Troubling Thoughts

If you really love and care about people refrain from putting these into 1's head. Never does this result in positive results, at least not in my experiences. Neither here nor there however..

So many different sounds infiltrating my ears and I'm loving it! It's about the only thing keeping me from flipping out right now. That and Marley's pretty face =) I've already planned to lay my head wherever she designates tonight. Me and my b*tch.

I'm not feeling the double standards on words more than ever right now, Like its truthfully pissing me off a little bit. Recent arguments have made me think about things like this lol. Think about it though, when your upset, AND engaged in a verbal shootout aren't you trying to hit the other person? Maybe its just me, but I'm not going to get shot at and then shoot to mis by 5 feet. Just doesn't make sense.

With that said, what's the one word that women find offensive pretty much across the board? Taking that away is like saying I'm not allowed to snipe you when I clearly had the chance 5 min. ago on some 'Why don't you shoot him already! frustrating cliche movie sh*t' Its silly.

Anyway the frustration is felt in all categories from me rigt now. Freedom of Speech ftw =)

That's 2 smiley things in 1 post, I'm trIipn.That reminds me of Squishy, Meroki, Freakbody, Rora, Kansas and everything in it. Loving my memory right now.

More to say, but it can wait. I'm good now.





Gone!















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ROCK the Mic lol...

*speechless*




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Gangsta. lmao he was walking right into that, and she was NOT playing! How can you not respect that? Ladies, Skeezers, hoodrats, take notes! That's how you let a N*gga know you not playing dead ass!!! lmao. Gone! (exclamations back!!! )

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It Is But It Aint...

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Cliche I know but.. Ah Whatever. Gone (Literally)...

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Nowadays Is Some Funny Times...

This is a message for those I've fallen out of touch with and still care about. What's crazy is a lot of people I've been talking to recently have been echoing these same sentiments to me, (in a different fashion)anyway I like this joint and the message is ill so I'm gonna leave ya'll with it to think about..





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Sometimes things just happen. Dead ass, it's not always some crazy underlying problem that causes things to go bad/south/no where at all. I can't wait to reconnect with some people.. Gone.

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surprise surprise I wanna take a ride..

Its semi-early here, and I have an apt full of unpacked items.
Eyes are burning from sleep deprivation(I told ya'll insomnia
aint nothing to f*ck with!) as I sit amongst all of my prized
belongings. Getting real nostalgic, but that's ok memories are
great tools of inspiration...

*Detoxing Sucks*

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Yeah I'm clean, and clear headed. I'm not going to front on the
feeling, its great. Especially considering that I hit rock bottom
in my life about a week ago. Homeless, addictions, and the depressing
realization that I couldn't take care of the (other)girl that got me
(and Ivan.. What's good homie) through the year. Once again music was
my escape. Shout out to my fav. Rapper (I mean musician)
Charles Hamilton. Dude kept me alive with his music, so I'm forever
grateful for his passion, and handling of that which is so dear to me..




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Thank you music. I don't want people to get things wrong and
misconstrue what's being said. I had people to talk to, but
at the end of the day, I was alone. I had to climb various hurdles by myself.

"I sold my soul to myself, I'm so alone" Charles Hamilton
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It's deeper than ACTUAL human interaction. The point is, sitting here
in this living room, I feel great(covered in dirt... It was a deep hole I
had to climb out of) and ready to approach what's coming NEXT. 4 days and
counting down to my reunion with California sunshine.(I know what YOUR thinking
LnF.. and then again, maybe I don't.. But its intentional) Don't really
know what I'm going to do first, but then again, does it really f***** matter?


I'M GOING HOME!!!!


I'm contemplating stepping up and being the bigger person(again) in order to
salvage some relationships that were real tight knit at one point, but
as of right now? Naaaah! (No shots, just a lot of OTHER important things on
my mind) Fam 1st/Born leaders/foreign tongues reunion! Can't wait, but
there's some cracks in our armor that I'm determined to fix up when I
touch down. mmmmhhh home cooked meals.. *eyes closed with a koo-laid smile*
And like I said I'm clean. Its quiet!!














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I don't care WHAT you think about this, just THAT you THINK
About all this. I wasn't lying, I want to connect with ya'll,
and I'm not at all ashamed to do that. (even if it means revealing
some secrets of my life along the way.) This blog is going to pop before
it's all said and done, but I need ya'll help! Or not,
whatever. I love this sh*t and I'm going to do it regardless!
Are YA'LL going to be along for the ride? (I hope so lol) Gone!

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Bringing Back Sweet Memories

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In the beginning it was all good though! lol man some of these faces aint make it past the next day dead ass. Still some people missing in this one too.. Regardless I love EVERYBOODY in this damn photo (and the ones that weren't there)!



Damn look at us looking super gay.. ugh lmao Dave on the Right Henry in the back..





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Brother from another. Nuff' said, period.



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They were cool too..





Me n Hendo... smh




For a minute I was left with Me,Biggie (hip hop), and my B**** Marley.. Sad but true we got through it though!

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(That was my fault LnF was waiting I wasn't having it!!)

So we was like F*** the world lmao


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We been F****** her ever since (whoa lol the world that is..)





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WTF YA'll!?!?!? Reconcile, Counsel, Do something!












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Wasn't that fun? (I need pictures of the people that are actually still my friends..) Memory lane is great to visit, but I don't want to live there anymore. Gone!

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olive branch

Dead ass my night is peaceful as shit! Lol probably
One of the best I've had out here. Quiet!!!!!

*loong sigh*

Here's the deal though. Rora and Squishy had a plan
to go to the park (wtf for? Lmao)<<--- nah park's
are the sh*t but that's how I was feeling (peep the
last blog) long story short I end up agreeing to go
bout an hour later. Yo this sh*t is mad peaceful.
I'm walking around this lake watching ducks do
Their thing bumping Mos Def. Yo I'm spazzin right
Now! Dumb happy... (Get to the point nigga!)













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*the point*

I sent a msg out on facebook for everyone to
Come join me. Everyone being everybody the people
That ave been fueling these angry blogs. The reason?
To end this silly sh*t. So far no one.. Hey, maybe
They didn't see the alert? Well I'm going to
Post it a few more times, and I'm thinking I'll
Be here for awhile (hours). Should be interesting.

Meanwhile I'm anticipating a great conversation with LnF in a little bit.
For now I'm Zoning (ask Squishy and Rora or me baby ;) )
Time to climb the slide. Gone!

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