maybe its just me, but I'm not going to get shot at and then shoot to mis by 5 feet. Just doesn't make sense.

With that said, what's the one word that women find offensive pretty much across the board? Taking that away is like saying I'm not allowed to snipe you when I clearly had the chance 5 min. ago on some 'Why don't you shoot him already! frustrating cliche movie sh*t' Its silly.

Anyway the frustration is felt in all categories from me rigt now. Freedom of Speech ftw =)

That's 2 smiley things in 1 post, I'm trIipn.That reminds me of Squishy, Meroki, Freakbody, Rora, Kansas and everything in it. Loving my memory right now.

More to say, but it can wait. I'm good now.





Gone!















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