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Sunday, April 26, 2009

Inspired

This night was great!! Omg yo had an amazing
Convo with LnF really put things in perspective,
even though some parts were hard to take (you already
know) for me. I felt reassured once again. Life
will be ok.. Thank you for that cause THAT'S what
love is about.









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Oh and she thinks ya'll some bitch ass niggas!
Lmao.

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*couldnt help it*

Spent some time with people I know care about me.
Everyone wasn't there, but Squishy and Rora held
it down. Maybe next time for everyone.

--->>MOVING ON<<---

The situation is whatever. (that it?) Yep.

Waiting for my featured artists' poem to get
To my inbox. Should be interesting, ya'll can
do me a huge favor and let me know what you
think. (no its not me, I'm bout to reck this sh*t
in an hour or so) Other than that, I have some
Little Brother (separate but equal mixtape),
Sho TuFli"s new mixtape (the name is confusing
can't really recall right now), Saigon (All
In a Day's Work), and as usual a Charles Hamilton
Produced single by his man's (feautured already)
Sho TuFli. Damn I'm excited lmao. I dead ass get
giddy when I'm bout to start a jam session, EVERYTIME!








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*In case you were wondering...*

All that music is dope as sh*t (in my arrogantly placed
opinion), but I'm going to break it down for those
that may not be familiar with the artist featured
(Lmao I keep sayin featured like I planned this)
, and trust my opinion enough to give them a listen.

Little Brother gives you more "grown man perspective"
in their music. Often times hilarious but usually with
a mature everyday people influence in their rhymes.

Sho TuFli is fairly new to me. He's down with
Charles Hamilton's Demevolist music company. From
What I've heard he spit pretty good, and makes his
Own beats most of the time. (Often with CH)
His music is probably a little bit more out the
box. Definitely refreshing.

Saigon can be at times a voice that really embodies
what Pac was about. (NOT A TUPAC CLONE!!) He's an MC
with something to say. Very insightful, and
very skilled. Be aware that his music can be very
militant.

That about wraps that up. I'd recommend
into hip hop checking these guys out. If you
don't know where to find them hit me up
(Kingxpoetic@aol.com) and I'll generously help u
out.

I'm super relaxed now. Bout to get into this
music and zooooooooonnnnneeeeeeee the f**k out!
Lmao LnF u know I'm good for that! Gone!

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P.S. Ya'll liking this here blog so far?
Gone! (4real..)

Rebel2Society

olive branch

Dead ass my night is peaceful as shit! Lol probably
One of the best I've had out here. Quiet!!!!!

*loong sigh*

Here's the deal though. Rora and Squishy had a plan
to go to the park (wtf for? Lmao)<<--- nah park's
are the sh*t but that's how I was feeling (peep the
last blog) long story short I end up agreeing to go
bout an hour later. Yo this sh*t is mad peaceful.
I'm walking around this lake watching ducks do
Their thing bumping Mos Def. Yo I'm spazzin right
Now! Dumb happy... (Get to the point nigga!)













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*the point*

I sent a msg out on facebook for everyone to
Come join me. Everyone being everybody the people
That ave been fueling these angry blogs. The reason?
To end this silly sh*t. So far no one.. Hey, maybe
They didn't see the alert? Well I'm going to
Post it a few more times, and I'm thinking I'll
Be here for awhile (hours). Should be interesting.

Meanwhile I'm anticipating a great conversation with LnF in a little bit.
For now I'm Zoning (ask Squishy and Rora or me baby ;) )
Time to climb the slide. Gone!

Rebel2Society

ILL Communications

Today has felt longer than its been I think... My current situation has really been weighing on me. F**k it I'm me and real at that so I can admit that people I care about are hurting me. IF that makes sense.. Whatever the case I'm dead. Cemetery-like (<<-- THAT'LL make sense in a little bit <<-- and she told me not to.. again!). there's something extremely therapuetic about blogging though.. SLAPADABASS!!! LMAO crazy..

*Gettin Random*

There were some crazy ass games today and this Houston Portland game jumping off now. Will the trend continue? I don't really know or care Lakers up 3-1, and I'm not feeling like anybody in the West is seeing us! Seriously who can challenge them in 7??

