How do you start...

Something so hard your heart could burst?

Today was tough ^ word to the Charles Hamilton quote. I've been dealing with a lot of bs and I was appalled at what was 'acceptable' in my convo with my n*ggas over twitter. Debate really, but it never even got there so let me just chill on that.

The convo has me tight though. close-mindedness is so wack I don't care how you look at it or try to 'ok' it. I mean I'm used to being so blatantly on the opposing side of things that it really shouldn't bother me by now. My homie's in town apparently! Leave it to me to be away from my email like all day... errrggghh that's due once again to the 'debates' I was having.

I'm trying not to be too anything right now because people can be ignorant, and there is no need to get ignorant with them in this case. I say that because I want to call people names throw stuffs, and generally make some1 else feel frustrated like me right now. I'm going to opt to take it to the gym instead. That may be worse though, it might be best to just stay off the courts today.

Heard from Geanna lightweight today. That chick either has her nose WIDE open or is lacking serious time... Either way if I get stuck to thinking about why we haven't talked it'll be counterproductive to this mood I'm trying to avoid going into... Maybe I am as socially awkward as I've always said and THAT's the reason I'm more or less alone contemplating these things..

I'm not going there. I just want to have a great great evening. If all goes well I don't see why that would't be possible. I'm doing some major major cleaning. How's this for honesty though, all I really want to do is sit here with this music and get lifted with it. I won't do that, but it'd be nice.

I may not speak another word today I'm feeling that frustrated with people.

Jean Grae and Charles Hamilton I road hard for you 2 today. All in the name of good music, f*ck what they talking about.



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I actually like going to places like this to chill downtown Sacramento knows me lol. We only getting more familiar. Imagine that.












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That list is coming! Especially after today. Smh

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Residual Self-Image

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They trying to take me from these beautiful things but f*ck that it's not happening. I'm writing today all day, some might end up here most of it will end up in a special inbox (Margot you ready?). Feeling lonely amongst the crowd...
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Trapped In.

Mommy on my mind lol





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Not Mommy but a mommy nonetheless. Good morning!

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Nas In QB

Nas is that dude.





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Internet Woes

I do not like when my internet fails me. It's probably 1 of the single most frustrating things ever! Mainly because I have no idea how to fix the problem. Every download would clock out at 1% leaving me absolutely clueless. I DID get smarter than the average bear and hook it up directly to the router but now I'm stuck for the sake of my downloads.

Not very cool. I'm exhausted still I feel like I'm in for 1 major crash in the next day or 2. I WILL experience that crash in a comfortable bed. I've been sleeping on couches and floors for the last week and it's starting to get to me. Not that I really care about having to do that more so because I can't sleep in a bed if I wanted to right now. Availability issues..

Margot can I shout you out? Your commentary is hilarious as well as needed wait til' I get my phone back rocking its on!

I do wonder though... Where are a few of you at?? What are you doing? I'm not worried about the lack of communication cause well you know, I'm bumming it right now. Speaking of which, I'm trying to NOT bum it with the appearance (I should post a picture or something..) but it's been tough! To grow or not to grow?

Margot you would have a field day. Right now, I could care less I'm like a blank canvass to a painter if that makes any sense.. I'm switching it up real soon.

Wow my stomach is trying to kill me. Time to eat.


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"F*ck a Counselor...

B*tch I need guidance!"






Love or Fantasy? Oh The double meanings...



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Are you Paying Attention to This Guy?

This song is so ill. Dope video.. I wish he would release the song 'Higher' as a single though it has that summer vibe.. let's see...




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How do you not smile hearing that?? I was SPAZZING downtown listening to this singing the whole 9. I had my laptop in my hand started headbanging a little to hard and definitely smashed the laptop up lol. It was worth it *shrugs*.

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