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Sunday, September 26, 2010

My skin's grown thin.

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Should be the title to something I'm writing cause it's ill lol... What if every blog was written out into some sort of verse/poem before it actually became the blog entry you eventually read? Hmmmm... Just something to think about...

Stop letting things get to you and just get to the things 1st. That's the point of this here entry. I don't want to be on my spiteful sh1t, because I know I can, and I go in. I don't know what it is in me that allows me to possess such an embodiment of evil, but trust me it's there. Instead of attacking those I'm not in good standings with, I'm going to effectively ignore them.


"All you care about is..."

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The statement that set me off, or a summary of it paraphrased for your crystal clear understanding. I don't know, I just LOVE being told what I do and don't care about. I should let people do that more often.. Next time for that, however, this time I will definitely take heed of what was said. People have to be accountable for what comes out of their mouths it's as simple as that.

I wish people would slap me with some direct quotes geez... It'd be that much harder to talk my way out of something.

I don't want to go on too long there was a reason for this specifically, and I think I've achieved it. Just letting you all know I'm a little more fed up than I was yesterday. Which consequently is me being more fed up than I was the day before. It's just NOT a good look.

When some1 says "all you care about.... blah blah blah blah" to me they better be ready to eat the whole damn sentence. *sighs* spiteful. Maybe, but what about motivational? Like I'm going to either motivate you or myself to make a change, and when I flick the switch to undergo that change? SMH

That's it lol







*But what the hell do I know I just chill UNDER trees*

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Fall back!

If I'm too much of anything in a negative connotation fall the f*ck back. Reason being, I don't need to hear what I'm not to you, if you feel that way get another me. Dime a dozen I'm sure, go shopping and buy your happiness cause I'm NOT it. Just felt the extra need to put this out here coming off a night where I was back outside and feeling very out of place.

I know what I like/love and what I don't, it's that simple. Forcing me to change what I know to work for me isn't a good look. Forcing yourself to change what you know won't work for you isn't a good look. Does anybody feel me, like can I get a good look? This goes for every single relationship I can think of.

Don't want to think of them at the moment, I know I NEED to work on them so I'm not looking like the perfect saint here. As stated above, just felt the need to address it. Be happy with me, or be happy without me. I think the past half year has shown I'm comfortable or confused enough to foot it alone. Chill.




More to come later. Trying to decipher the difference between a blog and a facebook note. There has to be a difference (in concept and context) otherwise there's no need for both of them, and I need both of them. Do you need it?
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DO I MAKE SENSE YET!?

Or am I just... Senseless?