*Still waiting*

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Exactly know one (if your being honest). My only complaint is we should be resting (like the Cavs are now) instead of getting ready for game 5 but whatever its all good, us Cali folk too chill to sweat the small stuff lol. Moving on...













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Sleep deprivation got me on my sh*t! all rough and rugged (c) Hov lol I really feel that way. I'm dressed on a Sunday where I did nothing, ( Very Well might I add. lmao) and I feel like hot garbage. I need to get it together!

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Unrelated to all of that I want to feature a writer on here so I'm gonna showcase this artists' work (at least a piece) cause I think its dope.. Case closed.. Speaking of Dope. Charles Dope2Go Is sick. I aint even really respect it until the 3rd run through but whatever I get it. Nice job.

I really haven't been listening to music like I'm used to. Too many distractions but its all good cause my pen's been moving! Not to mention I HAVE been collecting new music so its there waiting for me.. Maybe tonight.. Bose or Beats? haha LnF diggin what I got going so its straight. Or better. ILL. At the end of the day that's all I care about being (In her eyes and mine) <<-- ill---->> anyway. Stay tuned. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Aggy

I hate hate hate uneasy sunday mornings lol.
(Who the hell came up with that phrase easy like
Sunday morning anyway!?)

*shakes fist at unknown founder*

Word.. I'm not in a good mood but that'll prob change
Soon. Got some new music to find, new artist to discover,
and a blog to run I'm goooooooood!! Damn I forgot about
the playoffs too. Its gonna (should be) a fairly good day.







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Why do I feel like I'm forgetting something??
(Because I am.. Probably) I can picture LnF right
Now drop kickin my Simba out into the yard for Lucky
And that Rat dog to tear up
*smh*

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So yeah waking up on the wrong side of the bed DOES
suck. Now ladies and gentlemen I am strapped and ready for
Whatever war whoever want! Bring it lmao. Seriously though
The f**k you all aggy for?

*light bulb lights up*

Its those damn Spurs huh? I should've known. That makes sense
Now it really does...(That was definitely a jab lmao did u block it?)

*shots fired jamaican style! Buckow! buckow! buckow! for the
Bloodclot aggy folks!!*

Another day another hurdle. Twitter me baby! (C) Charles Hamilton
(Seriously hit me up on there.. U been slackin.)
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On 2nd thought you probably need that not to be in your life.
(If it isn't already..)

*thinks about the possibility of a secret twitter'er*

I wouldn't put it past you. So smart, so smart... Lol
Wtf? Starbucks was ass. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Hello Darkness Hello Sunshine

There's something about watching the sunset and
staying awake to see the sunrise. I always feel
Like I accomplished something when I watch the sun
Come up... Weird but how many times you done stayed
Up dumb late made it to like 4:50 and passed out?
My late night heads know what I'm talking about!
Lol. Damn I feel like I should be standing with one
Leg up like them captain morgan commercials sippin on a
Cup of coffee lmao. That imagery is hilarious to me right
Now.. *smh*
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Starbucks run? *captain morgan commercials plays in my mind*
Yeah I think that's next. Wake up world. Gone!

Rebel2Society

pleasantly overthinking

Damn its dumb early and for some reason I just started
Thinking about the situation I've put myself in among
Other things(Annnnnnnd??). Well and nothing lmao its
Quiet for niggas 4real I'm so past it on that level
Put the gloves on or shut up or worse (*gasp!*)
Play thug like you(all) been doing all year. Dig me??
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------>MOVING ON<-------

I'm thinking. I'm bored, hungry, and broke. Sooooo
First I need to make something to eat.. (Thinking grilled
Cheese??) *shrugs* whatever.

