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Saturday, May 29, 2010

Weezy

New Wayne video. Not really interested but f*ck it he is locked up right now. Free Wayne so he can do more of what got him locked up! And bring me more good music... Less of this stuff though geez..




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This one's not too bad at all, I was supposed to post the other1 the other day but I couldn't get through the song. No lie, I didn't like it that much lol.. Anyway here's that one.





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2 more set to debut this weekend via MTV2/MTVJAMS


*shrugs*




Gone!


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Straight outta LA

I never got a chance to watch this so I will now before the Lakers close out this series. YES I was wrong about Orlando they had some of ya'll believing for a hot second though lol. Cube ftw!






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T.I. vs the Hustlers

Does T.I. have your ears? Have you checked out his new mixtape hosted by DJ Drama entitled F*ck A Mixtape? Anyway I'm just curious.. I've noticed a certain fat man has stepped in to fill T.I.'s (and now Wayne's) shoes. The fat man: Rick Ross. The void: Hustler rap. That thuggity thug thuggin stuff lol.

Anyway I just thought it was an interesting scenario to keep an eye on. For the record, my opinion on T.I.'s tape is this. He killed it. Real over-aggressive content bringing fans back to the trap Tip. We'll see if anyone's taking notice though that album is SUPPOSED to be coming around the corner...






... I don't much like Rick Ross, but I'll admit he has been everywhere as of late. I'm still rocking with T.I. if it comes down to it. King Uncaged coming soon!



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W.E.S.T. 3

Grandpa cube! Lol I don't know what do ya'll think? He went at a few household names I guess.. Wonder if anyone else will have anything to say about that? Doubt  it..




Am I still repping today? I don't know but anymore time outside and I'm going to have to! downtown  was beautiful yesterday!

Shout out to Uncle Vito's!

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Friday, May 28, 2010

W.E.S.T. 2

Nipsey what up!? LA I got you too lol lets goooo!





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Never forget being drunk in LA freestyling to this in the whip with the homies. Lol this track is crazy tho!

Ice Cube on deck? I mean we are repping today...

*So hard to find a decent picture of Gohan smh*


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W.E.S.T.

You'd think I don't LOVE my city/coast if you paid attention to how many west artist actually get thrown on this blog. I mean, its nothing personal we just aint picking up the slack as far as the rhyming goes. There are those few who are holding it down, and I try to hold them down as well (Blu I see you! Nipsey I got you!). Anyway here's another example of what I'd call subpar rapping, but I'm repping today so f*ck what you heard! lol






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Lol some of ya'll like who? Chill peep the streets of Frisco my dude... (Berkeley what's good?)

You may remember this song, or maybe you've never heard of it...? I can't remember how big it was but it got play out here quite a bit.. Those days were outta line smh.





'get your grown man on when you where topsiders' lmao *dead* at anything in this song or video being 'grownman-ish'.

Brings back memories though, them boys was getting it! People really would be posted going dumb like that too smh not so much around these parts anymore. You gotta go BACK to the bay for that. Sacramento what's good!?




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Thursday, May 27, 2010

Just Push the Button






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Sometimes you just have to take a step back and concede to defeat. Which really, really, sucks for me to have to admit. However, I will not allow certain people or things to deter me from what I'm trying to do.

I will rededicate myself for myself. Not because I was slacking (n*gga you tripping?), but because I'm SCARED of slacking. Unless I'm in my dress clothes then I slack HARD lol.

Besides Marley told me to. dead*ss.

Been a lot of confusion amidst the weary, I'm just trying to play transcriber while tucking them in. Yeah, I think that's about right...


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*YA'LL GOT THE GAME F*CKED UP*



RESET!

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More Reflection

Today's going to be burried beneath heavy burdens of deep penetrating thoughts. To go or stay? I'm making a brief return to facebook (all business). Looking at all this stuff on the floor makes me even more angry that I may have to move it all. I wish I had a bigger car just for this one trip!

*Wishful Thinking*

Whatever Kweli go!






Gone!


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Boi Stop!!

Big Boi doesn't really get the credit he deserves in my opinion. If you've followed this blog for a minute then you know I f*cks with him regardless. Dude is nice and 1 half of the nastiest duo to ever rap lol. Anyway this video is super ill, I mean I'm not surprised Outkast always have great visuals for their music. Enjoy Kiddies..



*Blank Stare*

Ok so the video didn't want to work... Sorry it was an interesting one though. I'm debating on whether or not to really go in or just leave it alone. I could drop clues, but where's the fun in that? Real life sucks when you live with crazy chicks... Hmmm next post.

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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

May Sizzlin!

You can't front like May aint been a month for this blog lol whatever. I FOUND MY RHYMEBOOK!!!!  Oh yes I'm juiced, I'll have something for whoever later from there. Sorry about the little break I gave you, I meant to post something 2 days ago and let it set in but I really wanted to give myself enough time for a proper explanation..?

Anyway this isn't about me. Just this 'hot' ass blog and whatever else I deem important

*rolls eyes*

So you get another video lol





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Monday, May 24, 2010








Luuuu!!!! That I'm beamin remix is supposed to be dropping today! Can't wait!! It's always nice to hear Lupe get a chance to speak to interviewers he's comfortable with. Got a lot of info from this, like word? 4 albums Lupe? Go in then!

#allcitychessclub


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Saturday, May 22, 2010

What's Wrong with The Game?

Nas has the answer.




Lol gotta wonder if there's any truth to that. I agree on a certain level, but the main thing is the product being right correct? Anyway shout out to hip hop.

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Friday, May 21, 2010

Spending Time With..




Can't find my notebook and it's starting to piss me off. I have anxiety attacks writing in my phone lol this thing lives to erase what I make. Anyway I'm trying to deal with that..

Meanwhile I'm dealing with family, friends, significant others (don't read into the plural-ism), lofty goals, you know, the usual. Trying not to get lost in negativity or deep thought, and that's what's hard... (pause) lol It's all good though, I know what I want in some form or fashion. Now I have to decide what's really worth having. <<-- Definitely look into that.

Can't say I'm not a little annoyed writing this which shouldn't be the case, but know i'm writing this because I'm kind of 'absent' right now. I hope you all read and feel like I'm really trying to tell you what I deem is important. If I were sitting there with you it would be what I would talk about (how many of you know this is true??), anything else would be complete spontaneity. I can't help it, I get nervous lol.

