Scary

shout out to lovi23

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*My Mind state*
Let that sh*t play while you read this..
Life can come at you so fast sometimes its hard to handle everything at once. I've had a fairly basic idea of what was going to happen to me, and those close to me in the near future. I was fine with knowing that people had to move on, and things had to change. It wasn't until that change blindsided me and decided today was the day things were going down. Damn it sucks. There's a reason why yesterday was a no show on my part. I couldn't take how fast everything was coming at me. It was emotional, and instead of describe that emotion with art, or for your entertainment, I took it all in. Surreal. The crazy thing is my dude leaving was just the start of the snowball effect that is taking place, so I really can't dwell on it like I would like to.


I left ya'll with a 50 cent quote a few entries back, and here I am living that quote. It's not fun watching people you spent a whole year with up and leave you. Period. In most cases, I'm not going to be sad though. Only because I know most of them are about to better their lives, and I can't ask for anything more from people that I care about. LIVE! If your going to do one thing for me live you life to the fullest, and don't forget about me while your doing it! Dead ass.

*God don't make no mistakes*



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Have to keep that in mind... I WILL definitely be back real soon. Gone.

Rebel2Society

Top Of The World.. I LOVE It Up Here!!!

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That's how music makes me feel. Its super Quiet and I'm on my hip hop sh*t dead ass! No issues with anything or anyone, not feeling any stress from the bullsh*t we all go through. Just Quiet. Like I said today wasn't really an active one anyway.. My lil brother in a lifting competition shout out to that lil N*gga... (Dont know how he did... I'll figure that out now lol)

Anyway Back to hip hop. I'm listening to everything right now, I can't even front on my ipod, its the sh*t! lol Big ups to my man ZQ for the music suggestions. I'm gonna get into that tomorrow(pause!) Word though, to be cool with me you gotta connect with music and that dude definitely gets it..




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Now if LnF would just hit me with that hip hop convo I'd really be able to shake up the world lol (yeah what!? lmao you know what it is!) That got me thinking though..
I'm tired of the word "freestyle" getting thrown around. Dead ass if your not coming off the top of the dome then your not freestyling. Smh..

*Need an example*

Bear in mind I have nothing against either of these artist (I listen to them BOTH daily. So chill with the I'm hating talk before you even start!)

*Freestyle*



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I'm not gonna upload the whole thing. Keep watching if you like it the links at the end I think.. Anyway dude is spitting off the top (well at that). No memorized raps, no paper in front of him. Just him. Get it? Moving on..

*The Freestyle in 2009*



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Get my point? It's just wack to me to give off the impression that your actually creatiing the art off the top of your head when your not. Lol I think what's more wack than that is that people (I know quite a bit of them too.. smh) really think they ARE freestyling! lol I sound tight now, but I'm just expressing my love for the TRUE art.

Now the cypher, that's a different story altogether. Bring whatever you got if you stepping into a cypher!! lmao written freestyled that sh*t better be hot! Ain't nothing like a live cypher though gotta love it.

*One of The Few things BET gets right every year*




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If you couldn't shut your mouth and Zone out snapping your neck for that 3 min and 15seconds than you not thinking like me lol. Its all good though the few that do know what I'm on. Oh, my lil brother did ok I guess (great information huh? lol thanks!) Gone!























*Bonus Content*







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They Let they cool go and started freestyling for a minute lol (Only for a min. Though) Wish more big names (on Kanye, and Game level) would step up like this.
That's that hip hop! Gone! (again)

real fast

What's the deal with? Lol naah I'm just playing. Off my Seinfeld appreciation mode for a minute. This is just a quick what's goin on I guess, couldn't have a repeat of May 1st (no blogs).

My day... Super chill. No talked to my pops for a quick second, and that was pretty much my interaction with the outside world. Much too busy regaining my appreciation for video games' single player campaigns. (Difficult for an online junkie, but when you don't have the internet what can you do?) Good stuff.

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Reminds me I want to rekindle some childhood hobbies. Lol might see me with some Magic cards or something soon. (Don't front like you never f****d with Magic (the card game)!!

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Either that or comp. Games.. Wait need (not really but for my personal preferences yes) the internet for those. Stuck again.

My itunes got a shot in the file drive today (lol ok..?). Quiet.Happy.Zoning. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Bringing Back Sweet Memories

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In the beginning it was all good though! lol man some of these faces aint make it past the next day dead ass. Still some people missing in this one too.. Regardless I love EVERYBOODY in this damn photo (and the ones that weren't there)!



Damn look at us looking super gay.. ugh lmao Dave on the Right Henry in the back..





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Brother from another. Nuff' said, period.



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They were cool too..





