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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I'm a fan, what can I say?

I'm into these playoffs, not because I love basketball (which would be reason enough), but because I know regardless of the outcome of either of the series its going to be some damn good basketball being played in the finals. Don't take this as me trying to find a way to back out of my predictions (caved and LA in the finals), because I'm not doing that. Though at the moment its looking more like a toss up in the denver LA series, and as I write this Cleveland is doing everything in their power NOT to go down 3-1 in the series (while still being down 3 in this game).

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All that to say this. I really am enjoying every game in both series. Yes, I'm a Laker fan 1st, but what so many people forget is that I'm a student of basketball and a fan of THE GAME, before any loyalty issues even come up. Yale watching to be entertained, I'm learning, going to the gym and improving MY game. Dig me?

*think about this..*

How ill would it be to have a cleveland/denver finals?? First we have to discard this notion of Lean vs. Robe. So many people don't realize that these two play two different positions, and wouldn't be matched up with one another. Lean vs. Mel however? Yea two players separated by 10 pounds (Lebanese 275 to memo's 265 according to league officials) AND that play the same position seems more likely, and may be more entertaining (given how each of them are playing). So Cleveland against Denver has that match up.. However, assuming that everybody forgot how dangerous Orlando was/is (damn it must suck to be Gamer Nelson. They don't need you bro! Lot damn no shots though). We probably will be looking at Orlando against whoever comes out of the West. Honestly, I saw this coming though, probably when Orlando had to go through Philly. Everybody wrote them off because they struggled in that series, well, Philly was a good team. As was Boston, so they were being challenged unlike the Cave who were impressive but didn't really play anyone in my eyes anyway. I think the same thing happened with LA. Houston was scary good. I knew this going into the playoffs, and them losing Yap allowed them to switch their playing style up, while maintaining the freelance play that made them so dangerous in the first place (albeit without Yap clogging the middle up).

*point being..?*

The teams left are left for a reason. All of them are talented, deep, and capable of scoring a lot of points. Oh, and for those of you counting out Cleveland I would be careful. Its never easy to measure an individuals desire to win, and what that desire can do for a particular team. My only knock on Orlando thus far, is they may not be mature enough to handle this 3-1 cushion they've acquired over Cleveland. As for the western conference finals, I find it funny how everyone has reacted to LA's play. For one, am not worried. I think they've been tested by good teams pretty much. I also think they'll win out in this Denver series, but hey maybe I just have a lot of faith in my team?

*shrugs*

That's the end of the basketball rant. Movie night!! Gone!

Rebel2Society

Why the hell not..

Nothing interesting going on in my life right now. Sidelined for (at least) a day lol, and that's because I'm forcing myself to stay in today.. sucks...

*Sighs*

Movie night tonight though! lol I'm juiced (1st one since I've been back).. To continue on with this randomness here's an interview with everybody's new favorite rapper (not mine yours lol). Enjoy.




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Rebel2Society

Monday, May 25, 2009

Its only Fair..



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A lot can be learned from that situation. First, let me applaud dude because he held his temper in check, and DIDN'T react out of anger after being caught with a tough right hook lol. Second, he was man enough to apologize for the wrong he contributed to the situation. I'm just saying, I've been in situations where I wish I would have reacted how he did, so big ups to him. Lastly, I feel like it's important to spread positivity. I don't just want to post dude getting punched out so everybody can harp on the negativity of the situation. This gives everybody a chance to see the whole situation through..

Anyway I Gotta go! Got the Tyson documentary on (this dude scares me still..) and some Baskin Robbins to eat (LnF killing hers super fast! FATTY! LMAO)! Gone!

Rebel2Society

Friday, May 22, 2009

ROCK the Mic lol...

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Gangsta. lmao he was walking right into that, and she was NOT playing! How can you not respect that? Ladies, Skeezers, hoodrats, take notes! That's how you let a N*gga know you not playing dead ass!!! lmao. Gone! (exclamations back!!! )

Rebel2Society

Who The Hell Is Runnin This Blog!?










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A lot of things are tainted right now.. I just wanna be CLEAN! Gone..

Rebel2Society

DEAD ASS THOUGH LMBLACKAO!!!!!

Yo Dead Ass man I'm Like this n*gga now. F*ck what you heard or thought about me in the past cause its not true Dead Ass yo. I'm him, and him, and him (that's 3 for those of you at home). Dead ass life has been something else hitting that good ol' Cali soil. Don't get me wrong, there are definitely problems out here dead ass! lmblackao. But I'm here! feel me? Like, I feel so much stronger dealing with things. AND staying clean dead ass lol. (Not funny though dead ass)this entry really has no meaning or purpose dead ass. I just found out that I am who I've been listening to all this time dead ass. Sh*t is crazy liberating dead ass! The only problem is I never know which one I'm going to turn into feel me? soooooo ummmm... Maybe you should disregard this, and dead ass try not to be too annoyed with me, dead ass yo I'm trying to control it! lmblackao Gone!