Shout out to Meroki! Lol sorry that skype was kind of confusing, hopefully we can try again later on. Lol Meroki...

Whose seen Iron Man 2 and actually liked it? I swear every1 I talk to is all 'it was whatever' on me. It's cool though I'm ready to sit down and just let my mind zone out, like in that super-hero-fantasy-cartoon-world type way.

Being rushed out the door now the movie startsat 12:30 lol guess I should throw em up!




Gone!



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Thursday, May 20, 2010

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Ya'll NOT Listening!




Nah Mean?

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It is Morning lol



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I'm about to give in and put this mixtape on a cd for the whip. Who knows what'll happen after that lol. I like this song though shows he got alil spit to him. *pause*


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Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Distant Relatives (shameless) Promo







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I'll be listening to this album tonight along side Marley. With Marley. Love Marley. *smiles*

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Wooooow

Of course LA took care of business. I'm gonna predict them to take that series in 5 after an embarrassing loss in game... 4 lol anyway this boy Shannon Brown (dead*ss 1 of my favorite players) is ridiculous with it! Like how does your mind click to even tell you to try and attempt something crazy like this?




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Lol I was bugging and he didn't even make it! Let me find that clip of Kobe going to work on Grant Hill's ankles!



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Something to Ponder

Nas had some things he said that really stuck with me. Its all about finding that place of contentment within yourself. Gotta get it just gotta.

I'm trying to really break things down for myself now. Do the most rigorous of micro-managing in my life. What I do know, is some people just have to get cut loose.

Its an issue of comfort really. I can't be comfortable with you knowing I have to hold myself back dig? Keeping it very general cause at the moment its applied to a wide spectrum of people.

*thinks about Mason*

That's better. Gotta focus on the things that really matter in this lifetime. Speaking of time is it time or timing?? Margot go IN!! Lol you got my seed over there I know you rocking as a mama!

double standard 

–noun⁠

1.

any code or set of principles containing different provisions for one group of people than for another, esp. an unwritten code of sexual behavior permitting men more freedom than women.Compare single standard (def. 1).

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Just something to think about.

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Nasir Is Like

Um Yeah why weren't you available for that album? D*mn you Kelis!!

*shakes fist*




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U Gotta Love It





Sad this is the last season, but d*mn if they aren't delivering. I love this show!


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Monday, May 17, 2010

Godlee! Hehe

Maybe I should've made this into 1 post... Oh well cause there's more coming. Let me just say this; some of you may be a little 'overwhelmed' with all these emails. I hope that isn't the case, but if it is just holla at me and I'll fix the problem.

Simple right?



Blu is the epitome of what a true MC is. I don't know how else to say it. Even more crazy is how little of you actually know about him. In due time though, his music isn't going anywhere.

Gone!


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Asher Session




gotta keep giving this man shine. Keep doing your thing sir.


Gone!

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Happy #200

I wasn't ever gonna liberate this, then I saw it was post 200 coming up. Aww shucks lol well all I can say is take it for what it is. 1 of the ast times I wrote anything significant besides today. Hopefully there's more to come lol.

Oh and don't judge me this was atleast a good 2 months ago.


I find it funny because I noticed every word that goes unspoken
you know it deep down that's reason enough for a smile
when I'm deep throating but fuck it he's potent and I'm focused
at least I'm trying to be but sometimes I feel like 1000 lies flying at me
thought I found the key for we but its all the same to me just to be floating
I'm choking on the air speed creates wiping nut off my face nigga keep smoking
The hell I wanna remember this for? then I remembered who I was doing this for
"crazy" she says the way the blues and pinks in the sky mesh
She was talking about the birds eyes let the sky rest that was my (most recent) request
So I could get back to the beat that's was keeping a little to quietly for what I'd expect
unless Jess in the driver's seat planned it out that way ok weren't we here for the sunrise
in the first place? I bet this sh*t carry on until the sunset but son set the wall won't let me
see it right anyway positioning's off we botched this up I think its fantastic no shock tactics
Besides its gonna rise high enough for us to spot it so why don't we just stop it spark up
and change topics I won't front the way you rolled the blunt up got me thinking and lately
your boy been heatseeking Mr. Sea King my man was right pipe do make it better
and how she was last night I know I'll never forget her until there's something better
How superficial that ain't really me is it? Man fuck a trick fuck a bitch but Turtle your
sensitive you always lend a shoulder what's gotten into you kid? nothing really I'm so imaginative
I get flashes of emotions like ya'll do that's exactly why I write it places me in a calm state
I can't be fake in your face if we're close enough to go there cause you know a past mistake
doesn't just disappear that shit'll shake the baddest rock until breaks and I'm coming from there
I'm trying to make sure I do go back I don't know if that's a certainty but certainly effort on
display is needed in the worst way curve it away too close who knows who's pretending
ahhh paranoia I wondered when I'd see you again awkward grin when my income lends to
more fun sh*t get used to this jack rabbit in and out because the scenery's shifting
these damn 5 red lights got a beef with me I ignore them when I'm cruising but its harder
when I'm boarding here's a thought I figured whenever I get bored or in need a conversation
I'll just log on my blog post something and wait for Envy to go off he really is what makes my comment section so hot and cause I said he's name he'll probably say I suck cock or my mother's cock but girls know that's so so... naaah lol I said it right that's exactly what I mean too
so really though tell me what's good my dude? How's your life? How's your job? You gotta wife? are you like 12? not delve too far into your personal life I just wonder where you find the time to diss me well just about every time I log on the internet it doesn't make it me upset honestly I'm impressed emersed in mystery unaware of your whereabouts part of me thinks I should be a little scared I mean really think it out it's kind of weird cause I don't know what you about my life my blog I put myself out in the open like f*ck it little suckers will get a chuckle on some real sh*t Ironically I thought it'd be some old chick doin the clucking not that case here... so weird whatever though its all good my mind's going places it probably shouldn't its early i'm stuck already
watching Marley getting dirty chasing birdies wtf is this working? I'm supposed to be getting chased
but I leave that space far too quickly today its afternoon now was that time wasted?
Too many questions so many locked chests what am I left with not the 1st option
I'm 2nd guessing everything so I don't get lost in the middle of the clusterf*ck my mind is quick to put
in the oven let that set baking insecurities I get emails and text that won't let me forget guilty is
my conscious if the mirror's being honest in what it shows me people astonished like he's
actually growing and the pains aint enough to keep me out this game I like playing so I remain in the middle of if it all the terrain's just different it's hardly a physical challenge the pool of talent refills itself constantly there clear? I think my mind has a chemical imbalance I swear it
never hesitates to make an effort to stop even or not I enjoy the tilt because its different and
I've grown accustomed to wanting to chill so predictable basically I'm on when I'm off
routinely stretching the box directing myself to thrills that kill any ill will my insides are harboring still
get a feel for the 'real' the grip of the blue steel aint for me but its there daily so maybe that makes me
harder than you? There's a thought... Blow a knot because I live life sacrficing packed with fighting so any item i'm buying is not to be showing off...


