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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

No Invitation

Damn damn damn damn thought we were past this. I would like to quickly say that I'm not inviting anyone to sh*t!

*this should sum it up*

I got about as much love for everybody as everybody has for me. Gone.

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Ivan says he invited me (this just happened at 10:36pm) I'm like naaaaah! lol whether he did or didn't Rora didn't and that's really the point. No big deal really. Ivan know where me and him stand, (I'm pretty sure..) and as for Rora. Shame on you.

*smh*

However as I stated in previous entries, God don't make no mistakes (c) idlewild

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And I'm definitely GLAD I wasn't there. People in my life are starting to remind me of car mirrors. You know seeming closer than they really appear to be? Hmmmm just something to think about.. Gone! (4real)

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GONE!

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Unpredictable

so I have had 2 posts deleted in the last 24 hours and they were both heavy as sh*t.



"But It's cool cause we back friends and I'm happy that it's over..." Hov.


*God don't make no mistakes*

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Must be for a reason.. Let me just say last night was crazy and I think a lot of things were learned from the situation.
Sorry to Kiki and Rora, I know I was supposed to take ya'll to Taco Bell but like I said some stuff came up.

Today was cool (so far) me and Ivan was on some chill sh*t all afternoon went to the gym to hoop with the team.
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*his words for me*

"If you gon fight, fight. If they wanna give you sh*t, keep it 50/50. Don't go to cause a problem, but don't back down either."

I guess due to the events that took place last night he felt like something else was gonna jump off. I was just feeling like whatever. But thanks for the advice homie.

I'm starting to feel like a rumor... Gone..

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Cause she deserves It...

Jessica Davis I love you

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

The List

Hear me out!

Girls are nasty. Nothing I didn't already know, but dead that dudes are dogs talk like right now!

Sitting here MINDING MY DAMN BUSINESS when the Dining Hall crew (today all girls) start talking about "the list" basically a rundown of all of the dudes they had sex with. Lil nasty asses.. Ne way feminine moral swept the table and next thing I know (mind you I'm MINDING MY DAMN BUSINESS) all of them are pulling out paper and creating/editing their lists. I got up and left (dead ass). Its not like I'm tight about that thing just ionno I didn't feel like being blind sided by anonymous sexual exploits.

*sighs*

It got me thinking about things girls (and guys I'm just keeping it pertinent) are capable of. These are some sweet looking girls (most of the time lol), but they are ANYTHING but sweet!(Apparently most of the time lol) anyway like I said girls are nast(y)(IER lol) Gone!

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Pretty Thing









My puppy is fast as lightning lol I love it! Surprised it took me this long to mention my baby, but I guess when I wake up to multiple licks to the face its easy to have HER on my mind. (soooo take that all kinds of ways lmao) Prettiest dog in the world! I can't help but think of the controversy that's undoubtedly coming my way though.. I'm not giving her up for nothing! Yes she will be enjoying some Cali sunshine with me this summer.. Fully prepared to do WHATEVER it is to make others see my perspective on that one too dead ass.



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Do I Have to say more?


I'm getting ready to go lift with my team.. Awwwwwwwkkkkwwwaaaaaaarrrrrdddd! Lmao it really is but F it if they don't want me around say something! (Its beach season engage your core! (c) gay brother in I love u man. Lol



*sighs*



Whatever's clever right? I feel rejuvenated today. Looking forward to the rest of it (after weights).. Be back soon.. Gone!



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Monday, April 27, 2009

Does IT even Matter..

*Does na na na na na dance with tongue out*

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My team is now resting after sleep walking through the first round. *yawns* Oh watching this series made you sleepy too? lmao ok ok. I did enjoy seeing Jerry Sloan thrown out. Nothing against coach Sloan I just think its hilarious when folks get thrown out AND make a scene. That was great lol. Good job Utah. Deron Williams Whoowee! (ayo! pause and the like.. whatever lol) dude is nice with his though he not seeing Chris Paul game though. (they both on another level so shut up and stop trying to argue with me)

*Checks gun*
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I have one more bullet left... Anyone know where Carlos Boozer was tonight? I think he missed the game. lmao BLAOW!!!!!


