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Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Long Time Coming..

This girl is probably the most frustrating person to do this for. Why? Indecisiveness lol. I pretty much had to steal this and do this without her blessing because it's been how long now??? Exactly. Anyway, here it is untitles in all its rawness(?). I like to think it would be titled something like 'combustion' or 'my imploding ways' (??), but whatever, it's here. Enjoy.

Michelle Hill's Untitled piece.


Its all crashing down on me the weight of all that shouldn't be not handling
just like i should Knowin still doin like i would pavin my own destructive path
planned it out but didn't do the math who knows in time this all may pass just
right on by can't close my eyes starin into what might be adapting right in
front of me how could they front on me i hide them under things buried them real
deep seemingly discreet tossed the key everything constantly haunting my dreams
thievery stealing everything sweet these feelings i hide feelings so strong when
hidden they shine through shit that i drug them through all the hate and the
anger i made them accountable for amounting to more pain than i felt before
though they go ignored cause im doin all i can not to feel stealin time from
what Just might be real but it doesn't seal the deal im still here once again
paying the bill for all i've done no ditch and run cause im always lookin back
knowin they're on my track less than one step ahead all i want is just unsaid
security a freedom to speak a way to break free at times only not to be me





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If you want your stuff in that slot hit me up! (kingxpoetic@aol.com) If I like it I'll share the shine with you. Simple really. Even if it doesn't go up I'm interested in connecting with new people and seeing what ya'll got sooooo DONT BE SCEERRD! lol Gone!

Rebel2Society

What's all the F***** Fussin For?




















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LA is fine. Lose Game 1 of a BEST OF SEVEN SERIES and people go crazy. Smh.People should go back a few blogs and peep my predictions so far. lol yea I know I'm good at this. That's why I'm chill.. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

My Momma Loves Me..

As corny as it may be my mommy sends me things on the daily to let me know she's thinking about me and loves me dearly. This sh*t right here homie! This sh*t right here!!!!!! lmao let me stop.. Thanks Mom I love you.

Here's today's:
Daily Horoscope Extended Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Feel as if you've been through an emotional ringer lately? Take heart -- you're due for a break now. Your great attitude has made everything go smoothly lately -- good for you! Tempers are cooling, fortunes are turning, and you are set for a traveling opportunity. You will be able to learn more about a different culture or cultural event you've always been curious about. Fill today with exploration and feed your curiosity. It will stimulate your mind.

Daily Horoscope Extended Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Cultural considerations are foremost in your mind right now, and your great social energy ensures that you can explore and learn much more than usual. It's a great time to travel and Being polite and having good manners is important, but if someone is rude to you, you certainly don't owe them any courtesies. If someone pushes your buttons, then let them have it. Celebrate your obnoxious side today and use your creativity to craft an insult that will really get your point across. You aren't someone who can sit quietly while someone disrespects you or a love one, so why act like you are? Conveying truth in you actions is never a mistake.


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Damn right my momma loves me! Honestly I don't even be on horoscopes like that, but because my MOM takes her time to do this for me, I pay attention. Damn home cooked meals are right around the corner! MAY 16th baby!! Gone!

Need A Laugh

For me, these joints don't ever fail lol. Some people need these damn laughs more than me though, and why is that? It's supposed to be Quiet for people, and positivity sold by the pound. (and I even said F that I'll give away the positive vibes for free! smh) Anyway let the F*ckery begin..



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Cam NEVER lets me down! lmao *Remembers his 60 second interview* <<-- smh (again!)

I can't count how many times me and LnF (yeah I wrote it wrong on person a**holes) split our sides watching these next two. Peep dudes proper diction go out the window FAST! lmao



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*Exactly how I feel minus the bug in the mouth lol*
Anyone hear the dude in the background laughing?? Classic. I hope ya'll smiling now (I'm laughing but hey I've seen these and already think they are hilarious by my standards *shrugs*.



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Hands down yo I can't remember f*ckery that stayed relevant (to me) for this long. I first saw this like the beginning of summer I think (I'm probably wrong LnF?? you remember?) lmao this was being talked about at water coolers!! If you just judge it on its own merit it's still some funny sh*t. (stupid yes, ignorant hell yes, but still funny)Watch this sh*t AND read the subtitles you'll see someone has a great sense of humor(and too much time on their hands lol). HILARIOUS!

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*Let the real professionals have a chance*

*Drumroll................... The Art of Being OWNED coming up!*




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DAAAAAAAAAMMMMMNNNNN HOMIE! (c) 50 Cent. lmao this is just mean spirited Jaime. I don't know what happened to this n*gga, but really, how good could life after this sh*t be?? lmao... he called that n*gga Doug Christie..

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Anyway I've laughed plenty just writing this for ya'll I hope some people learn to put aside all the negative mess. Time wherever you are, is too short to be wasting with all that BS! Ivan, miss you homie, get home and get right. Squishy do what you said you would, your moving for a REASON remember? Me, I'ma keep doin exactly that! (T.U.R.T.L.E.)






*this post is Dedicated to the one and only Jessica Davis love you!* Gone!


Rebel2Society

Reflection Eternal (dope title ill album too)

Right now I'm stuck reflecting on EVERYTHING! It's not so much a bad thing, as it is a wake up call for me. What a year what a year.. I'll be home the 16th now! Hopefully the date doesn't get pushed back like 50's album, but I think I'll be good. (sorry 50 I've been quoting you all week, you can take alil hate!)