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Unfinished. There's a surprise...  Hope you enjoyed it!

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Beg to Differ

Its just differences in instances that make all the difference. Happy
genesis depressing endings I guess the mystery's in between them. Life
after prior screenings, they went ignored the meanings with the
teachings for kids who were bored so of course deaf ears are what the
lessons peer through. Just to get to you, and your peers been through.
And all in all I kinda feel you too. But you burnt bridges I stuck to
swishers dig the residue. You dug the rubble brought more trouble. Its
all good, but anger started to bubble over. I can feeli it rising
somewhere past my shoulders. Still kept my head...

Its always interesting when you have a liberty or privilege taken away
from you unexpectedly. Mainly how u deal with that missing familiar
thing. Some people don't do well at all, I try to look at it as a
challenge.
God wanted me to do things differently today I can't complain about
that. He's still letting me try and get them done dig me?
Phone's have been on my mind a lot recently. I got the upgrade text
from the boys in blue so I'm ready to make that happen. This old
blackberry don't work like it used to lol
*understatement*
What are the contenders? Iphone (4G) Droid, Blackberry. Maybe HTC I
don't know... So that's apple, google, & RIM. Too much thought will be
going into this decision. Any suggestions? {As if you'd give them, or
as if I'd listen}
So I was walking around in walmart doing what you do when you have no
$ and no olans for the day in the media section (surprise right?). I
see this little white boy bring a cd up to his mom's, kid couldnt've
been older than 10 or 11. It was a copy of 50 cent's the Massacre.
Damn... Lol not to say that's who buy's 50's music, I'm just saying...
Anyway shout out to the universal power that is music right? I wonder
what little dude's moms was thinking though...
My phone cut off and I lost ALL of this. Be proud of me before that
was reason enough to say f it and call it a day. I know where I'm not
though, and I want some of you to atleast rest easy knowing I miss you
too. People can be so fickle with their emotions I guess its important
to me that you feel our interactions were legit.
I was asked if any1 reads my blog. To which I replied yeah about 22
people (that's a low number)
*double meaning*
Got me thinking about how I felt when I first started blogging. It was
a little overwhelming. If nobody was reading it or checking it really
what was the point?
I asked the same question about my facebook page... Now I don't have a
facebook page lol. Maybe I should leave the questions alone? Naaaaah.
Unlike my facebook or whatever else I'm on this is mine. Like really
mine f*ck what them blogspot admins have to say about it. I own this
spot dig me? So before I even realized it this was the spot for me to
be real with myself. Not with you.
I went back and read earlier entries and everything was wrapped in
some encryptic message. Of course. I wasn't comfortable with what was
going on around me, or my surroundings. Thankfully, much of that has
changed, without really changing a thing at all.
I'm just more willing than I have ever been to share with some
specific people. Whoever else catches it along with some feelings and
a shred of investment can stay along for the ride.
Make sense?
Freakbody you taking too long yo! Its like this. You can get out here
asap and struggle with me. Or wait and hope I've figured it out by the
time you touchdown. Your choice, I vote for the former. Who wants to
struggle dolo??
Downtown Sac, Midtown, or Elk Grove. Your choice they're all nice. The
1st two would probably be best for you but its whatever.
We could damn near flip it my dude. I'm an honorary Harlem n*gga now
lmao {east coast boy riiiight?? ;) }what's good?? Same applies get it
set up I'm there.
We gotta get used to moving anyway. I know I'm ready. I know who's
not... Yet anyway.
Borders is fun. I always have fun here, must be the smell of new
books. Or the workman like mentality people bring to surfing the
internet on their laptops. *shrugs*
Its an interesting place. Catching up on my manga/anime. Its been
about 2 weeks since I read the last 1. Smh I do have an app on my
phone for that, but then again this POS only works 30% of the time.
Shout out to Mango! Blackberry users go cop now.
I was feeling down about my 'situation' today and I realized my little
dude Mason started preschool. God bless that child! Stuff like that
pretty much makes it impossible for me to feel upset with what I'm
facing. That's life right there!
*until I call BD*
Speaking of calls today was supposed to be the day for convo's. Still
might be if I have my way. Hopefully you all will pick up the phone.
Cause for me, making calls is like the act of holding your breath.
Sometimes you want to see how long you can go for, but once you've hit
your mark its not really something you want to attempt again lol.
I guess its safe to say I'll be 'holding my breath' for some of you then lol.
This always happens. She's mad cute (doesn't matter anyway) but her
friend's mad cuter (REALLY doesn't matter anyway). Just thinking about
those moments when you catch yourself allowing your imagination to
take you on those 'what if' trips.

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Clarification needed?
Ehhhh.
I'll pass this one to the left.
'No stress no stress at alllll! No stress no stress at alll!!'
Gone!
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Sunday, May 16, 2010

This is 50

Just sick of the hate. Dead*ss.




I don't think I'll ever get tired of listeing to this guy's interviews. Especially if it means I get to see normal looking people with accents like this one. 50 makes some great points (he usually does) though.

*lol at normacly. oh 50...*

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Heart's Kingdom

Sitting here watching Kingdom Hearts being played while trying to get through my own RPG adventures is bringing up way too many questions. Its these times when I start to feel like the camera needs to be rolling.

RPG's are the dark horses of Western gaming anyway, so acceptance is something fans (of RPG's) can relate to wanting or not needing.

