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Friday, May 14, 2010

what's your fantasy?

I try really hard to be a positive person. I start off everyday with a full tank. Even keep 1 on reserve, I know how unexpected this muf*cka can get. I'm sayin all that to say this. Today I was thrust into a situation.

At the end of the day I chose my own fate so I can't really say too much on that end. I can say I was presented a ridiculous amount of time to make a decision. Oh and I was NOT informed of the significance of the entire ordeal. 'Ehhh'.

Basically get me home damn it!

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I swear I was hot (tight/mad) writing up to this point. I realized me being all those things isn't going to get me home any faster. So it'd be best to make the most of my situation instead of being nonproductive cursing it dig me??

That's that positive attitude I was speaking on earlier. Gotta keep that if I lose it its a wrap. Dead*ss.

I'm just excited for my night geez! Me n Jess gonna be chilling how WE do lol. Got the Blind Side and Legions on deck for my cinema watching pleasures. Final Fantasy VII (cult purists chill! Lol) running on the ps3. I'll probably get on modern warfare 2 and little big planet but ff7 is where its primarily at. Maybe purchasing FF8? My bottle of Rosè ayyyeee! Possibly some other things ;)

Yo check it. No sex in the champaign room lmao. Having way too much fun in this back seat. Its been awhile since I knowingly put my thoughts down on anything for you and you and you. Feels good, definitely something I love doing.

Damn can I go IN on this chick for a min?
*nerd alert*

How the f*ck you gonna play Kingdom Hearts and hate on Final Fantasy VII?? Does that make any sense??

*sorry I gotta get this out*

My irritation goes back to me coming out of a state of mind where I feel people/things weren't getting their just due. So don't get me wrong! If you've happened to play both games and your not feeling 1 or the other that's your OPINION. No qualms there.

I take issue when you disregard what's pretty much video game bible law that FF7 is a good game (the shit's great, amazing, nothing short of phenomenal, and one of the best vid games I've played EVER! But that's beside the point). Like come on!

Kingdom Hearts would not even exist if not for Final Fantasy 7! I was told the reason the game is so popular/good is its inclusion of disney characters... I'm glad the video game market's attempt to reel in young kids' lunch money got you.

No, the real reason the game was so widely received and popular was because of the inclusion of SQUARESOFT(ENIX now) characters. AKA final fantasy characters that had not graced a video game since the last final fantasy game they were included in (they don't make true sequels to the game you know. Except FFX.)

So while you were thinking its goofy, tarzan, simba, and Mickey it was really. Holy sh*t Cloud, Sephiroth, Squall, Aeris, etc. Are all back and playable again. Smarten up geez... I feel like this little segment on the history of BOTH of these great games isn't fitting enough..

Maybe a post later?? I said I was going in I just scratched the service though.. Lord knows I don't play with that series lol guess who I am?? (I don't think people could guess if I gave em 5 shots)

Btw can I please just get home? Wtf!? I don't think the scale of which I'm overly willing is ever under the right magnifying scope. There I go...

Gone...

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Bust em Up

I think I need a videogame chair with dual joysticks and an
encompassing orb surrounding it. Huh? Blame dave n buster's I just live
in this world.

I gotta say spending so much energy worrying about my appearance to
other people today has really tapped me out. Even though I was sleep
half the time lol.

A ride I'm definitely equipped to handle, I just didn't think today would
be the day for such things. Wrong again, but I'm NOT complaining no
time for that. Merely stating my displeasure with the way. some things
were handled in the realm of communication..

Damn that's tough lol

Ummm oh whenever I decide to start shouting out people in my life I
feel bad cause I purposefully leave folks out. Well you should know what
it is (and those that don't that's exactly what it is! Confusion covering
nothing.)

Basically I have you all in my heart. Sh*t the day I forget about some1
right? Dead*ss though unless you was some slide I shouldt've been talkin
to in the 1st place we good money! =p

Ahh retributions from past mistakes.. You can't say I didn't learn
anything! Or ahhh to be perceived to have learned something from the
past...

I'm thinking T.I. Here. Speaking of which, how many more pointless
interviews are there going to be for him? If its a promo run cool I got you
get your money my dude. Its the interviewers I'm taking up the beef
with.

Its been so well documented what happened to T.I. Can we stop
rehashing and actually get back to the MUSIC?? That's the most common
thing now when it comes to this sh*t.

Make it about the music. And keep it about the music.

I mean if a videogame is fun I'm not gonna hate cause it came from a
specific producer or studio. That's retarded. Need I tie that in with a
music analogy? (Jess??)

Anyway maybe I'll post it later, I just thought Larry King was stuck on the
boring topics. For me anyway...

So I'm leaving Dave n Busters FINALLY! No more tap lemonade. Hello
crystal geyser (my fav. Water...?). Just thinking of home..