Rebel2Socie.errrr Charles Ham.. errr.. Dal.ummm Mack... no no none of those are right lmblackao. Damn.. smh

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Shut Up & Listen!

People need to keep things in perspective really.. I'm too the point where if my association with you means I'm inviting headaches into my life, I'd rather walk away. Not to say I don't value people in my life, just to say I value LIVING life. It's too short to be weighed down by nonsense, and with that said, a lot of opportunities have been missed the last few days due to nonsense.

*SO KEEP THE B.S. FROM AROUND ME!!!*

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I didn't start this entry to complain about that though, rather instead to ask for help (which I most likely will not receive via my blog, but whatever), and get some things off of my mind.

I have a friend who is going through a lot right now. I know what it is he's going through, (though I'm not sure I am supposed to) and I know it is probably one of the worst things this person could have to deal with. How do I approach my friend? Seriously, do I come right out like look I heard what happened and I'm sorry blah blah. Or do I just talk to him and wait to see if this person enlightens me on the situation? I just do not have a clue as to how to approach this..

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Which is why pettier problems have really pissed me off lately. Get over it or get the f*ck out of my life people. I'm staring at crossroads in my life trying to decide what fits best, and which directions to take. It's difficult to say the least but I have found my old form of therapy. That being the gym, thank God for that. There's nothing like being in the gym with a ball and just doing you, and that's not even to say that I'm alone or want to be alone at the gym. Just that I love being in the gym working on my game (which for the moment, won't be showcased anywhere next year..). I don't know, what my new attitude is going to bring to me but i'm looking forward to finding out...

*Enough of that.. Lighter Note*

I've listened to some new hip hop and and a little disappointed to say, well, I'm disappointed lol. Busta's new joint is ehhhh, with way too many guest appearances (and Ron Brownz lol). Thinking on it now though, I guess I'm really not THAT disappointed, I just never expected Busta to come with a dud (and he did lol). Method Man and Redman came correct with Blackout!2 so that was cool. Lastly, Sho Tufli (featured on this blog some entries ago) delivered a nice mixtape based off Cam'ron's past work. Did I mention Relapse and Crime Pays?? Both Em and Cam went IN on their individual projects respectfully.

Me? I'm stuck in Hamilton's world, so I am listening to anything but him whenever my mind allows me too. What can I say when the world is throwing darts at me and pain is accumulating around me, THAT n*gga gets it. So it helps to say the least. Nothing else to say really.. I miss everybody that I dont see anymore (The Kansas kids lol), and that's really it.. Gone..

Rebel2Society

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Refreshing....




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Be back to normal soon I think.. Enjoy that in my absence. Gone..

Rebel2Society

Sunday, May 17, 2009

My Most Important Blog Yet

I'm not at all a hateful person, but I don't deny my feelings and right now, I hate women/females/girls. Not to say if I see a girl walking down the street I'm on some belligerent mess, I'm just saying right now its a no go. People do hurtful things. Girls do hurtful things out of spite to cause more hurting. I've always had such an optimistic view on love and people in general, but my last year reshaped my views on people, and current situations are reshaping my views on love.

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This is not about me being IN love, it's not even directly related to a love interest of mine. I've always been the fly on the wall with the best view on what's going on around me. Unfortunately around me, isn't a very comfortable surrounding at the moment. I'm so happy to be home, but that doesn't mean home is perfect (it's certainly better than where I was previously at in Pittsburg, Kansas because there's love and stronger support systems here)and I can acknoledge that. Me and my B**** (Marley) are going to make it though, and that's really all that matter. I just have to learn to abide by my own rules while keeping it respectful...

Is it possible to love that which you hate?

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Rebel2Society

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Understanding


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Had a crazy conversation with someone today that really made me think about my situation. Quick recap, I'm walking home and I see a familiar truck up ahead parked on the side of the road with it's hazard lights on. The car then goes in reverse stops on the side and me, when the driver instructs me to get in. I knew him, so I did. Hence, crazy conversation. Gained a brand new understanding for this person, and I think (pending on my current viewpoints) will definitely help in the long run.

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I'm striving to understand that which I currently cannot. It's a long journey, but right now I'm falling back. Way back. Gone...

Rebel2Society

Friday, May 15, 2009

At The Moment This Is Where I'm At.

I love when the most difficult decisions I have to make are the ones that don't really matter much in the grand scheme of things. I'm sitting here (where I won't say) eyes burning, nodding in and out of consciousness, but hey, I gotta blog it's what I do! Lol anyway, I'm bout to break my ipod out, haven't listened to it all day (purposefully) and its about time. Here's the kicker...


*Drum Roll*

Do I use these?

Bose Quiet Comfort In Ear Buds


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I'd get a crisp focused sound with a bit of bite to it, and allow me to spazz out without waking the neighbors (lol yeah I'm sharing my space right now..).