*???*

Just the image of goofy and Donald going ham on monsters is a little much. Its more than a little much lol but its accepted. Lol its more than accepted too, I wonder why exactly that is. Sure kids would see it and immediately feel a sense of relate-ability, but what about the hardcore audience?

In some way, allowing the 'even more so' enchanting presence of Disney character's to a fantasy affair could've and probably SHOULD HAVE turned the 'hardcore' crowd away. Fact of the matter is it didn't because the game was dope as sh*t. It could've been taken for what it wasn't intended to be.

The integrity of RPG's and squaresoft(enix) in general were really front and center, and thankfully all that needed to be said was 'play the game'.

I'm searching for THOSE times lol. Nah its not about a game. Its about the mindset that allowed the game to be approachable without sifting through layers upon layers of unnecesary bias.

Lol it's STILL weird to see that sh*t though.. The question I'm trying to answer right now (FF7 fans stand up) is how important is the umbrella to me?

*the Tiger head was FINALLY slayed and I said f*ck an umbrella she's dead already lol*

Slow Sundays usually involve getting absolutely nothing done. I'm regretful to not be able to buck that trend today but I guess more down time can't really hurt.

I can't wait to get back on my Mayweather sh*t. I'm damn near there I just aint found the heart to actually go work out lol I'm gettin up in the middle of the night though. *rolls eyes*

'We talking bout' fiction hold up, pardon my back' - Hov

I can't remember the last time I was at a wedding, or if I've ever been. That's weird, but I guess that's one thing I may never have to do. Not hating on marriage even though my faith in that isn't too far off from how I feel about the church. RIGHT NOW anyway, there's always room for change =)

I think I pulled something messing with my conditioning partner. Groin region. All bad. =)

Got me to thinking watching Marley run all things considered today was a fairly good if not unproductive day. I say that with a huge smile and giddy feeling of excitement for what the night may bring.

I know I'm taking 30 minutes out to assume my role as Huey (from the Boondocks. Watch my show geez) after that who knows. If u haven't noticed the fantasies are where its at for me lol.

Hopefully sleep shows up tonight with a pillow a glass of rosé in 1 hand and some nyquil (or whatever put's u out in the other) OD? 'Ehhh' lol. Its whatever if your concerned the phone will be on til I pass out.

How bout these playoffs though?? Still going with LA to win it all. Against... Orlando. Yep, and that's AFTER their game 1 loss to an ever impressive Boston team. Can't those f*ckers just fall off and NOT bounce back for once? I thought it was going to be Orlando/Cleveland but you know...

I'm picking Orlando because they clearly looked like the best team in the playoff pool this postseason {playing straight gumps}, and I believe after the shock of playing a real prepared playoff team, they'll shake off the cobwebs and come to work.

Let's be real their team is built to be dangerous as sh*t and more times than not they succeed.

Suns have looked good too.. Lol that's all I have for them.

Orlando in 7 for the finals rematch. Honestly I wouldn't mind seeing either 1 of those team's going up against LA again, so its all good in my book. Just wish LeBron would've had his sh*t together this year.

Damn there I go... ^^ .. I wish LeBron's teammates had their sh*t together this year.. And he didn't turn the ball over so much lol

Looks like my episode is getting mixed reviews. What ya'll didn't like the social commentary? Lol smh...

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They Shooooooootin Nah Flow Stupid!

The last post was supposed to belong to the Kid. he's dead NICE!




Who knew right? I thought Jo Jo was the rapper... Whatever Jo Jo is corny. (Sorry Diggy *Kanye Shrug*)

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Chess Club Shine




Asher Roth - Muddy Swim Trunks (Directed by BBGUN) from bbgun on Vimeo.




3/10 or 3/9's of the all-city chess club. I just wanna hear what ya'll got! who's gonna get outshined? Word is Asher BODIED the 'I'm Beamin Remix'! Hmmm I don't know...

All-City Chess Club includes:  Lupe Fiasco, Diggy, Blu, The Cool Kids, Asher Roth, Charles Hamilton, Wale, B.o.B., and DJ Skateboard P!

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don't front for me

This blog is gonna be a monster! Lol how many times running is that now?? Anyway I'm only feeling that way cause I feel like I have enough to write about to last a long while. I wouldn't lie to you (purposefully) now!

'For you and me tomorrow's not promised' - Mos Def

So just as I started to set into my reliance on technology it showed why I should forever remain fearful. Losing stuff I weite is familiar territory for me though so I guess just deal with it.

Just sick of the double standards!

'What's next to me never seems to be what's best for me. Exception...' - Jean Grae

It is what it gotta be I suppose. I gotta say I've been feeling some kind of way about the people I'm grinding with. I mean I know the work I'm putting in with and without them... Its just part of me feels like its my time now.

Listening to this old Weezy 'the youngn' (500 degreez) lol this n*gga was ill yo. It got me thinking about where he's at now and how he's allegedly been living his life. I guess people can only put up with so much for so long before they drastically change to find the acceptance they're looking for. Possibly self contentment.

All I'm trying to say is in some kind of way his ambition drove his desire for our love in some sick way.. I'd want to be high and f*cked up all the time if I didn't like my reality..

Not to say he's wack now, he's just really not at all what he was. Everybody kept alil something *shrugs* pause pause.

.I've been meaning to check out this *new* Diggy Video. The one I saw was crazy! (Did I post it already?) Over Nas' made you look. Kid's nice like I said. Speaking of which when are we getting that remix Lupe??

All-City Chess Club let's go!

This past night I prior to waking up (maybe.. Not sure). I had a conversation with my sub consciousness.

Anybody ever have dreams you can't remember? This was kind of like that, just not a dream and I remember it kind well *shrugs*.

Well, not really. I was asked a question with 3 options. All I remember the outcome being was my mind made up to believe 'it doesn't matter cause they don't care'. Boom! I'm awake. Heavy stuff? Lol chiiiilll.

There could be more on my end. All I know is I remembered it and it definitely wasn't a dream. More like an internal struggle if I'd classify it. Whatever the case I think its safe to say its psychological. I just what to understand what before I can delve into why.

happy church day! For those going. I'm right here clearly NOT going but there's a reason for that. 'Turtle the Heathen' lol. Nah I love God I just want my faith and beliefs to be ultra strong across the board.

