Now it's this, blame.. Yup, I do.


Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Wrong Buttons

My b*tch chick bad but...

... Just saying...

*If I can use the word right*

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Monday, August 30, 2010


A lot of people been talking real greasy like I ain't been up on slick sh*t since I was a misunderstood misfit, throwing subliminal's in and around my vicinity, and I'm not even f*ckin visible right now. CHill out before it gets addressed in a major way.

Coincidence it all starts happening when I can't properly make verbal rebuttals? Some1 must of thought I needed to get back to blogging. Sure-type FTW! While I think over what I've been hearing I'll let my hands roam free, sounds fair and it should be. Sucks that doesn't mean it WILL be though. Shouts to the twitter folks cause they keep it interesting lol. I haven't been on there cause well Iphone's are gay.

Yeah, apple is trying to block me out and so far they are doing 1 hell of a job. I like you twitter but not enough to put up with what I deem as 'too much' to use your services... (Google any1?)

*Awwww sh*t*

3's FTW.

Momma watch and drop then off to the land of heavy sedation and EXTREME listening... Hey they say drugs are bad. I agree, when it's in it's proper context. Drug researching later too. Why? Because they're in me, and more are soon to follow. Cringe-worthy??


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Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Thanks Geanna

Feel free to send me music. I'm open to everything, and guess what? I'll actually give you MY OPINION on whatever it is I've been sent.

This song struck a chord in me from the beginning. Can't lie getting down and making mistakes is human, it's admitting to yourself you have a problem or are actually wrong that's the hard part... Or even *embarrassed* I think that's a tough 1.  It's hard for people to admit they are embarrassed ESPECIALLY when looking in the mirror.

I've undergone quite the extreme changes in the last few months, and I think I've been avoiding the fact that I AM embarrassed with where I'm at. People I used to be around I either can't be around because of how I feel about myself or they can't be around me for... whatever.. All in all self-esteem starts to drop and that can be a tricky spiral to climb out of.

Anyway rambling, twas not the point. Thank you for offering me a different look on my situation, and for having the thoughtfulness to be there when I haven't.

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Cosmic Hop-Scotch?

It's amazing what Cosmic therapy can do for you, even if for a little while I DO feel better. I wanna post it but I feel conflicted I mean I know where my allegiances lie when it comes to the big HE in the sky but my vices are loves of my life.

Chilleth Fair.

This song is OD... Posting later.

Vino keep your head man. I love you like you were born 5 (number of letters inside the word blood) and I'm going to keep letting you know I'M HERE FOR YOU pause, ayo! and all the likes. Lol Stuff gets tough and we're left with just enough belief to trudge through the doubt. *shrugs* All I can say is I'm here with you, right along side you feeling the same way. So eyes to the sky and take flight.


Get it now? aimed at the 1 ALL my negativity is apparently directed toward.

Like I said it's OD but I won't tell you to kill yourself.

"... I'm embarrassed. I'm Alone, I need help..."

*Thank You*

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Monday, August 23, 2010

Awesomeness When I listen...

I mean I think I can write okay from time to time, but more often in music I find words and emotions being conveyed in a manner I couldn't achieve. That's why I'm so adamant with the postings of certain songs/videos/lyrics. I'm a HUGE fan, what can I say?

Perfect example of this here...

Doesn't get much better than that. I added in some rappity rap too. Shouts to 50. Cee-Lo I am a fan.

Wasn't that awesome?

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Aptly Titled

If you can reach, stretch.

AZ "Feel My Pain" (Official video) from Clockwork Music on Vimeo.

Any phones near by?

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Feeling Depressed.

Not because of where I'm at, but because of how difficult I feel its going to be very soon. Much sooner than I would like or am ready for.

When that soon becomes the now, I feel like all I will have to lean on is music. So it's time to make sure I got my bag of tricks up to date. (Bag of tricks up to date? ill for so many reasons..)

This song makes me feel like I'm walking toward the battlefield. Like I can dead*ss see my people dying off in the distance and instead of preserving my own life I'm steadily walking toward the fight to join in. The question is would I be joining in if I felt I had a choice?

*CH and Marley Know*

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Sunday, August 22, 2010

I can't be the only 1


  [sing-guhl]  Show IPA adjective, verb, -gled, -gling, noun
only one in number; one only; unique; sole: a single example.
of, pertaining to, or suitable for one person only: a singleroom.
solitary or sole; lone: He was the single survivor.
unmarried: a single man.
pertaining to the unmarried state: the single life.
of one against one, as combat or fight.
consisting of only one part, element, or member: a singlelens.
sincere and undivided: single devotion.
separate, particular, or distinct; individual: Every single oneof you must do your best. It's the single most importantthing.
uniform; applicable to all: a single safety code for allmanufacturers.
(of a bed or bedclothes) twin-size.
(of a flower) having only one set of petals.
British of standard strength or body, as ale, beer, etc.Compare double def. 1 .
(of the eye) seeing rightly.
–verb (used with object)
to pick or choose (one) from others (usually fol. by out ): tosingle out a fact for special mention.
Baseball .
to cause the advance of (a base runner) by a one-basehit.
to cause (a run) to be scored by a one-base hit (oftenfol. by in  or home ).
–verb (used without object)
Baseball to hit a single.
one person or thing; a single one.
an accommodation suitable for one person only, as a hotelroom or a table at a restaurant: to reserve a single.
a ticket for a single seat at a theater.
British .
a one-way ticket.
a steam locomotive having one driving wheel on eachside.
an unmarried person, esp. one who is relatively young.
Baseball Also called one-base hit. a base hit that enables abatter to reach first base safely.
singles, used with a singular verb a match with one playeron each side, as a tennis match.
Golf twosome def. 4 .
Cricket a hit for which one run is scored.
Informal a one-dollar bill.
a phonograph record, CD, or cassette usually having twosongs.
one of the songs recorded on a single.
Often, singles. Textiles .
reeled or spun silk that may or may not be thrown.
a one-ply yarn of any fiber that has been drawn andtwisted.
1275–1325;  late ME (adj.), ME sengle  < OF < L singulus individual, single, (pl.) one apiece, deriv. of *sem-  one ( seesimplex)

quasi-single, adjective
qua·si-g·ly, adverb
un·sin·gle, adjective

1. signalsingle 2. single, singular.

1.  distinct, particular. 3.  isolated. 4.  unwed. 15.  select. 18. individual. 

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Or am I just... Senseless?