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Beats By Dr. Dre


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These Monsters (pun intended) are going to provide a rich sound and allow me to hear things in a song I never knew existed! Downside? Do I want to scare my neighbors with the immacably loud noise, followed by maniacle head bobbin? I know before I get where I'm going I'm going to be Beatin down the block.. ? hmmm... I'm passin out writing this, dead ass. I'm gonna close my eyes reach into my back and get ready for this jam session. Gone!

Rebel2Society

It Is But It Aint...




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Rebel2Society

Thursday, May 14, 2009

The Cali Gon Creep Out.. Watch your F***** Mouth

Wooooooow really? I thought we were PAST this. I'm tired of the attitudes, and as I told everybody, and have been making a point to mention in this very blog of mine, I'm all about peace right now! Any negative energy/ feelings you have keep them the f*** from me, because I'm in a differen't place in my life. smh... People are crazy yo. I really don't understand it.. I've had my share of bad days out here, and believe me I know what its like to feel like the whole world is stepping on your throat, but to use that as an excuse to treat people bad isn't cool. Hear me when I say I'M SPEAKING OUT OF EXPERIENCE! (<<--Kanye style caps on that a** lol)I've been the a**hole that people didn't want to be around because of my attitude, and guess what? It's not fun being by yourself. You may think it's ok at first and your getting along fine,(and maybe you feel like being out here outside of your country you are by yourself)but trust me you will regret it.


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Now Kiki, I'm talking directly to you, and not because you pissed me off with your sh*tty attitude that you decided to cop when everybody was chilling on some good vibe sh*t (which you did). But because your treating your friends like sh*t (and I'm not included in that group). I know let me guess, I don't know you blah blah blah. Shut up for a second and listen, because I may not know you, but I know people (and you've displayed a great amount of immaturity through this all). In the last two weeks I have dealt with OTHER people's problems. Bulimia, money issues, sadness, etc. I didn't do that because I had to, I did it because when I associate with people, I don't do it unless I genuinely care. So shovel that people don't know you sh*t all you want. I don't care, but I will tell you this. (Strictly from my perspective) You have GOOD friends (and again, I'm not putting myself in that list), but if you keep acting the way you have been, you will be left alone. Maybe, that's what you want, but you owe it to them as a friend to stop acting like such an immature baby all the time. I'm just trying to give you my honest opinion, and I'm using my blog as the forum to do so because you seem to "not care" when I approach you any other way. This is in no way to put you out there, just to get my message across to you (besides I feel like I might explode if I were to say this in your face and I don't want to do that. So this keeps it calm for the time being), I can take it down after you've read it no problem.


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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Soothing Silence

Quick post because I feel some kind of way without updating this for ya'll. Today was super relaxing on my end. Slept for more then 2 hours for the first time in like 2 weeks. Played ball with the teammates that I love (lol I love em all but come on you know what I mean), and got my workout in. I gotta get right LnF don't play that mess. My departure out of this town cannot come fast enough, nothing against anyone here, but I need this for me. Life is really about to be upgraded for me in the next 4 months, and I CAN'T WAIT!! I have so much I want to speak about on here, so be on your p's and q's. You should have realized by now I'm nocturnal and this blog pops at night anyway lol. Speaking of which, I know i'm an insomniac, and I should probably get some pills to help that problem. However, Eminem's new album got me bugged on taking anything in capsule form lol. Dead ass though... Still detoxing. You should be proud.. Wait is it detoxing if... Nah that's another post altogether. Be up with me! Or check me when your up and it's light outside. In which case I'll be zoning out to some music trying to stay squeaky (clean duh). Gone!

Rebel2Society

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Bipolar I Am



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See this sh*t right here, is exactly the opposite of the last post. What's crazy about it is I meant them both equally. Sometimes I just can't get over the things people do. I try to understand things from all angles but obviously it doesn't work all the time. It's funny a friend of mine said that my last entry was better then the rest. To which I replied "why?" and she told me because it was happier................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

Happier? Ok let's get one thing out the way for all of you who read this. I'm living life, so I will experience my ups and downs, and I will report it to you how I feel. I won't call you out, but saying things like that almost makes me not want you to check up on this sh*t altogether. Maybe I'm tripping (it's been a very rough night), but I feel that way because if all you can take from this is happy or negative, your missing the point. Somebody please feel me out there.

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Rebel2Society

Nowadays Is Some Funny Times...

This is a message for those I've fallen out of touch with and still care about. What's crazy is a lot of people I've been talking to recently have been echoing these same sentiments to me, (in a different fashion)anyway I like this joint and the message is ill so I'm gonna leave ya'll with it to think about..





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Sometimes things just happen. Dead ass, it's not always some crazy underlying problem that causes things to go bad/south/no where at all. I can't wait to reconnect with some people.. Gone.

Rebel2Society

surprise surprise I wanna take a ride..

Its semi-early here, and I have an apt full of unpacked items.
Eyes are burning from sleep deprivation(I told ya'll insomnia
aint nothing to f*ck with!) as I sit amongst all of my prized
belongings. Getting real nostalgic, but that's ok memories are
great tools of inspiration...