*the board consists tentatively of*

Spirituality, Love, Family, Friends, Desires, Ambitions, Self Appreciation/Belief = Self Understanding, Self Depreciation/ Regulation = Self Discipline

{*Lord let her stay sleep! (My voice is too deep! :/)*}

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Of course each group has its own unique subgroups, that may or may not tie into another 'theme of the board'. My point being all these themes are NOT on an equal playing field in my head. For me, its hard to give 1 area immediate and full attention if I'm already weary of the product and who's selling it.

'Fear is a queer if you stick our your rear' - CH. Right??

Well there's no opportunity for me to get *ss raped here. I'm taking baby-steps all across the board. Well I have been but whatever. Especially when the subject at hand is religion.

I'm a spiritual person. I love God. I do not love the church. Why you ask? Its simple, I can't readily identify where my spiritual beliefs have taken advantage of any one group of people ever. I can't say the same thing about the church.

Likewise, I CAN say I've been to churches (my own in some cases) and sat there feeling like someone behind the scenes was playing all of us for fools. Fear of 'the man' maybe.

'Jones'n for poetry instead of the dough. I mean hey, ya know? Even the pope needed dome. I'd just rather a b*tch than grabbing the d*ck of a 3-yr-old' - CH.

Basically for now I'm perfectly happy searching for my own religious answers. I have a Bible I know how to read and interpret, who knew? I have Muslim homies, they like to talk lol. My eyes and ears are open.

I'd LIKE to find a comfortable Sunday spot, but when that happens I won't go blindly following what's being preached. Every n*gga I know be preaching lol dead*ss.

*people can be so ignorant sometimes. Its unnacceptable when you don't try to see the truth for what it is. That's when I cross over and ditch the nice words and settle comfortably on Idiot. Thanks*

G-G-G-Gone!
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Saturday, May 15, 2010

FanFare Fantasy Sh*t (ILoveIt!)

'you don't understand I suggest you get to reading about my people. Wikipedia we the only people that be speaking through the speakers' Charles Hamilton
Cloud, Aeris, Barret, Yuffie, Red XVIII, Vincent, Cid, Cait  Sith, & Tifa


The nine main playable characters in Final Fantasy VII are Cloud Strife, an unsociable mercenary who claims to be a former 1st Class member of Shinra's SOLDIER unit;[12] Barret Wallace, the leader of the anti-Shinra rebel group AVALANCHE; Tifa Lockhart, a martial artist and childhood friend of Cloud's; Aeris Gainsborough[13], a flower merchant who has been pursued by Shinra's special operations unit Turks since childhood;[14] Red XIII, a wise lion-like creature who was experimented on by Shinra scientists; Cait Sith, a fortune-telling robotic cat who rides an animated moogle doll;[15] Cid Highwind, a pilot whose dreams of being the first man in outer space were crushed;[16] Yuffie Kisaragi, a young thief and a skillful ninja; and Vincent Valentine, a former member of Shinra's Turks unit who was killed and brought back to life as an immortal.[17] The game's main antagonist is Sephiroth, a former member of SOLDIER who reappears several years after disappearing in a battle in which he was concluded to have died.[18]




The game's character designer, Tetsuya Nomura, has expressed that Final Fantasy VII was hindered by graphical limitations, and as such his designs were very plain in comparison to his real style. Cloud's original design of slicked back black hair with no spikes was intended to serve as a contrast to Sephiroth's long, flowing silver hair. Nomura feared that such masculinity could prove to be unpopular with fans, and therefore he changed Cloud's design to feature a shock of spiky, bright blond hair. Tifa's outfit with her dark miniskirt was designed to contrast Aeris's long, pink dress. Vincent's character developed from horror researcher to detective, then to chemist, and finally to the figure of a former Turk with a tragic past. Nomura has indicated that Cid Highwind's fighting style resembles that of a Dragoon Knight, a character class which was chosen because his last name is the same as that of two previous Dragoon Knights featured in the Final Fantasy series, Ricard Highwind of Final Fantasy II and Kain Highwind of Final Fantasy IV.[6]



Due to their popularity, several characters from Final Fantasy VII have made cameo appearances in other Square Enix titles, most notably the fighting game Ehrgeiz and the popular Final Fantasy-Disney crossover series Kingdom Hearts. Dissidia: Final Fantasy is the newest game to include Final Fantasy VII characters such as Cloud and Sephiroth and lets players battle it out with characters from other Final Fantasy games.[19] Aeris's death in the game has often been referred as one of the most emotional moments from any video game.[20][21] Sephiroth remains one of the most popular villains in video game history, unanimously voted #1 by the staff of gaming publication Electronic Gaming Monthly in their "Top 10 Video Game Bosses" list in October 2005,[22] and winning GameFAQs' best villain contest in spring of the same year.[23]



baddest villain ever! Sephiroth...


Development


Planning sessions for Final Fantasy VII began in 1994 after the release of Final Fantasy VI. At the time, the game was planned to be another 2D project for the Super Nintendo Entertainment System.[40] Series creator Hironobu Sakaguchi intended the story to take place in modern New York City in the year 1999. Several of the staff members were working in parallel on Chrono Trigger, and development for Final Fantasy VII was interrupted when the other project became significant enough to require the help of Yoshinori Kitase and other designers. Some of the ideas originally considered for Final Fantasy VII ended up in Chrono Trigger instead. Other ideas, such as the New York setting and the sorceress character Edea, were kept unused until the later projects Parasite Eve and Final Fantasy VIII respectively.[41] The original script of Final Fantasy VII, which was written by Sakaguchi, was completely different from the finished product. Tetsuya Nomura recalled how Sakaguchi "wanted to do something like a detective story". The first part of the story involved a "hot blooded" character named "Detective Joe" who was in pursuit of the main characters. The main characters managed to blow up the city of Midgar, which had already been developed for the story.[42]