*crosses food off the topic list*

I'm kind of wondering how long before my blog is poppin
Like it should be. I got my eyes on a few key people
(All on the best coast lmao) but 4real I'm blackin on ya'll
Who want what!? LnF I need that MC convo we were having asap!!
Still on my NewGirlFriend shit!!
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Unrelated obsessed eeehhhhh lol. Beyonce can still get
It though. I feel like they went out of there way
To keep hip hop and Beyonce as far from each other in that
Movie as possible. Like they wanted you to see Beyonce's character (uhhhh what was her
Character's name again? Lmao exactly)and not Beyonce the entertainer
Did it work? Ionno ask the fangirls/(and)boys screaming 'GET THAT BITCH
BEYONCE!' In the back of the theater. *smh*
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Insomnia should be considered a serious disease.. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Grrrr Let it breathe!!!

Damn this is some super rough venting I got for ya'll
I'm so sincere about the rough part lmao. Basically
This here is some hot (unfinished) garbage! But in light of that
Its emotionally on point so it is what it is.
LITTLE BIT of insight..

How u sit n another man face pounds n handshakes all that
and still be fake I was real each day my niggas ya'll was
family why wait for me to leave the place to disgrace my
name? And everybody's guilty grimey ass filthy niggas oh
well I know well that you speak like little bitches so time
tells me who was doin all the dirt throwing all this time
frontn like I aint knowing yall was the kane to my abel sat
at my table ate my food smoked what I gave you WHAT THE FUCK
MY NIGGAS?! Man fuck these niggas if I can't be real then ima chill
just sitting with my grill sealed that's why this shit's written let
the tears spill hitting walls ya'll seen the holes that came from the
pain that yall bein hoes. And I'm sorry ladies what can I say baby
I'm emotional. Take it whatever way ya'll know where I stay do what
u do put holes all in my frame hey I've been dead way before today
its nothing to me. I adjusted to be someone who could see the sincerity
in my team even if we aint really speak yall adjusted FROM me! How you gon
say I changed always up in my room racking my brain cranking the bass to make
the beat bang creating space so yall had place or a seat to connect with me
the door used to be open but my nigga soft spoken wasn't feeling my vibes
which is why now when I'm inside the doors closed but the doors ALWAYS open
damn my door WAS always open and brittany was the only one that got it she
lounged I jotted talking wasn't an option but hey I've been that way since
day one I can be alone and think comfortably and when I tried to explain
this to ya'll your statements wasn't matching your actions a couple days
back I heard some chit chat over the speaker on her phone picture that...
And Guess who the subject was?... aint gonna say your name but that hurt
me my nigga can't look at you the same kinda lame I looked up to your tiny
ass in the beginning when we'd sit passing blunts back n forth chilling
talkn bout how we was gonna be killing ionno I had a feeling come to
find out u was one of the main ones illin yo that shit gave me chills
when you hobbled through practice with your back kid eyes wallowed I
couldn't close my own eyelids... Cause then everybody would know and
though I respected you we couldn't let it stop the show see I
remember all that before my roommate wanted to fuck you up for talkin
smack bout some ass yall tapped and jealousy's a weak emotion ya'll
should've controlled that. Its funny and nothing short of wack that
I'm too abstract that (all over a bitch? Fuck a bitch I gotta bitch yall
breakin covenants and now that I'm numb to it all I'm loving it cause
I see it all shovel shit yall spit up out of your face. I don't have
time to or for waste...
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And that's how u drop a bomb. Dead ass!! But seriously
Take it for what it is I don't really care anymore (obviously)
Is it over yet??

*thinks some names shoulda been dropped*

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That probably means no lmao stay tuned. Gone!

Rebel2Society

CoasterRoller

Let me help you out.

Coaster - 1.a person or thing that coasts.

2.​a small dish, tray, or mat, esp. for placing under a glass to protect a table from moisture.

Roller - 1. a cylindrical body, revolving on a fixed axis, esp. one to facilitate the movement of something passed over or around it

CoasterRoller someone who's comfortable enough with themselves to allow others to lean on them for support, and important enough to have a valued opinion in times of need. Yeah definitely made up.. Definitely don't care I guess that's why its my blog lol.

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You gotta learn my language to communicate with me. Meanwhile I'm on my late night wondering what her nights like. Yea some sick shit is coming LnF lmao U KNOW!!! Gone!

Rebel2Society

DO I MAKE SENSE YET!?

Or am I just... Senseless?