*Detoxing Sucks*

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Yeah I'm clean, and clear headed. I'm not going to front on the
feeling, its great. Especially considering that I hit rock bottom
in my life about a week ago. Homeless, addictions, and the depressing
realization that I couldn't take care of the (other)girl that got me
(and Ivan.. What's good homie) through the year. Once again music was
my escape. Shout out to my fav. Rapper (I mean musician)
Charles Hamilton. Dude kept me alive with his music, so I'm forever
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Thank you music. I don't want people to get things wrong and
misconstrue what's being said. I had people to talk to, but
at the end of the day, I was alone. I had to climb various hurdles by myself.

"I sold my soul to myself, I'm so alone" Charles Hamilton
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It's deeper than ACTUAL human interaction. The point is, sitting here
in this living room, I feel great(covered in dirt... It was a deep hole I
had to climb out of) and ready to approach what's coming NEXT. 4 days and
counting down to my reunion with California sunshine.(I know what YOUR thinking
LnF.. and then again, maybe I don't.. But its intentional) Don't really
know what I'm going to do first, but then again, does it really f***** matter?


I'M GOING HOME!!!!


I'm contemplating stepping up and being the bigger person(again) in order to
salvage some relationships that were real tight knit at one point, but
as of right now? Naaaah! (No shots, just a lot of OTHER important things on
my mind) Fam 1st/Born leaders/foreign tongues reunion! Can't wait, but
there's some cracks in our armor that I'm determined to fix up when I
touch down. mmmmhhh home cooked meals.. *eyes closed with a koo-laid smile*
And like I said I'm clean. Its quiet!!














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I don't care WHAT you think about this, just THAT you THINK
About all this. I wasn't lying, I want to connect with ya'll,
and I'm not at all ashamed to do that. (even if it means revealing
some secrets of my life along the way.) This blog is going to pop before
it's all said and done, but I need ya'll help! Or not,
whatever. I love this sh*t and I'm going to do it regardless!
Are YA'LL going to be along for the ride? (I hope so lol) Gone!

Rebel2Society

Monday, May 11, 2009

I Gotta Admit

I haven't really listened to new 'sensation'(no shots) B.o.B. aka Bobby Ray, no real reason either. I plan to and I will, my first impression of him is a happy dude who is obviously influenced by Andre 3000. (<<--- Damn I gave him the top 3 snub lol) His first single is cool I guess, I'm just going to have to sit down and listen to him. With that said, when you are a new artist (signed with T.I.'s Grand Hustle) and you have Lupe Fiasco in the studio with you to collaborate, you have to have something special about yourself. So yea, this sh*t has me curious and excited..



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Rebel2Society

Needed A Laugh.. This is Too Funny




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Liberated from Kanye's blog via: hypebeast

Lmao that n*gga was OD'in with the chalk. smh. Gone!

Rebel2Society

For The Gamers





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If you rock with video games and your not excited about this what the hell is the matter with you? Dead ass, I'm still playing Call of Duty 4 Modern Warfare to this day faithfully. Best believe when it drops I'll have my preordered copy ready to do work on the world! I'm a gamer 4real, I does this!!! Lol If you think I'm just talking PLEASE get at me on the ps3, I'm begging you! Gamertag iiiiiiiiiissss

Growthstyle

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Lonely Loser





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Exactly how I've felt all F***** day. Also how I sum up my time out here in Pittsburg Kansas. What will the next 3 months have in store for me? Loneliness + Insomnia = ME the lonely loser. Charles get me. Yeah I have relationships (though its amazing how quickly and drastically people change up, my phone aint rang in a month), I have company but that doesn't change the fact i'm LONELY! At the moment the only thing stopping me from exploding is my MUSIC. 5 days and counting. Gone.

Rebel2Society

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Closing It Out..

Just like I said, here are the battles Em was in and some extensive history of why. enjoy... Or feel very sorry for the people on the receiving end of all of this (at least 2 out of the 3). Whatever.

*Eminem vs Benzino (Em's song 1st followed by Benzino's)*




*Eminem vs Canibus*








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*Bonus Em (and G-unit) Going at Ja Rule*

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http://www.trshady.com/eminemenemies/JaRule/ (Em and Ja beef history)

http://www.epinions.com/content_4296515716 (Em and Canibus beef history)

http://www.trshady.com/eminemenemies/Benzino/ (Em and Benzino beef history)


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For the record I rock out to Ja Rule songs, I think Benzino sucks, Canibus is one of the illest lyrcist EVER, and Eminem is in my top 3 of ALL TIME. (won't tell you what number, you can hit me up for that lol)I don't hold a bias toward any of them,(except Benzino, that n*gga is ass yo) cause they're all hip hop, AND I F***** LOVE HIP HOP! Don't get it twisted!

Yeah I know I'm crazy with this sh*t lol Gone!