Development of Final Fantasy VII resumed in late 1995,[32] and required the efforts of approximately 120 artists and programmers, using PowerAnimator and Softimage
3D software and a budget of more than US$30 million.[43] Final Fantasy VI's co-director and scenario writer, Kitase, returned to direct and co-write Final Fantasy VII and was concerned the franchise might be left behind if it did not catch up to the 3D computer graphics used in other games at the time.[44] Production began after the making of a short, experimental tech demo called "Final Fantasy SGI" for Silicon Graphics, Inc. Onyx workstations. The demo featured polygon-based 3D renderings of characters from Final Fantasy VI in a real time battle.[45] This experiment led the development team to integrate these design mechanics into Final Fantasy VII. However, as a result of the high quantity of memory storage required to implement the motion data, only the CD-ROM format would be able to suit the project's needs.[32] Nintendo, for which Square had developed all previous titles in the Final Fantasy series, had decided to continue to use cartridges for its upcoming Nintendo 64 console. This eventually led to a dispute that resulted in Square ending its long, tumultuous relationship with Nintendo, and Square announced on January 12, 1996 it would be developing Final Fantasy VII for Sony's PlayStation platform.[46]



The transition from 2D computer graphics to 3D environments overlaid on pre-rendered backgrounds was accompanied by a focus on a more realistic presentation. While the extra storage capacity and computer graphics gave the team the means to implement more than 40 minutes of full motion video movies, this innovation brought with it the added difficulty of ensuring that the inferiority of the in-game graphics in comparison to the full motion video sequences was not too obvious. Kitase has described the process of making the in-game environments as detailed as possible to be "a daunting task".[32] The series' long-time character designer, Yoshitaka Amano, was busy opening art workshops and exhibitions in France and New York, which limited his involvement in the game. This issue was addressed by bringing Nomura on board as the project's main artist, while Amano aided in the design of the game's world map.[6]



In early August 1996, a demonstration disc called "Square's Preview Extra" was released in Japan as a bonus pack-in with the PlayStation game Tobal No. 1. The disc contained the earliest playable demo of Final Fantasy VII and previews of other upcoming games such as Bushido Blade and SaGa Frontier. The demo allowed players to play through the first part of Midgar. However, there were some noticeable differences from the final version, namely that Aeris was featured in the initial party and that the ability to use Summons had not yet been implemented.[47]



The game's release in North America was preceded by a massive three-month marketing campaign, which consisted of three 30-second television commercials on major networks, a one minute long theatrical commercial, a holiday promotion with Pepsi, and printed ads in publications such as Rolling Stone, Details, Spin, Playboy and comic books published by Marvel and DC.[48] Several additions to gameplay and story were made for the game's North American release, such as easier exchange of materia, arrows highlighting exits on field screens,[4] and an extra cutscene, prompting a re-release in Japan under the title "Final Fantasy VII International".[49] In 1998, Final Fantasy VII was ported to Windows-based PCs. This re-release featured smoother graphics and fixed translation and spelling errors, as well as gameplay-related glitches. However, the PC version also suffered from its own bugs, including errors in the display of some full motion videos when rendering in hardware mode on certain graphics chipsets.[50]




Cloud and the city of Midgar


Reception


Final Fantasy VII was both a critical and commercial success, and set several sales records. Within three days of its release in Japan, the game had sold 2.3 million copies.[6] This popularity inspired thousands of retailers in North America to break street dates in September to meet public demand for the title.[59] In the game's debut weekend in North America, it sold 330,000 copies,[60] and had reached sales of 500,000 units in less than three weeks.[61] The momentum built in the game's opening weeks continued for several months; Sony announced the game had sold one million copies on the continent by early December,[62] prompting business analyst Edward Williams from Monness, Crespi, Hardt & Co. to comment, "Sony redefined the role-playing game (RPG) category and expanded the conventional audience with the launch of Final Fantasy VII".[62] Final Fantasy VII had sold over 9.8 million copies worldwide including Final Fantasy VII International as of December 2005,[63] making it the highest-selling Final Fantasy title.[64] Although Square's announcement that Final Fantasy VII would be produced for Sony rather than Nintendo and that it would not be based on the Final Fantasy SGI demo was initially met with discontent among gamers,[45][46] the game continues to maintain a strong following.

Upon release, the game received near universal acclaim from critics. GameSpot commented that "never before have technology, playability, and narrative combined as well as in Final Fantasy VII", expressing particular favor toward the game's graphics, audio, and story.[4] IGN's Jay Boor insisted the game's graphics were "light years beyond anything ever seen on the PlayStation", and regarded its battle system as its strongest point.[7] RPGamer praised the game's soundtrack both in variety and sheer volume, stating that "Uematsu has done his work exceptionally well" and "is perhaps at his best here".[77]




Since 1997, Final Fantasy VII has been selected by many game magazines—including Electronic Gaming Monthly,[78] IGN[79] and Gamespot[20]—as one of the best and most important video games of all time, and has placed at or near the top in many reader polls of all-time best games. Upon its release in 1997, it was referred to by Gamefan as "quite possibly the greatest game ever made...," a quote which continues to feature prominently on the back cover of the game's jewel case.[80] In January 2005, it was selected by Electronic Gaming Monthly as sixth on their list of "the 10 most important games ... that helped redefine the industry since ... 1989". Citing its "beautiful cut-scenes and a deep, introspective narrative", they claimed that "Square’s game was ... the first RPG to surpass, instead of copy, movie-like storytelling." In late 2007, Dengeki PlayStation named Final Fantasy VII as the "best story", "best RPG", and "best overall game" in their retrospective awards feature about the original PlayStation.[81] GamePro named it the fourteenth most important and most innovative video game of all-time,[82][83] as well as the best RPG title of all time.[84] Final Fantasy VII placed second in the "Top 100 Favorite Games of All Time" poll by Japanese magazine Famitsu during March 2006,[85] while users of the video game website GameFAQs voted Final Fantasy VII as the "Best Game Ever"[86] in November 2005 and in 2004,[87] and placed second in 2009.[88]




Legacy


Final Fantasy VII is credited as "the game that sold the PlayStation", as well as allowing console role-playing games to find a place in markets outside Japan, and (as measured in copies sold) remains the most popular title in the series.[92][93][94][95] The game's popularity and open-ended nature also led director Kitase and scenario writer Nojima to establish a plot-related connection between Final Fantasy VII and Final Fantasy X-2. The character Shinra from Final Fantasy X-2 proposes the concept of extracting the life energy from within the planet Spira. Nojima has stated that Shinra and his proposal are a deliberate nod to the Shinra Company, and that he envisioned the events of Final Fantasy X-2 as a prequel to those in Final Fantasy VII.[96] In addition to the PlayStation and PC releases, the game was released onto the PlayStation Network in Japan on April 10, 2009, in America on June 2, 2009 and in Europe and Australia on June 4, 2009. The game has also inspired an unofficial version of Final Fantasy VII for the Nintendo Entertainment System by Chinese company Shenzhen Nanjing Technology.[97] This port features the Final Fantasy VII game scaled back to 2D, with some of the side quests removed.[97]



