This is a message for those I've fallen out of touch with and still care about. What's crazy is a lot of people I've been talking to recently have been echoing these same sentiments to me, (in a different fashion)anyway I like this joint and the message is ill so I'm gonna leave ya'll with it to think about..
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Sometimes things just happen. Dead ass, it's not always some crazy underlying problem that causes things to go bad/south/no where at all. I can't wait to reconnect with some people.. Gone.
Rebel2Society
Now it's this, blame.. Yup, I do.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
surprise surprise I wanna take a ride..
Its semi-early here, and I have an apt full of unpacked items.
Eyes are burning from sleep deprivation(I told ya'll insomnia
aint nothing to f*ck with!) as I sit amongst all of my prized
belongings. Getting real nostalgic, but that's ok memories are
great tools of inspiration...
*Detoxing Sucks*
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Yeah I'm clean, and clear headed. I'm not going to front on the
feeling, its great. Especially considering that I hit rock bottom
in my life about a week ago. Homeless, addictions, and the depressing
realization that I couldn't take care of the (other)girl that got me
(and Ivan.. What's good homie) through the year. Once again music was
my escape. Shout out to my fav. Rapper (I mean musician)
Charles Hamilton. Dude kept me alive with his music, so I'm forever
grateful for his passion, and handling of that which is so dear to me..
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Thank you music. I don't want people to get things wrong and
misconstrue what's being said. I had people to talk to, but
at the end of the day, I was alone. I had to climb various hurdles by myself.
"I sold my soul to myself, I'm so alone" Charles Hamilton
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It's deeper than ACTUAL human interaction. The point is, sitting here
in this living room, I feel great(covered in dirt... It was a deep hole I
had to climb out of) and ready to approach what's coming NEXT. 4 days and
counting down to my reunion with California sunshine.(I know what YOUR thinking
LnF.. and then again, maybe I don't.. But its intentional) Don't really
know what I'm going to do first, but then again, does it really f***** matter?
I'M GOING HOME!!!!
I'm contemplating stepping up and being the bigger person(again) in order to
salvage some relationships that were real tight knit at one point, but
as of right now? Naaaah! (No shots, just a lot of OTHER important things on
my mind) Fam 1st/Born leaders/foreign tongues reunion! Can't wait, but
there's some cracks in our armor that I'm determined to fix up when I
touch down. mmmmhhh home cooked meals.. *eyes closed with a koo-laid smile*
And like I said I'm clean. Its quiet!!
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I don't care WHAT you think about this, just THAT you THINK
About all this. I wasn't lying, I want to connect with ya'll,
and I'm not at all ashamed to do that. (even if it means revealing
some secrets of my life along the way.) This blog is going to pop before
it's all said and done, but I need ya'll help! Or not,
whatever. I love this sh*t and I'm going to do it regardless!
Are YA'LL going to be along for the ride? (I hope so lol) Gone!
Rebel2Society
Eyes are burning from sleep deprivation(I told ya'll insomnia
aint nothing to f*ck with!) as I sit amongst all of my prized
belongings. Getting real nostalgic, but that's ok memories are
great tools of inspiration...
*Detoxing Sucks*
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Yeah I'm clean, and clear headed. I'm not going to front on the
feeling, its great. Especially considering that I hit rock bottom
in my life about a week ago. Homeless, addictions, and the depressing
realization that I couldn't take care of the (other)girl that got me
(and Ivan.. What's good homie) through the year. Once again music was
my escape. Shout out to my fav. Rapper (I mean musician)
Charles Hamilton. Dude kept me alive with his music, so I'm forever
grateful for his passion, and handling of that which is so dear to me..
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Thank you music. I don't want people to get things wrong and
misconstrue what's being said. I had people to talk to, but
at the end of the day, I was alone. I had to climb various hurdles by myself.
"I sold my soul to myself, I'm so alone" Charles Hamilton
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It's deeper than ACTUAL human interaction. The point is, sitting here
in this living room, I feel great(covered in dirt... It was a deep hole I
had to climb out of) and ready to approach what's coming NEXT. 4 days and
counting down to my reunion with California sunshine.(I know what YOUR thinking
LnF.. and then again, maybe I don't.. But its intentional) Don't really
know what I'm going to do first, but then again, does it really f***** matter?
I'M GOING HOME!!!!
I'm contemplating stepping up and being the bigger person(again) in order to
salvage some relationships that were real tight knit at one point, but
as of right now? Naaaah! (No shots, just a lot of OTHER important things on
my mind) Fam 1st/Born leaders/foreign tongues reunion! Can't wait, but
there's some cracks in our armor that I'm determined to fix up when I
touch down. mmmmhhh home cooked meals.. *eyes closed with a koo-laid smile*
And like I said I'm clean. Its quiet!!
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I don't care WHAT you think about this, just THAT you THINK
About all this. I wasn't lying, I want to connect with ya'll,
and I'm not at all ashamed to do that. (even if it means revealing
some secrets of my life along the way.) This blog is going to pop before
it's all said and done, but I need ya'll help! Or not,
whatever. I love this sh*t and I'm going to do it regardless!
Are YA'LL going to be along for the ride? (I hope so lol) Gone!