Rebel2Society

The Recap

It's been a hectic week for me, and it's probably only going get more hectic in the next few days, but hey, I'm going HOME in 6 days!! You can't tell me NOTHING! I feel like I've been getting caught up in a lot of OTHER peoples problems, and in the end my advice (while it may be taken) is starting to sound like a broken record. Therefore, I'm done giving it. I've been preaching peace and tranquility all week, so I'm done dealing with anything that isn't that (even if it's just me THINKING its something negative I'm not dealing with it)...



--------------------------->>>>Moving On<<<<------------------------------

I've heard from a lot of excited people back home, damn it feels good lol. I'm about to be making some major moves in the next month, and of course your all going to be updated. I only ask you keep the hate to yourselves. Been meeting a lot of new interesting people that are going to be featured on this blog so that's coming too. (Shout out to BeeColl aka Bridgette and Mr.Flores aka Tonio.. I'm beefin with a Rod homie won't call you that lol) All in all, it's just looking lovely for me, and I can't wait to expand on relationships I have, and rekindle ones that kind of got away. It's bout to be a great summer..

*Random*

I can write, I know I can, but yeah I'm in a slump. No you didn't get the fact that I was just putting it down to do it, but oh well you've kick started a whole new rant in my blackberry. YES I'm tight about your criticism. Yes I'm going at you. Yes i'm going to make you change your F***** mind.


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I'm out for now, got a date with the prettiest dog in the world. I'm gonna have the actual proof I was speaking about posting yesterday in my last blog up in a little while though, so be on the look out for that. Its Quiet! Ahhhhh yessss! lol. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Saturday, May 9, 2009

You Dont Want This.. Nah Dead Ass Trust Me!!!

Yoooo a lot of people have been shooting off at the mouth about one particularly great MC, who happens to be none other than Eminem. Do yourselves a favor, CUT IT OUT!!! Rick Ross, You can rap homie I respect your spit game (pause) but regardless of whether or not you are calling Em out to boost your new albums awareness, or you just want the extra challenge dont do it. Nick Cannon, you actually have the right to be salty towards Marshall. Lol he got at your wife something crazy, but honestly, you really think you can do enough harm (if any at all) to slander Em's career?? Smh. He's (Em) been doing this since day one of his career and after a loooooong a** hiatus (5 years since his last solo album) dude dropped crack a bottle (1st single off relapse) only to see that sh*t shatter itunes digital record for downloads.(400,000 in a week) So please chill with all that 'I'm gonna teach Marshall a lesson talk', people want to hear him diss your wife (I mean not specifically, but people want Eminem doing what Eminem does) lol.



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*Want Proof?*

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HOW MANY BIG NAME ARTIST HAVE YOU EVER HEARD GO AT EMINEM?

HOW MANY BIG NAME ARTIST HAVE YOU EVER HEARD DISRESPECT EMINEM?

HOW MANY MANY BIG NAME ARTIST HAVE YOU HEARD EMINEM OUTSHINE?

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Friday, May 8, 2009

Agony of Defeat


























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That's what happens when I get my ass whooped 10 rounds in a row on COD4. Smh. It aint always about big booty girls lol.. Gone!

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Thursday, May 7, 2009

Going To Panama

Gotta excercise the male in me I'm with BK Cyph I'm taking a trip to Panama word to my Mama! Check it out as reported by Nahright.com

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BK Cyph - Ode To Panamanian Cricket



A few days ago, Gotty over at TSS published what we’ve come to refer to in the Nah comments section as “The Greatest Post in the History of Blogging”.

God bless the homie BK Cyph for giving me an excuse to re-post these pics.

Says him:

A few days ago some pics leaked online of some chicks at a Cricket game in Panama. FUCKIN AMAZING! Some folks are claiming photoshop and that may be the case, but I couldn’t take that chance. I’ve already booked my flight to Panama City and I’m embarking on a Borat-like expedition- wish me luck. But before I left, I decided to write a little song about it for your listening pleasures. Oh yeah, shouts to Cassie and all the good folks in the dELiA*s mailroom. HA!

BK Cyph - Ode To Panamanian Cricket

Hit the jump(url) for more perfection.

http://nahright.com/news/2009/05/07/bk-cyph-ode-to-panamanian-cricket/#more-35098

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Btw shout out to Nahright.com for earning that number one blog site. Truly, the illest! Gone!

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I Just Wanna Be Successful...............

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All I want to do is have a blog people are into. That's it, (16)nothing more nothing less! (lmao LnF remember when that was stuck in my head all spring break!?)Anyway, I'm going to be doing more to make sure I'm doing my part to make this the best blog it can be. Internet training 101 coming up I guess lol. Dead ass though a forum for discussion has been created and I'm guiding it the best I can, I need YOUR help though. I'm open to whatever my email (kingxpoetic@aol.com) is open to whoever wants to hit me up, and I DO RESPOND TO EVERYONE! Tell your friends, family, whoever lol. Let's get this thing poppin and usher in the summer the right way..











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It's almost here! Shout out to Ivan and Squishy they got an early headstart on the season (summer). One more to Ms. Hill (Michelle not Lauren lol) cause she's writing her a** off lol..