The full motion video sequences and computer graphics presented in Final Fantasy VII would allow Sakaguchi to begin production of the first Final Fantasy film, Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within.[98] The game also introduced settings dominantly suffused with modern-to-advanced technology into the Final Fantasy series, a theme continued by Final Fantasy VIII and The Spirits Within.[99][100] Re-releases of Square games in Japan with bonus features would occur frequently after the release of Final Fantasy VII International. Later titles that would be re-released as international versions include Final Fantasy X (as "International"),[101] Final Fantasy X-2 (as "International + Last Mission"),[102] Kingdom Hearts (as "Final Mix"),[103] Kingdom Hearts II (as "Final Mix"),[104] and Final Fantasy XII (as "International Zodiac Job System").[105]

Had to let Wiki go IN! Lol I learned so much today and proved my damn point.
 
Gone!

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King on King












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What'd ya'll think? Did I have a point the other day or was I bugging?

Shout out to T.I. (I left him off the list the other day didn't I? smh)

Shout out to rapradar.com

Gone!

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salty!

3 blogs in 3 new problems! That's hot yo lol too bad its true. We living over here though no time for that mess.

I'm missing my dudes something vicious right now. Chill I already dispelled what It was on twitter. Ya'll my brothers and I'ma love n care for you all as such. F*ck a pause.

With the topic of love and affection comes hurt and deception. That's just how it goes I've come to learn. *shrugs* its tough to deal with either side knowing my mind thinks like that, but what can you do?

I feel like I censor things well... But there's. still work to do there too. {Can't decide if that's sarcastic or not.}

Anyway I need to create some weekly event that brings everybody together. Any ideas? The real question is who's going to be willing to show up every week??

I know some people would be down but they don't live out here :/ I'm dead*ss gonna get this poppin though. It can't be hoop related either, we have to get away from that grind sometimes and just chill.

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Lol

Winco run's aren't fun without earbuds/phones.. I'm hurting on the technological side of musical contraptions smh...

This is good though, me writing again. Its been a good minute and how I'm feeling I'm about to really let loose, or atleast try to. I held the last time I did that back off the blog, but maybe I'll be feeling like f*ck it.

*sighs* dishonesty sucks...

To make matters worse from what I hear Heroes is no more. They cancelled my guilty pleasure show. Let's be real for a minute, that show was dumb as f*ck most of the time. But it was about super heroes!

I guess I'll have to carry on for the both of us Gabriel. Smh... So sad.. Not as sad as losing the Wire. That sh*t still hurts lol but sad nonetheless.

I'm hungry, and I can't eat what I got at WinCo. Ahhh who's ready for a fun night? (Index to the sky lol)

*the breakdown to coodies was ill*

YOUKNOW!!!

Gone!

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Friday, May 14, 2010

what's your fantasy?

I try really hard to be a positive person. I start off everyday with a full tank. Even keep 1 on reserve, I know how unexpected this muf*cka can get. I'm sayin all that to say this. Today I was thrust into a situation.

At the end of the day I chose my own fate so I can't really say too much on that end. I can say I was presented a ridiculous amount of time to make a decision. Oh and I was NOT informed of the significance of the entire ordeal. 'Ehhh'.

Basically get me home damn it!

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I swear I was hot (tight/mad) writing up to this point. I realized me being all those things isn't going to get me home any faster. So it'd be best to make the most of my situation instead of being nonproductive cursing it dig me??

That's that positive attitude I was speaking on earlier. Gotta keep that if I lose it its a wrap. Dead*ss.

I'm just excited for my night geez! Me n Jess gonna be chilling how WE do lol. Got the Blind Side and Legions on deck for my cinema watching pleasures. Final Fantasy VII (cult purists chill! Lol) running on the ps3. I'll probably get on modern warfare 2 and little big planet but ff7 is where its primarily at. Maybe purchasing FF8? My bottle of Rosè ayyyeee! Possibly some other things ;)

Yo check it. No sex in the champaign room lmao. Having way too much fun in this back seat. Its been awhile since I knowingly put my thoughts down on anything for you and you and you. Feels good, definitely something I love doing.

Damn can I go IN on this chick for a min?
*nerd alert*

How the f*ck you gonna play Kingdom Hearts and hate on Final Fantasy VII?? Does that make any sense??

*sorry I gotta get this out*

My irritation goes back to me coming out of a state of mind where I feel people/things weren't getting their just due. So don't get me wrong! If you've happened to play both games and your not feeling 1 or the other that's your OPINION. No qualms there.

I take issue when you disregard what's pretty much video game bible law that FF7 is a good game (the shit's great, amazing, nothing short of phenomenal, and one of the best vid games I've played EVER! But that's beside the point). Like come on!

Kingdom Hearts would not even exist if not for Final Fantasy 7! I was told the reason the game is so popular/good is its inclusion of disney characters... I'm glad the video game market's attempt to reel in young kids' lunch money got you.

No, the real reason the game was so widely received and popular was because of the inclusion of SQUARESOFT(ENIX now) characters. AKA final fantasy characters that had not graced a video game since the last final fantasy game they were included in (they don't make true sequels to the game you know. Except FFX.)

So while you were thinking its goofy, tarzan, simba, and Mickey it was really. Holy sh*t Cloud, Sephiroth, Squall, Aeris, etc. Are all back and playable again. Smarten up geez... I feel like this little segment on the history of BOTH of these great games isn't fitting enough..

Maybe a post later?? I said I was going in I just scratched the service though.. Lord knows I don't play with that series lol guess who I am?? (I don't think people could guess if I gave em 5 shots)

Btw can I please just get home? Wtf!? I don't think the scale of which I'm overly willing is ever under the right magnifying scope. There I go...

Gone...

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Bust em Up

I think I need a videogame chair with dual joysticks and an
encompassing orb surrounding it. Huh? Blame dave n buster's I just live
in this world.