Who misses my face? No answer to that question means I'ma stay waay
in the background. Not a bad thing but I'm kinda hoping some1 answers
so I can wild out.

Family time is over!

*3 cheers for Turtle wildin out!!*

Gone!
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vacation time the genesis

What up Kiki?

Kinda feel obligated to start like that may Kiki and I take the reasons to our grave lol. In all fairness I know I don't exactly do the best job of keeping up with everybody.

Then again, people don't exactly do a very good job of keeping up with me either.

*shrugs*

Point being I've come to the realization maybe Kiki needs more shine than she's been previously given. No problem with that, we have some things to catch up on don't we??

Time will tell... But don't be a d*ck about it geez lol (btw the playlist goin right now is crazy!!)

Jess is scowling somewhere, unless she gets the new whip then I'm good.

Geanna I'm in your city! Lol refer to the previous paragraph its complicated.

*more scowls*

'Damned if I do damned if I don't' but damn it I won't ever hold my tongue, everyone that matters to me is going through self change. Time to get in where I fit in.

Alex what's good? We got some catching up to do too! You out here and I only see you by 'accident' lol its all good though, I know what it is. As should you.

With summer vacation literally starting today I gotta wonder where all the pieces will be positioned 3 to 4 months from now. I guess there's quite a bit on the line when I take time to step back and look at the big picture.

Freakbody my dude its past time my dude. Time to put your body where your mind been why not this side then? (you gotta be high to get that.. Or hIghly inquisitive and knowledgeable bout the moves I'm making.

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*everybody's confused*

Uhhhh Bron Bron what gives?? That was NOT what I expected. I told everybody Cavs in 7 even after the slip-up in game 5, but damn yo... Its about to get ridiculous with the speculation. Jay-Z already calling into sports shows lobbying.

Its been 1 day!

Cali aint doing so well can't Obama set something up to jump start our economy? Hmmm I'm kidding, but dead*ss how worse off is Cleveland going to be if he leaves?

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See? Even I'm a victim (already). *speculation*

Yooo can we get 2 soul claps for hip hop? Damn if it hasn't been AMAZING these past months. I mean I've been very happy for a few different reasons. I'm assuming that means the rest of the world's been ecstatic.

Shout out to Nas, Damian Marley, Eminem, Charles Hamilton, Jean Grae, Jadakiss, Lupe, Blu, Fabolous, Asher Roth, Diggy (ill!!!!), J.Cole, B.o.B. (Paperboy!), Drake, Hov, Wiz Khalifa, Wayne, Talib & Hi-Tek, 50, Mos Def, Kid Cudi, Clipse, Outkast (can't wait for that Big Boi album)... Who else have I been rocking with... Fashawn, Dipset! Lol.. Kanye of course (ready for a crazy joint anyday now), Slaughterhouse, Cee-lo, Jay Electronica, Common.. That's all for now lol they deserve it though!

{*mostly just shout out to CH right Jess? Smh*}

I wanna get more into this sacramento music scene. I went to a few shows and I wasn't completely turned off to it, so there's hope! Lol I'll be giving some major shine to the 1st couple artist that really catch my ear.

916 all day ya heard!? Lol

I miss my facebook page already! But the deletion of that was so necessary. Some day I'll be back on there to share memories and smiles with my REAL friends. Til then pardon my back.

Twitter's getting ready to catch the same fate. I dead*ss don't like spies. I despise them lol. Not really I'm just wanting to zone it in. Family, Inner circle, the rest of you.

I don't feel like 'the rest of you' should be rewarded access to sh*t I'm doing. Cause you don't know me, and you don't care to GET to know me. So why should I care if your context is always inside the box I stepped out of?

Again why should I care your context Is always inside the box I stepped out of?

Again.. Lol jp point received I'm guessing. The stupid part is 'the rest of you' don't even know about the blog or care to take time to read it once its discovered.

So who's ridiculous in this situation? Them, or me for talking to them knowing I'm being ignored? Its ok I don't take any of you seriously.

It's only when I find out the people I thought/think are on the same page as me aren't that I really get to bugging anyway. (You paying attention yet?)

I like where I'm at though, simply because I'm not comfortable. Its either stay stagnant blanketed with that uncomfortable feeling or stick with the far fetched (to them) plan I laid out in my head this time last year.

Setbacks aside, my seed been growing. Its just a matter of how much of me I'm going to dedicate to nourishing it. Basically I have the keys, the driver's seat, the condo, and the safe.

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Speaking of seed's and keys. I'm looking forward to being a positive male figure for a few youngins. Its important and another thing that's past due..

Lastly, I guess don't ride if your unsure you can handle the trip.

Gone!



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DO I MAKE SENSE YET!?

Or am I just... Senseless?