Me n Hendo... smh




For a minute I was left with Me,Biggie (hip hop), and my B**** Marley.. Sad but true we got through it though!

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(That was my fault LnF was waiting I wasn't having it!!)

So we was like F*** the world lmao


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We been F****** her ever since (whoa lol the world that is..)





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WTF YA'll!?!?!? Reconcile, Counsel, Do something!












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Wasn't that fun? (I need pictures of the people that are actually still my friends..) Memory lane is great to visit, but I don't want to live there anymore. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Holla at ME Julia!

Damn Damn Damn This one is strictly for me people! (and any other dudes or gay women that think my boo thang is the sh*t) What can I say I have a thing for Julia Louis-Dreyfus.. Aaaaaaaaannddddddd? Lol



I don't even know why I'm so attracted to this woman honestly. I think it has something to do with the fact that she upgraded herself 4real. Like probably one of the best upgrades I can recall in a minute lol.

*Check It Out*



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What the hell was up with that birds nest she was nursing on top of her dome anyway? lmao not the business Julia. I had to tell her bout herself one time then we got this...


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Get them damn naps outta here lmao.. Last point..






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Gotta Love an older woman who can look elegant and beautiful without pushing that boundary into 'younger territory...?' <<--- Damn it she old but she look young without looking like she's TRYING to look young dig me??

Anyway I'm sure I've annoyed or disgusted a number of you, or your hating like she not even bad! lol its all good (my blog remember?) I'm loving it anyway. Gone!

Rebel2Society

blogs about nothing

I love this freaking show!! (Despite the whole Michael Richards f*ckery)
Watching the episode where Elaine dances at her jobs party. (Hilarious)

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I'm thinking I need to post a video. So I will when I hop on my laptop
(Which needs a name btw) Somebody told me this show wasn't about nothing
because its about the character's lives. I don't agree, but that's why its
being posed as a question on here from me.




*She can't dance but damn if I don't want her!*



Is Seinfeld really about nothing??

I wish I could be a resident in Jerry's building. Why? I don't know really
it just seems like I'd have a good time, like all the time. Lol zoning this
tough off Seinfeld will make you think about stuff like that.
On a sidenote: Julia Louis-Dreyfus(Elaine) can get it! I might just black
and dedicate a whole post to her.. (she deserves it for the memories she's
Given me lol)






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I wonder what I'd have to do to get her?? (Too much too far lol)

I'm on a mission that people think is impossible. Gone!

left out of it..

I guess cause I was left means I'm out of it. (C) charles hamilton

I literally slept the first of May away. Feels weird acknoledging
how unproductive I was lol

The number 2 has a special place in my life. Don't ask me why I just
like that number. Coincidentally it represents a special day for me and
two families as well so I'm gonna acknoledge it (the number). Peace.

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(Two's(fingers) for that topic)

Mr. Quick! Lol closet reader its all good homie I'll break it down
for you like this (without delvin into detail besides you 'pink' like me
Lmao you'll get it)
I have no problem with you (and never have in all these cases), or Brian,
or Spence, or Andy, or Tim, or Josh, or Jordan. Lol see where I'm
going with this? I tried to comment from my phone don't know how that turned out..











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Let me say I read all the comments and am admitting to being terrible
with responding back up to this point. That'll change liiiiike now lol.

I think I feel like grinding today (for my blog). I'm not sure what
exactly that consists of, but its probably safe to say a lot
Of entries will come out of it..

Anybody listening to anything good out there? I wish for once I could be
the one being told to check out an artist *shrugs*, but it is what it is.
If you want to shoot me some music or suggestions hit me up at kingxpoetic@aol.com


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(Me reaching out)

I'm thinking about putting a different twist on my morning. Just depends on how twisted
I want to be. (That could be trouble) Nah really I'm just looking forward to some
good basketball today.

*my prediction..*

Chicago loses by 8 in REGULATION. There aren't any other predictions because I honestly don't
know who else is playing lol. Whatever that's the only game I'm interested in until this 2nd round kicks off..
Wait my bad, D-Wade has a chance to will his team to the 2nd round (almost guaranteeing a less exciting matchup than the hawks would give)
so I guess I'm interested in that game 7 too..

The sun's starting to come up and I'm wide awake awaiting its arrival. I can't say its not lonely, but I can say that I enjoy it. Damn if
these jam sessions don't up my appreciation for all things music. Too bad I haven't been able to write for sh*t lately. Which reminds me...

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She was right. I posted it anyway to... Crickets (that's silence) lmao oh well, its like I said, I was just staring at it.
The people have spoken, (actually they didn't lol) try harder I guess..? Disappointments can only be looked at as hurtful pushes
in another direction in my journey towards progression. <<----(In my mind anyway lol) I'll be here all day. Gone!