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Monday, May 17, 2010

Godlee! Hehe

Maybe I should've made this into 1 post... Oh well cause there's more coming. Let me just say this; some of you may be a little 'overwhelmed' with all these emails. I hope that isn't the case, but if it is just holla at me and I'll fix the problem.

Simple right?



Blu is the epitome of what a true MC is. I don't know how else to say it. Even more crazy is how little of you actually know about him. In due time though, his music isn't going anywhere.

Gone!


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Asher Session




gotta keep giving this man shine. Keep doing your thing sir.


Gone!

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-/Rebel2Society\-v(**)

Happy #200

I wasn't ever gonna liberate this, then I saw it was post 200 coming up. Aww shucks lol well all I can say is take it for what it is. 1 of the ast times I wrote anything significant besides today. Hopefully there's more to come lol.

Oh and don't judge me this was atleast a good 2 months ago.


I find it funny because I noticed every word that goes unspoken
you know it deep down that's reason enough for a smile
when I'm deep throating but fuck it he's potent and I'm focused
at least I'm trying to be but sometimes I feel like 1000 lies flying at me
thought I found the key for we but its all the same to me just to be floating
I'm choking on the air speed creates wiping nut off my face nigga keep smoking
The hell I wanna remember this for? then I remembered who I was doing this for
"crazy" she says the way the blues and pinks in the sky mesh
She was talking about the birds eyes let the sky rest that was my (most recent) request
So I could get back to the beat that's was keeping a little to quietly for what I'd expect
unless Jess in the driver's seat planned it out that way ok weren't we here for the sunrise
in the first place? I bet this sh*t carry on until the sunset but son set the wall won't let me
see it right anyway positioning's off we botched this up I think its fantastic no shock tactics
Besides its gonna rise high enough for us to spot it so why don't we just stop it spark up
and change topics I won't front the way you rolled the blunt up got me thinking and lately
your boy been heatseeking Mr. Sea King my man was right pipe do make it better
and how she was last night I know I'll never forget her until there's something better
How superficial that ain't really me is it? Man fuck a trick fuck a bitch but Turtle your
sensitive you always lend a shoulder what's gotten into you kid? nothing really I'm so imaginative
I get flashes of emotions like ya'll do that's exactly why I write it places me in a calm state
I can't be fake in your face if we're close enough to go there cause you know a past mistake
doesn't just disappear that shit'll shake the baddest rock until breaks and I'm coming from there
I'm trying to make sure I do go back I don't know if that's a certainty but certainly effort on
display is needed in the worst way curve it away too close who knows who's pretending
ahhh paranoia I wondered when I'd see you again awkward grin when my income lends to
more fun sh*t get used to this jack rabbit in and out because the scenery's shifting
these damn 5 red lights got a beef with me I ignore them when I'm cruising but its harder
when I'm boarding here's a thought I figured whenever I get bored or in need a conversation
I'll just log on my blog post something and wait for Envy to go off he really is what makes my comment section so hot and cause I said he's name he'll probably say I suck cock or my mother's cock but girls know that's so so... naaah lol I said it right that's exactly what I mean too
so really though tell me what's good my dude? How's your life? How's your job? You gotta wife? are you like 12? not delve too far into your personal life I just wonder where you find the time to diss me well just about every time I log on the internet it doesn't make it me upset honestly I'm impressed emersed in mystery unaware of your whereabouts part of me thinks I should be a little scared I mean really think it out it's kind of weird cause I don't know what you about my life my blog I put myself out in the open like f*ck it little suckers will get a chuckle on some real sh*t Ironically I thought it'd be some old chick doin the clucking not that case here... so weird whatever though its all good my mind's going places it probably shouldn't its early i'm stuck already
watching Marley getting dirty chasing birdies wtf is this working? I'm supposed to be getting chased
but I leave that space far too quickly today its afternoon now was that time wasted?
Too many questions so many locked chests what am I left with not the 1st option
I'm 2nd guessing everything so I don't get lost in the middle of the clusterf*ck my mind is quick to put
in the oven let that set baking insecurities I get emails and text that won't let me forget guilty is
my conscious if the mirror's being honest in what it shows me people astonished like he's
actually growing and the pains aint enough to keep me out this game I like playing so I remain in the middle of if it all the terrain's just different it's hardly a physical challenge the pool of talent refills itself constantly there clear? I think my mind has a chemical imbalance I swear it
never hesitates to make an effort to stop even or not I enjoy the tilt because its different and
I've grown accustomed to wanting to chill so predictable basically I'm on when I'm off
routinely stretching the box directing myself to thrills that kill any ill will my insides are harboring still
get a feel for the 'real' the grip of the blue steel aint for me but its there daily so maybe that makes me
harder than you? There's a thought... Blow a knot because I live life sacrficing packed with fighting so any item i'm buying is not to be showing off...