I beat 12am (well not technically 12am for the whole US but for the midwest and the left coast I'm straight!).. Now wait until AFTER 12am should be interesting... Gone!



























P.S. Merry Summer..?

http://www.zshare.net/audio/59735642f13bb9d8/
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http://www.zshare.net/audio/5973684443e95d2b/
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Now time for some online gaming via Ps3.. LnF you aint even ready!! (Street Fighter 4, Killzone 2, Call of Duty 4, NBA 2k9.... Gamertag: Growthstyle )<<--- Who want what!? Gone!(4real)

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Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Word To Turtle

Tranquility isn't hard to find when your alone, but try finding it when you can't get a minute to yourself and you'll be looking for awhile. It becomes draining trying to balance my personalities. I don't want to be rude, but I don't really want the connections or support right now either. Everything has been moving so fast lately, I haven't had a moment to just take it all in. Granted, I suppose it may be that way for a lot of people...

*Ranting*

People are going to be missed, but I'm living in the memories they left me with. It's never any different, but it is what it is..


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Everybody has to fall into THEIR place and play THEIR role in MY life. Think about that. I determine YOUR roles, and believe me you can't jump around. Like I said it is what it is..

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Exactly how I'm feeling right now, just with a false sense of strength. (Obviously that n*gga strong 4real lol)Too much going on, a lot of eyes watching what i'm going to do next. People plotting against me, or just not acknowledging what I want to do to the world. My parents see me as the child they raised, but yo I can't be that for them forever. Love interest hmmmmmmm? (well wtf did I pick Hercules for anyway? lol). Dependable animal, (Marley what up baby!) and the mentors in my life that are too SHORTsighted to see the big picture.. All the while, I'm smiling with this huge weight on me. I'm GOING to get it off me, but damn this place isn't where it's going to happen. Gone.

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I Ain't No Joke

My predictions is crucial! lol I'm just talking sh*t real entry coming soon. Gone!

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Long Time Coming..

This girl is probably the most frustrating person to do this for. Why? Indecisiveness lol. I pretty much had to steal this and do this without her blessing because it's been how long now??? Exactly. Anyway, here it is untitles in all its rawness(?). I like to think it would be titled something like 'combustion' or 'my imploding ways' (??), but whatever, it's here. Enjoy.

Michelle Hill's Untitled piece.


Its all crashing down on me the weight of all that shouldn't be not handling
just like i should Knowin still doin like i would pavin my own destructive path
planned it out but didn't do the math who knows in time this all may pass just
right on by can't close my eyes starin into what might be adapting right in
front of me how could they front on me i hide them under things buried them real
deep seemingly discreet tossed the key everything constantly haunting my dreams
thievery stealing everything sweet these feelings i hide feelings so strong when
hidden they shine through shit that i drug them through all the hate and the
anger i made them accountable for amounting to more pain than i felt before
though they go ignored cause im doin all i can not to feel stealin time from
what Just might be real but it doesn't seal the deal im still here once again
paying the bill for all i've done no ditch and run cause im always lookin back
knowin they're on my track less than one step ahead all i want is just unsaid
security a freedom to speak a way to break free at times only not to be me





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What's all the F***** Fussin For?




















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LA is fine. Lose Game 1 of a BEST OF SEVEN SERIES and people go crazy. Smh.People should go back a few blogs and peep my predictions so far. lol yea I know I'm good at this. That's why I'm chill.. Gone!

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Tuesday, May 5, 2009

My Momma Loves Me..

As corny as it may be my mommy sends me things on the daily to let me know she's thinking about me and loves me dearly. This sh*t right here homie! This sh*t right here!!!!!! lmao let me stop.. Thanks Mom I love you.

Here's today's:
Daily Horoscope Extended Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Feel as if you've been through an emotional ringer lately? Take heart -- you're due for a break now. Your great attitude has made everything go smoothly lately -- good for you! Tempers are cooling, fortunes are turning, and you are set for a traveling opportunity. You will be able to learn more about a different culture or cultural event you've always been curious about. Fill today with exploration and feed your curiosity. It will stimulate your mind.

Daily Horoscope Extended Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Cultural considerations are foremost in your mind right now, and your great social energy ensures that you can explore and learn much more than usual. It's a great time to travel and Being polite and having good manners is important, but if someone is rude to you, you certainly don't owe them any courtesies. If someone pushes your buttons, then let them have it. Celebrate your obnoxious side today and use your creativity to craft an insult that will really get your point across. You aren't someone who can sit quietly while someone disrespects you or a love one, so why act like you are? Conveying truth in you actions is never a mistake.


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Need A Laugh

For me, these joints don't ever fail lol. Some people need these damn laughs more than me though, and why is that? It's supposed to be Quiet for people, and positivity sold by the pound. (and I even said F that I'll give away the positive vibes for free! smh) Anyway let the F*ckery begin..