Rebel2Society
Monday, May 11, 2009
I Gotta Admit
I haven't really listened to new 'sensation'(no shots) B.o.B. aka Bobby Ray, no real reason either. I plan to and I will, my first impression of him is a happy dude who is obviously influenced by Andre 3000. (<<--- Damn I gave him the top 3 snub lol) His first single is cool I guess, I'm just going to have to sit down and listen to him. With that said, when you are a new artist (signed with T.I.'s Grand Hustle) and you have Lupe Fiasco in the studio with you to collaborate, you have to have something special about yourself. So yea, this sh*t has me curious and excited..
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I wonder what they are cooking up? Lupe is beyond ill, can't wait for Laserz homie.
*To enlighten those who may not have heard this..*
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What do YA'LL think? I'm STILL undecided, but I'll know more in time. *shrugs* he got Lupe in the studio though!! Word.. smh. Who knows? lol Gone!
Rebel2Society
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I wonder what they are cooking up? Lupe is beyond ill, can't wait for Laserz homie.
*To enlighten those who may not have heard this..*
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What do YA'LL think? I'm STILL undecided, but I'll know more in time. *shrugs* he got Lupe in the studio though!! Word.. smh. Who knows? lol Gone!
Rebel2Society
Needed A Laugh.. This is Too Funny
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Liberated from Kanye's blog via: hypebeast
Lmao that n*gga was OD'in with the chalk. smh. Gone!
Rebel2Society
For The Gamers
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If you rock with video games and your not excited about this what the hell is the matter with you? Dead ass, I'm still playing Call of Duty 4 Modern Warfare to this day faithfully. Best believe when it drops I'll have my preordered copy ready to do work on the world! I'm a gamer 4real, I does this!!! Lol If you think I'm just talking PLEASE get at me on the ps3, I'm begging you! Gamertag iiiiiiiiiissss
Growthstyle
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Hit me up add me email me (kingxpoetic@aol.com)to set up an a** whoopin (pause), whatever! I'm here ready for whatever lol. Now if you'll excuse me I got some Street Fighter 4 to play. Gone!
Rebel2Society
Lonely Loser
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Exactly how I've felt all F***** day. Also how I sum up my time out here in Pittsburg Kansas. What will the next 3 months have in store for me? Loneliness + Insomnia = ME the lonely loser. Charles get me. Yeah I have relationships (though its amazing how quickly and drastically people change up, my phone aint rang in a month), I have company but that doesn't change the fact i'm LONELY! At the moment the only thing stopping me from exploding is my MUSIC. 5 days and counting. Gone.
Rebel2Society
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Closing It Out..
Just like I said, here are the battles Em was in and some extensive history of why. enjoy... Or feel very sorry for the people on the receiving end of all of this (at least 2 out of the 3). Whatever.
*Eminem vs Benzino (Em's song 1st followed by Benzino's)*
*Eminem vs Canibus*
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Em got that charisma half of the population can't comprehend Canibus but yo, dead ass, I'm changing this shit to a draw lol
*Bonus Em (and G-unit) Going at Ja Rule*
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Ja Rule decided to disrespect Hallie in a diss song with this line "You claim your mothers a crack head, Kim's a known slut / So what's Hailie gonna be when she's grown up?' Em then does what Em does..
*one more for the kill*
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If your like me, you want to know in detail how everything went down. My blog was just scratching the surface really but don't worry I got you hit these links up!
http://www.trshady.com/eminemenemies/JaRule/ (Em and Ja beef history)
http://www.epinions.com/content_4296515716 (Em and Canibus beef history)
http://www.trshady.com/eminemenemies/Benzino/ (Em and Benzino beef history)
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For the record I rock out to Ja Rule songs, I think Benzino sucks, Canibus is one of the illest lyrcist EVER, and Eminem is in my top 3 of ALL TIME. (won't tell you what number, you can hit me up for that lol)I don't hold a bias toward any of them,(except Benzino, that n*gga is ass yo) cause they're all hip hop, AND I F***** LOVE HIP HOP! Don't get it twisted!
Yeah I know I'm crazy with this sh*t lol Gone!
Rebel2Society
*Eminem vs Benzino (Em's song 1st followed by Benzino's)*
*Eminem vs Canibus*
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Em got that charisma half of the population can't comprehend Canibus but yo, dead ass, I'm changing this shit to a draw lol
*Bonus Em (and G-unit) Going at Ja Rule*
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Ja Rule decided to disrespect Hallie in a diss song with this line "You claim your mothers a crack head, Kim's a known slut / So what's Hailie gonna be when she's grown up?' Em then does what Em does..
*one more for the kill*
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If your like me, you want to know in detail how everything went down. My blog was just scratching the surface really but don't worry I got you hit these links up!
http://www.trshady.com/eminemenemies/JaRule/ (Em and Ja beef history)
http://www.epinions.com/content_4296515716 (Em and Canibus beef history)
http://www.trshady.com/eminemenemies/Benzino/ (Em and Benzino beef history)
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For the record I rock out to Ja Rule songs, I think Benzino sucks, Canibus is one of the illest lyrcist EVER, and Eminem is in my top 3 of ALL TIME. (won't tell you what number, you can hit me up for that lol)I don't hold a bias toward any of them,(except Benzino, that n*gga is ass yo) cause they're all hip hop, AND I F***** LOVE HIP HOP! Don't get it twisted!
Yeah I know I'm crazy with this sh*t lol Gone!
Rebel2Society
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