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Unfinished. There's a surprise...  Hope you enjoyed it!

Gone!!                                                                                              



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Beg to Differ

Its just differences in instances that make all the difference. Happy
genesis depressing endings I guess the mystery's in between them. Life
after prior screenings, they went ignored the meanings with the
teachings for kids who were bored so of course deaf ears are what the
lessons peer through. Just to get to you, and your peers been through.
And all in all I kinda feel you too. But you burnt bridges I stuck to
swishers dig the residue. You dug the rubble brought more trouble. Its
all good, but anger started to bubble over. I can feeli it rising
somewhere past my shoulders. Still kept my head...

Its always interesting when you have a liberty or privilege taken away
from you unexpectedly. Mainly how u deal with that missing familiar
thing. Some people don't do well at all, I try to look at it as a
challenge.
God wanted me to do things differently today I can't complain about
that. He's still letting me try and get them done dig me?
Phone's have been on my mind a lot recently. I got the upgrade text
from the boys in blue so I'm ready to make that happen. This old
blackberry don't work like it used to lol
*understatement*
What are the contenders? Iphone (4G) Droid, Blackberry. Maybe HTC I
don't know... So that's apple, google, & RIM. Too much thought will be
going into this decision. Any suggestions? {As if you'd give them, or
as if I'd listen}
So I was walking around in walmart doing what you do when you have no
$ and no olans for the day in the media section (surprise right?). I
see this little white boy bring a cd up to his mom's, kid couldnt've
been older than 10 or 11. It was a copy of 50 cent's the Massacre.
Damn... Lol not to say that's who buy's 50's music, I'm just saying...
Anyway shout out to the universal power that is music right? I wonder
what little dude's moms was thinking though...
My phone cut off and I lost ALL of this. Be proud of me before that
was reason enough to say f it and call it a day. I know where I'm not
though, and I want some of you to atleast rest easy knowing I miss you
too. People can be so fickle with their emotions I guess its important
to me that you feel our interactions were legit.
I was asked if any1 reads my blog. To which I replied yeah about 22
people (that's a low number)
*double meaning*
Got me thinking about how I felt when I first started blogging. It was
a little overwhelming. If nobody was reading it or checking it really
what was the point?
I asked the same question about my facebook page... Now I don't have a
facebook page lol. Maybe I should leave the questions alone? Naaaaah.
Unlike my facebook or whatever else I'm on this is mine. Like really
mine f*ck what them blogspot admins have to say about it. I own this
spot dig me? So before I even realized it this was the spot for me to
be real with myself. Not with you.
I went back and read earlier entries and everything was wrapped in
some encryptic message. Of course. I wasn't comfortable with what was
going on around me, or my surroundings. Thankfully, much of that has
changed, without really changing a thing at all.
I'm just more willing than I have ever been to share with some
specific people. Whoever else catches it along with some feelings and
a shred of investment can stay along for the ride.
Make sense?
Freakbody you taking too long yo! Its like this. You can get out here
asap and struggle with me. Or wait and hope I've figured it out by the
time you touchdown. Your choice, I vote for the former. Who wants to
struggle dolo??
Downtown Sac, Midtown, or Elk Grove. Your choice they're all nice. The
1st two would probably be best for you but its whatever.
We could damn near flip it my dude. I'm an honorary Harlem n*gga now
lmao {east coast boy riiiight?? ;) }what's good?? Same applies get it
set up I'm there.
We gotta get used to moving anyway. I know I'm ready. I know who's
not... Yet anyway.
Borders is fun. I always have fun here, must be the smell of new
books. Or the workman like mentality people bring to surfing the
internet on their laptops. *shrugs*
Its an interesting place. Catching up on my manga/anime. Its been
about 2 weeks since I read the last 1. Smh I do have an app on my
phone for that, but then again this POS only works 30% of the time.
Shout out to Mango! Blackberry users go cop now.
I was feeling down about my 'situation' today and I realized my little
dude Mason started preschool. God bless that child! Stuff like that
pretty much makes it impossible for me to feel upset with what I'm
facing. That's life right there!
*until I call BD*
Speaking of calls today was supposed to be the day for convo's. Still
might be if I have my way. Hopefully you all will pick up the phone.
Cause for me, making calls is like the act of holding your breath.
Sometimes you want to see how long you can go for, but once you've hit
your mark its not really something you want to attempt again lol.
I guess its safe to say I'll be 'holding my breath' for some of you then lol.
This always happens. She's mad cute (doesn't matter anyway) but her
friend's mad cuter (REALLY doesn't matter anyway). Just thinking about
those moments when you catch yourself allowing your imagination to
take you on those 'what if' trips.

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Clarification needed?
Ehhhh.
I'll pass this one to the left.
'No stress no stress at alllll! No stress no stress at alll!!'
Gone!
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Sent from my mobile device

DO I MAKE SENSE YET!?

Or am I just... Senseless?