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I can't count how many times me and LnF (yeah I wrote it wrong on person a**holes) split our sides watching these next two. Peep dudes proper diction go out the window FAST! lmao



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Hands down yo I can't remember f*ckery that stayed relevant (to me) for this long. I first saw this like the beginning of summer I think (I'm probably wrong LnF?? you remember?) lmao this was being talked about at water coolers!! If you just judge it on its own merit it's still some funny sh*t. (stupid yes, ignorant hell yes, but still funny)Watch this sh*t AND read the subtitles you'll see someone has a great sense of humor(and too much time on their hands lol). HILARIOUS!

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*Drumroll................... The Art of Being OWNED coming up!*




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DAAAAAAAAAMMMMMNNNNN HOMIE! (c) 50 Cent. lmao this is just mean spirited Jaime. I don't know what happened to this n*gga, but really, how good could life after this sh*t be?? lmao... he called that n*gga Doug Christie..

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Anyway I've laughed plenty just writing this for ya'll I hope some people learn to put aside all the negative mess. Time wherever you are, is too short to be wasting with all that BS! Ivan, miss you homie, get home and get right. Squishy do what you said you would, your moving for a REASON remember? Me, I'ma keep doin exactly that! (T.U.R.T.L.E.)






*this post is Dedicated to the one and only Jessica Davis love you!* Gone!


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Reflection Eternal (dope title ill album too)

Right now I'm stuck reflecting on EVERYTHING! It's not so much a bad thing, as it is a wake up call for me. What a year what a year.. I'll be home the 16th now! Hopefully the date doesn't get pushed back like 50's album, but I think I'll be good. (sorry 50 I've been quoting you all week, you can take alil hate!)

Here's the thing. I am now (another rapper quote coming...........)being forced to budget like I have 5 dollars in my sole possession. Finding out where to get what cheap, free, and/or passing because I know I can't afford it. I used to be deadly with sh*t like this. Not so much anymore, it's cool though I'm excepting the challenge as my LAST before I go home for the summer. Meaning no more negativity!!!
I have a pretty right sized hole in my heart right now as it is, so everybody lets just chill and enjoy breathing for awhile..

(....... Now!) "Struggle another sign that God love you, cause on the low being po make you humble. Keep they names in my rhymes try to keep them out of trouble. Cause on the low bein po also teach you how to hustle." Wasalu Jacobs







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That's Lupe by the way, and damn if I don't feel them words right now.. Life is just crazy to me. I've learned not to be too up or too down in any given situation, but instead, just LIVE.

Missing Ya'll right now.

Probably not going to get any responses for this question I'm about to pose, but if I don't ask I would be NOT considering everyone and I don't want that. (this time lol)

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Should I add a music player to my blog? I'm thinking people might get annoyed opening up the page to hear some ill form of music jolt out at them through their speakers (sh*t makes me jump everytime!). I'm thinking I will, unless the people (you) speak against it. Fair enough? I think so, since it is MY blog and all lol..

I'm feeling like I need a good laugh perusing through various youtube videos should do the trick (don't worry I'll share with ya'll too... But first.. -->>). I think tonight is the night I share my featured artist with the rest of the world. It's been a minute since I mentioned this, and I'm tired of all the stalling! (she's nervous) anyway work from her soon. Remember it's positivity is the zone I'm in. Keep your negativity to yourself!!

With that out the way I leave you with something to show you how I'm thinking right now (For people who don't read)....









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Think on THAT. Gone!

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Scary





shout out to lovi23

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*My Mind state*
Let that sh*t play while you read this..
Life can come at you so fast sometimes its hard to handle everything at once. I've had a fairly basic idea of what was going to happen to me, and those close to me in the near future. I was fine with knowing that people had to move on, and things had to change. It wasn't until that change blindsided me and decided today was the day things were going down. Damn it sucks. There's a reason why yesterday was a no show on my part. I couldn't take how fast everything was coming at me. It was emotional, and instead of describe that emotion with art, or for your entertainment, I took it all in. Surreal. The crazy thing is my dude leaving was just the start of the snowball effect that is taking place, so I really can't dwell on it like I would like to.


I left ya'll with a 50 cent quote a few entries back, and here I am living that quote. It's not fun watching people you spent a whole year with up and leave you. Period. In most cases, I'm not going to be sad though. Only because I know most of them are about to better their lives, and I can't ask for anything more from people that I care about. LIVE! If your going to do one thing for me live you life to the fullest, and don't forget about me while your doing it! Dead ass.

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Sunday, May 3, 2009

Top Of The World.. I LOVE It Up Here!!!

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Anyway Back to hip hop. I'm listening to everything right now, I can't even front on my ipod, its the sh*t! lol Big ups to my man ZQ for the music suggestions. I'm gonna get into that tomorrow(pause!) Word though, to be cool with me you gotta connect with music and that dude definitely gets it..




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I'm tired of the word "freestyle" getting thrown around. Dead ass if your not coming off the top of the dome then your not freestyling. Smh..

*Need an example*

Bear in mind I have nothing against either of these artist (I listen to them BOTH daily. So chill with the I'm hating talk before you even start!)

