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Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Word To Turtle

Tranquility isn't hard to find when your alone, but try finding it when you can't get a minute to yourself and you'll be looking for awhile. It becomes draining trying to balance my personalities. I don't want to be rude, but I don't really want the connections or support right now either. Everything has been moving so fast lately, I haven't had a moment to just take it all in. Granted, I suppose it may be that way for a lot of people...

*Ranting*

People are going to be missed, but I'm living in the memories they left me with. It's never any different, but it is what it is..


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But why the F*** both of ya'll leave me like this!? lol swear to god ya'll better do what you said you were going to.


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*No Replacements*

Everybody has to fall into THEIR place and play THEIR role in MY life. Think about that. I determine YOUR roles, and believe me you can't jump around. Like I said it is what it is..

*Where is the REAL Turtle?*




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Exactly how I'm feeling right now, just with a false sense of strength. (Obviously that n*gga strong 4real lol)Too much going on, a lot of eyes watching what i'm going to do next. People plotting against me, or just not acknowledging what I want to do to the world. My parents see me as the child they raised, but yo I can't be that for them forever. Love interest hmmmmmmm? (well wtf did I pick Hercules for anyway? lol). Dependable animal, (Marley what up baby!) and the mentors in my life that are too SHORTsighted to see the big picture.. All the while, I'm smiling with this huge weight on me. I'm GOING to get it off me, but damn this place isn't where it's going to happen. Gone.

Rebel2Society

I Ain't No Joke

My predictions is crucial! lol I'm just talking sh*t real entry coming soon. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Long Time Coming..

This girl is probably the most frustrating person to do this for. Why? Indecisiveness lol. I pretty much had to steal this and do this without her blessing because it's been how long now??? Exactly. Anyway, here it is untitles in all its rawness(?). I like to think it would be titled something like 'combustion' or 'my imploding ways' (??), but whatever, it's here. Enjoy.

Michelle Hill's Untitled piece.


Its all crashing down on me the weight of all that shouldn't be not handling
just like i should Knowin still doin like i would pavin my own destructive path
planned it out but didn't do the math who knows in time this all may pass just
right on by can't close my eyes starin into what might be adapting right in
front of me how could they front on me i hide them under things buried them real
deep seemingly discreet tossed the key everything constantly haunting my dreams
thievery stealing everything sweet these feelings i hide feelings so strong when
hidden they shine through shit that i drug them through all the hate and the
anger i made them accountable for amounting to more pain than i felt before
though they go ignored cause im doin all i can not to feel stealin time from
what Just might be real but it doesn't seal the deal im still here once again
paying the bill for all i've done no ditch and run cause im always lookin back
knowin they're on my track less than one step ahead all i want is just unsaid
security a freedom to speak a way to break free at times only not to be me





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If you want your stuff in that slot hit me up! (kingxpoetic@aol.com) If I like it I'll share the shine with you. Simple really. Even if it doesn't go up I'm interested in connecting with new people and seeing what ya'll got sooooo DONT BE SCEERRD! lol Gone!

Rebel2Society

What's all the F***** Fussin For?




















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LA is fine. Lose Game 1 of a BEST OF SEVEN SERIES and people go crazy. Smh.People should go back a few blogs and peep my predictions so far. lol yea I know I'm good at this. That's why I'm chill.. Gone!

Rebel2Society

DO I MAKE SENSE YET!?

Or am I just... Senseless?