---->>Moving On<<----

I love the night/early mornings. It's the only time I can really be (semi)stress-free. Here's what normally happens. I wake up to the situation i'm currently in out here, and feel sick knowing I have to deal with all these different issues we all go through (school, work <<--basketball for me, friends, enemies, money, bills, etc.). The whole day is basically me dealing with something until I don't have to anymore.. (I feel like this is confusing, think of having an exam tomorrow. your gonna be thinking about it until its over then its like aaahhhhhh!!! lol) So for me, 8am- 530ishpm is hell. 5:31pm come around maaaaaaaaaaan! lol I'm wildin out. (not really but that's how my mind feels when it's liberated from stress) With everything that's been taking place recently I look forward to my nights even more. a little bit of this a little bit of that (hmmm? lol) berry, ipod, laptop, now get out my way lol. But that's how it is for me anyway..
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Didn't get my point across how I wanted to.. (Maybe I should write about it?)




*Super Exhausted*

Can't sleep though, that wont happen until I sit down on something soft.. Get's me everytime lol U KNOW!! All this technology backfiring at the moment though lol I got way too much (tryin to be) going on. I've been slacking on my twitter heads 4real. Which reminds me 1000 posts coming soon I'm bout to throw a party for myself. lmao none of ya'll invited! (facebookers LOST lol) I'm dealing with this solo tip quite well actually. (Is that even really a big surprise? Naaaaah!) IF I still had the internet available to me in the comforts of my apt. I probably wouldn't have noticed that I've been alone *shrugs* but whatever my berry holdin up just fine.

*Because its my blog and I can*













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Joe Budden (The rapper) hit me up about the 'nonsituation-situation' (.. Quick recap: my friends aint my friends no more.) and had these words for me personally (which, naturally, I thought was nice lmao)

"I love everybody dont ask me who I beef with they burnt the bridge but they were standing underneath it" - mousebudden
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(that's that twitter sh*t ya'll AIN'T on) thanks homie. (he said it not me but damn if I didn't agree)

I saw some hilarious sh*t (Dame Dash Def Jam Fiasco... no lupe lol) tonight, so hopefully I can share that with ya'll. The hip hop heads will either be mad, or ltfao over it. Anyway I'll post it on here (maybe) tomorrow or tonight. Meanwhile I'm having a major hold up with my featured artist I was gassin its coming!

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I'm feeling like there's a lot of suspect material in this one sooooooo

"Me and another man will NEVER get it on! call me homophobic I just like to be strong" - Charles Hamilton

lol and thank you homie. (I just happened to be listening to that..... UGH NIGGA U GAY!! (c) Riley from the Boondocks lmao)

*Rejuvenated*


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bout to get on my TURTLE sh*t one time. Gone!!

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Gettin Better..

Update



A lot of people are having a bad day. I feel for them. We'll get through this! Lol. Shout out to my auntie she's technologically inclined, and therefore keeps a biased eye on me lol love you!



LnF what's good? (Or should I say what's hood? Lmao U KNOW!!! For the 'black side')



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Its been a minute since I had burger king. I don't even like BK like that but this mess is hitting. Found a dollar in change (15 pennies, 2 quarters, 3 nickels, 2 dimes), got me a whooper jr. (Couldn't pay the tax they let me slide though.. Smh) God must have taken over whoever made this for me. Damn...















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*unrelated note*



Wtf? I saw a sign buckle up arrive alive. Upon reading the stupid a** sign I almost crashed! I think they should rethink their sign.. (The city)



Can't wait to get back to my laptop (well internet anyway) and squad and just Woosaaah!! Lol. Gone!



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DO I MAKE SENSE YET!?

Or am I just... Senseless?