Here's the thing. I am now (another rapper quote coming...........)being forced to budget like I have 5 dollars in my sole possession. Finding out where to get what cheap, free, and/or passing because I know I can't afford it. I used to be deadly with sh*t like this. Not so much anymore, it's cool though I'm excepting the challenge as my LAST before I go home for the summer. Meaning no more negativity!!!
I have a pretty right sized hole in my heart right now as it is, so everybody lets just chill and enjoy breathing for awhile..

(....... Now!) "Struggle another sign that God love you, cause on the low being po make you humble. Keep they names in my rhymes try to keep them out of trouble. Cause on the low bein po also teach you how to hustle." Wasalu Jacobs







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That's Lupe by the way, and damn if I don't feel them words right now.. Life is just crazy to me. I've learned not to be too up or too down in any given situation, but instead, just LIVE.

Missing Ya'll right now.

Probably not going to get any responses for this question I'm about to pose, but if I don't ask I would be NOT considering everyone and I don't want that. (this time lol)

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Should I add a music player to my blog? I'm thinking people might get annoyed opening up the page to hear some ill form of music jolt out at them through their speakers (sh*t makes me jump everytime!). I'm thinking I will, unless the people (you) speak against it. Fair enough? I think so, since it is MY blog and all lol..

I'm feeling like I need a good laugh perusing through various youtube videos should do the trick (don't worry I'll share with ya'll too... But first.. -->>). I think tonight is the night I share my featured artist with the rest of the world. It's been a minute since I mentioned this, and I'm tired of all the stalling! (she's nervous) anyway work from her soon. Remember it's positivity is the zone I'm in. Keep your negativity to yourself!!

With that out the way I leave you with something to show you how I'm thinking right now (For people who don't read)....









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Think on THAT. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Scary





shout out to lovi23

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*My Mind state*
Let that sh*t play while you read this..
Life can come at you so fast sometimes its hard to handle everything at once. I've had a fairly basic idea of what was going to happen to me, and those close to me in the near future. I was fine with knowing that people had to move on, and things had to change. It wasn't until that change blindsided me and decided today was the day things were going down. Damn it sucks. There's a reason why yesterday was a no show on my part. I couldn't take how fast everything was coming at me. It was emotional, and instead of describe that emotion with art, or for your entertainment, I took it all in. Surreal. The crazy thing is my dude leaving was just the start of the snowball effect that is taking place, so I really can't dwell on it like I would like to.


I left ya'll with a 50 cent quote a few entries back, and here I am living that quote. It's not fun watching people you spent a whole year with up and leave you. Period. In most cases, I'm not going to be sad though. Only because I know most of them are about to better their lives, and I can't ask for anything more from people that I care about. LIVE! If your going to do one thing for me live you life to the fullest, and don't forget about me while your doing it! Dead ass.

*God don't make no mistakes*



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Have to keep that in mind... I WILL definitely be back real soon. Gone.

Rebel2Society

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Top Of The World.. I LOVE It Up Here!!!

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That's how music makes me feel. Its super Quiet and I'm on my hip hop sh*t dead ass! No issues with anything or anyone, not feeling any stress from the bullsh*t we all go through. Just Quiet. Like I said today wasn't really an active one anyway.. My lil brother in a lifting competition shout out to that lil N*gga... (Dont know how he did... I'll figure that out now lol)

Anyway Back to hip hop. I'm listening to everything right now, I can't even front on my ipod, its the sh*t! lol Big ups to my man ZQ for the music suggestions. I'm gonna get into that tomorrow(pause!) Word though, to be cool with me you gotta connect with music and that dude definitely gets it..




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Now if LnF would just hit me with that hip hop convo I'd really be able to shake up the world lol (yeah what!? lmao you know what it is!) That got me thinking though..
I'm tired of the word "freestyle" getting thrown around. Dead ass if your not coming off the top of the dome then your not freestyling. Smh..

*Need an example*

Bear in mind I have nothing against either of these artist (I listen to them BOTH daily. So chill with the I'm hating talk before you even start!)

*Freestyle*



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I'm not gonna upload the whole thing. Keep watching if you like it the links at the end I think.. Anyway dude is spitting off the top (well at that). No memorized raps, no paper in front of him. Just him. Get it? Moving on..

*The Freestyle in 2009*



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Get my point? It's just wack to me to give off the impression that your actually creatiing the art off the top of your head when your not. Lol I think what's more wack than that is that people (I know quite a bit of them too.. smh) really think they ARE freestyling! lol I sound tight now, but I'm just expressing my love for the TRUE art.

Now the cypher, that's a different story altogether. Bring whatever you got if you stepping into a cypher!! lmao written freestyled that sh*t better be hot! Ain't nothing like a live cypher though gotta love it.

*One of The Few things BET gets right every year*




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If you couldn't shut your mouth and Zone out snapping your neck for that 3 min and 15seconds than you not thinking like me lol. Its all good though the few that do know what I'm on. Oh, my lil brother did ok I guess (great information huh? lol thanks!) Gone!























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They Let they cool go and started freestyling for a minute lol (Only for a min. Though) Wish more big names (on Kanye, and Game level) would step up like this.
That's that hip hop! Gone! (again)

DO I MAKE SENSE YET!?

Or am I just... Senseless?