My Most Important Blog Yet

I'm not at all a hateful person, but I don't deny my feelings and right now, I hate women/females/girls. Not to say if I see a girl walking down the street I'm on some belligerent mess, I'm just saying right now its a no go. People do hurtful things. Girls do hurtful things out of spite to cause more hurting. I've always had such an optimistic view on love and people in general, but my last year reshaped my views on people, and current situations are reshaping my views on love.

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This is not about me being IN love, it's not even directly related to a love interest of mine. I've always been the fly on the wall with the best view on what's going on around me. Unfortunately around me, isn't a very comfortable surrounding at the moment. I'm so happy to be home, but that doesn't mean home is perfect (it's certainly better than where I was previously at in Pittsburg, Kansas because there's love and stronger support systems here)and I can acknoledge that. Me and my B**** (Marley) are going to make it though, and that's really all that matter. I just have to learn to abide by my own rules while keeping it respectful...

Is it possible to love that which you hate?

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I don't know but I'll find out soon, until then (like I said in my previous entry)I'm falling way back. No phone calls, text messages, or personal face time for anyone. I need this time for me. (Email's will be excepted and the only form of communication --->> KingxPoetic@aol.com) Good luck with that.. Gone.

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Word To Turtle

Tranquility isn't hard to find when your alone, but try finding it when you can't get a minute to yourself and you'll be looking for awhile. It becomes draining trying to balance my personalities. I don't want to be rude, but I don't really want the connections or support right now either. Everything has been moving so fast lately, I haven't had a moment to just take it all in. Granted, I suppose it may be that way for a lot of people...

*Ranting*

People are going to be missed, but I'm living in the memories they left me with. It's never any different, but it is what it is..


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But why the F*** both of ya'll leave me like this!? lol swear to god ya'll better do what you said you were going to.


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*No Replacements*

Everybody has to fall into THEIR place and play THEIR role in MY life. Think about that. I determine YOUR roles, and believe me you can't jump around. Like I said it is what it is..

*Where is the REAL Turtle?*




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Exactly how I'm feeling right now, just with a false sense of strength. (Obviously that n*gga strong 4real lol)Too much going on, a lot of eyes watching what i'm going to do next. People plotting against me, or just not acknowledging what I want to do to the world. My parents see me as the child they raised, but yo I can't be that for them forever. Love interest hmmmmmmm? (well wtf did I pick Hercules for anyway? lol). Dependable animal, (Marley what up baby!) and the mentors in my life that are too SHORTsighted to see the big picture.. All the while, I'm smiling with this huge weight on me. I'm GOING to get it off me, but damn this place isn't where it's going to happen. Gone.

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Pretty Thing

My puppy is fast as lightning lol I love it! Surprised it took me this long to mention my baby, but I guess when I wake up to multiple licks to the face its easy to have HER on my mind. (soooo take that all kinds of ways lmao) Prettiest dog in the world! I can't help but think of the controversy that's undoubtedly coming my way though.. I'm not giving her up for nothing! Yes she will be enjoying some Cali sunshine with me this summer.. Fully prepared to do WHATEVER it is to make others see my perspective on that one too dead ass.

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Do I Have to say more?

I'm getting ready to go lift with my team.. Awwwwwwwkkkkwwwaaaaaaarrrrrdddd! Lmao it really is but F it if they don't want me around say something! (Its beach season engage your core! (c) gay brother in I love u man. Lol

*sighs*

Whatever's clever right? I feel rejuvenated today. Looking forward to the rest of it (after weights).. Be back soon.. Gone!

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