I gotta say spending so much energy worrying about my appearance to
other people today has really tapped me out. Even though I was sleep
half the time lol.

A ride I'm definitely equipped to handle, I just didn't think today would
be the day for such things. Wrong again, but I'm NOT complaining no
time for that. Merely stating my displeasure with the way. some things
were handled in the realm of communication..

Damn that's tough lol

Ummm oh whenever I decide to start shouting out people in my life I
feel bad cause I purposefully leave folks out. Well you should know what
it is (and those that don't that's exactly what it is! Confusion covering
nothing.)

Basically I have you all in my heart. Sh*t the day I forget about some1
right? Dead*ss though unless you was some slide I shouldt've been talkin
to in the 1st place we good money! =p

Ahh retributions from past mistakes.. You can't say I didn't learn
anything! Or ahhh to be perceived to have learned something from the
past...

I'm thinking T.I. Here. Speaking of which, how many more pointless
interviews are there going to be for him? If its a promo run cool I got you
get your money my dude. Its the interviewers I'm taking up the beef
with.

Its been so well documented what happened to T.I. Can we stop
rehashing and actually get back to the MUSIC?? That's the most common
thing now when it comes to this sh*t.

Make it about the music. And keep it about the music.

I mean if a videogame is fun I'm not gonna hate cause it came from a
specific producer or studio. That's retarded. Need I tie that in with a
music analogy? (Jess??)

Anyway maybe I'll post it later, I just thought Larry King was stuck on the
boring topics. For me anyway...

So I'm leaving Dave n Busters FINALLY! No more tap lemonade. Hello
crystal geyser (my fav. Water...?). Just thinking of home..

Who misses my face? No answer to that question means I'ma stay waay
in the background. Not a bad thing but I'm kinda hoping some1 answers
so I can wild out.

Family time is over!

*3 cheers for Turtle wildin out!!*

Gone!
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vacation time the genesis

What up Kiki?

Kinda feel obligated to start like that may Kiki and I take the reasons to our grave lol. In all fairness I know I don't exactly do the best job of keeping up with everybody.

Then again, people don't exactly do a very good job of keeping up with me either.

*shrugs*

Point being I've come to the realization maybe Kiki needs more shine than she's been previously given. No problem with that, we have some things to catch up on don't we??

Time will tell... But don't be a d*ck about it geez lol (btw the playlist goin right now is crazy!!)

Jess is scowling somewhere, unless she gets the new whip then I'm good.

Geanna I'm in your city! Lol refer to the previous paragraph its complicated.

*more scowls*

'Damned if I do damned if I don't' but damn it I won't ever hold my tongue, everyone that matters to me is going through self change. Time to get in where I fit in.

Alex what's good? We got some catching up to do too! You out here and I only see you by 'accident' lol its all good though, I know what it is. As should you.

With summer vacation literally starting today I gotta wonder where all the pieces will be positioned 3 to 4 months from now. I guess there's quite a bit on the line when I take time to step back and look at the big picture.

Freakbody my dude its past time my dude. Time to put your body where your mind been why not this side then? (you gotta be high to get that.. Or hIghly inquisitive and knowledgeable bout the moves I'm making.

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*everybody's confused*

Uhhhh Bron Bron what gives?? That was NOT what I expected. I told everybody Cavs in 7 even after the slip-up in game 5, but damn yo... Its about to get ridiculous with the speculation. Jay-Z already calling into sports shows lobbying.

Its been 1 day!

Cali aint doing so well can't Obama set something up to jump start our economy? Hmmm I'm kidding, but dead*ss how worse off is Cleveland going to be if he leaves?

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See? Even I'm a victim (already). *speculation*

Yooo can we get 2 soul claps for hip hop? Damn if it hasn't been AMAZING these past months. I mean I've been very happy for a few different reasons. I'm assuming that means the rest of the world's been ecstatic.

Shout out to Nas, Damian Marley, Eminem, Charles Hamilton, Jean Grae, Jadakiss, Lupe, Blu, Fabolous, Asher Roth, Diggy (ill!!!!), J.Cole, B.o.B. (Paperboy!), Drake, Hov, Wiz Khalifa, Wayne, Talib & Hi-Tek, 50, Mos Def, Kid Cudi, Clipse, Outkast (can't wait for that Big Boi album)... Who else have I been rocking with... Fashawn, Dipset! Lol.. Kanye of course (ready for a crazy joint anyday now), Slaughterhouse, Cee-lo, Jay Electronica, Common.. That's all for now lol they deserve it though!

{*mostly just shout out to CH right Jess? Smh*}

I wanna get more into this sacramento music scene. I went to a few shows and I wasn't completely turned off to it, so there's hope! Lol I'll be giving some major shine to the 1st couple artist that really catch my ear.

916 all day ya heard!? Lol

I miss my facebook page already! But the deletion of that was so necessary. Some day I'll be back on there to share memories and smiles with my REAL friends. Til then pardon my back.

Twitter's getting ready to catch the same fate. I dead*ss don't like spies. I despise them lol. Not really I'm just wanting to zone it in. Family, Inner circle, the rest of you.

I don't feel like 'the rest of you' should be rewarded access to sh*t I'm doing. Cause you don't know me, and you don't care to GET to know me. So why should I care if your context is always inside the box I stepped out of?

Again why should I care your context Is always inside the box I stepped out of?

Again.. Lol jp point received I'm guessing. The stupid part is 'the rest of you' don't even know about the blog or care to take time to read it once its discovered.

So who's ridiculous in this situation? Them, or me for talking to them knowing I'm being ignored? Its ok I don't take any of you seriously.

It's only when I find out the people I thought/think are on the same page as me aren't that I really get to bugging anyway. (You paying attention yet?)

I like where I'm at though, simply because I'm not comfortable. Its either stay stagnant blanketed with that uncomfortable feeling or stick with the far fetched (to them) plan I laid out in my head this time last year.

Setbacks aside, my seed been growing. Its just a matter of how much of me I'm going to dedicate to nourishing it. Basically I have the keys, the driver's seat, the condo, and the safe.

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Speaking of seed's and keys. I'm looking forward to being a positive male figure for a few youngins. Its important and another thing that's past due..

Lastly, I guess don't ride if your unsure you can handle the trip.

Gone!



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DO I MAKE SENSE YET!?

Or am I just... Senseless?