*Freestyle*



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Now the cypher, that's a different story altogether. Bring whatever you got if you stepping into a cypher!! lmao written freestyled that sh*t better be hot! Ain't nothing like a live cypher though gotta love it.

*One of The Few things BET gets right every year*




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They Let they cool go and started freestyling for a minute lol (Only for a min. Though) Wish more big names (on Kanye, and Game level) would step up like this.
That's that hip hop! Gone! (again)

real fast

What's the deal with? Lol naah I'm just playing. Off my Seinfeld appreciation mode for a minute. This is just a quick what's goin on I guess, couldn't have a repeat of May 1st (no blogs).

My day... Super chill. No talked to my pops for a quick second, and that was pretty much my interaction with the outside world. Much too busy regaining my appreciation for video games' single player campaigns. (Difficult for an online junkie, but when you don't have the internet what can you do?) Good stuff.

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My itunes got a shot in the file drive today (lol ok..?). Quiet.Happy.Zoning. Gone!

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Saturday, May 2, 2009

Bringing Back Sweet Memories


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Damn look at us looking super gay.. ugh lmao Dave on the Right Henry in the back..





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Me n Hendo... smh




For a minute I was left with Me,Biggie (hip hop), and my B**** Marley.. Sad but true we got through it though!

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Holla at ME Julia!

Damn Damn Damn This one is strictly for me people! (and any other dudes or gay women that think my boo thang is the sh*t) What can I say I have a thing for Julia Louis-Dreyfus.. Aaaaaaaaannddddddd? Lol



I don't even know why I'm so attracted to this woman honestly. I think it has something to do with the fact that she upgraded herself 4real. Like probably one of the best upgrades I can recall in a minute lol.

*Check It Out*



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Gotta Love an older woman who can look elegant and beautiful without pushing that boundary into 'younger territory...?' <<--- Damn it she old but she look young without looking like she's TRYING to look young dig me??

Anyway I'm sure I've annoyed or disgusted a number of you, or your hating like she not even bad! lol its all good (my blog remember?) I'm loving it anyway. Gone!

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blogs about nothing





I love this freaking show!! (Despite the whole Michael Richards f*ckery)
Watching the episode where Elaine dances at her jobs party. (Hilarious)

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(Which needs a name btw) Somebody told me this show wasn't about nothing
because its about the character's lives. I don't agree, but that's why its
being posed as a question on here from me.




*She can't dance but damn if I don't want her!*



Is Seinfeld really about nothing??

I wish I could be a resident in Jerry's building. Why? I don't know really
it just seems like I'd have a good time, like all the time. Lol zoning this
tough off Seinfeld will make you think about stuff like that.
On a sidenote: Julia Louis-Dreyfus(Elaine) can get it! I might just black
and dedicate a whole post to her.. (she deserves it for the memories she's
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I wonder what I'd have to do to get her?? (Too much too far lol)

I'm on a mission that people think is impossible. Gone!

left out of it..

I guess cause I was left means I'm out of it. (C) charles hamilton

I literally slept the first of May away. Feels weird acknoledging
how unproductive I was lol

The number 2 has a special place in my life. Don't ask me why I just
like that number. Coincidentally it represents a special day for me and
two families as well so I'm gonna acknoledge it (the number). Peace.

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Mr. Quick! Lol closet reader its all good homie I'll break it down
for you like this (without delvin into detail besides you 'pink' like me
Lmao you'll get it)
I have no problem with you (and never have in all these cases), or Brian,
or Spence, or Andy, or Tim, or Josh, or Jordan. Lol see where I'm
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Let me say I read all the comments and am admitting to being terrible
with responding back up to this point. That'll change liiiiike now lol.

I think I feel like grinding today (for my blog). I'm not sure what
exactly that consists of, but its probably safe to say a lot
Of entries will come out of it..

Anybody listening to anything good out there? I wish for once I could be
the one being told to check out an artist *shrugs*, but it is what it is.
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I'm thinking about putting a different twist on my morning. Just depends on how twisted
I want to be. (That could be trouble) Nah really I'm just looking forward to some
good basketball today.

*my prediction..*

Chicago loses by 8 in REGULATION. There aren't any other predictions because I honestly don't
know who else is playing lol. Whatever that's the only game I'm interested in until this 2nd round kicks off..
Wait my bad, D-Wade has a chance to will his team to the 2nd round (almost guaranteeing a less exciting matchup than the hawks would give)
so I guess I'm interested in that game 7 too..

The sun's starting to come up and I'm wide awake awaiting its arrival. I can't say its not lonely, but I can say that I enjoy it. Damn if
these jam sessions don't up my appreciation for all things music. Too bad I haven't been able to write for sh*t lately. Which reminds me...

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The people have spoken, (actually they didn't lol) try harder I guess..? Disappointments can only be looked at as hurtful pushes
in another direction in my journey towards progression. <<----(In my mind anyway lol) I'll be here all day. Gone!

DO I MAKE SENSE YET!?

Or am I just... Senseless?