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Sunday, May 16, 2010

This is 50

Just sick of the hate. Dead*ss.




I don't think I'll ever get tired of listeing to this guy's interviews. Especially if it means I get to see normal looking people with accents like this one. 50 makes some great points (he usually does) though.

*lol at normacly. oh 50...*

Gone!
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Heart's Kingdom

Sitting here watching Kingdom Hearts being played while trying to get through my own RPG adventures is bringing up way too many questions. Its these times when I start to feel like the camera needs to be rolling.

RPG's are the dark horses of Western gaming anyway, so acceptance is something fans (of RPG's) can relate to wanting or not needing.

*???*

Just the image of goofy and Donald going ham on monsters is a little much. Its more than a little much lol but its accepted. Lol its more than accepted too, I wonder why exactly that is. Sure kids would see it and immediately feel a sense of relate-ability, but what about the hardcore audience?

In some way, allowing the 'even more so' enchanting presence of Disney character's to a fantasy affair could've and probably SHOULD HAVE turned the 'hardcore' crowd away. Fact of the matter is it didn't because the game was dope as sh*t. It could've been taken for what it wasn't intended to be.

The integrity of RPG's and squaresoft(enix) in general were really front and center, and thankfully all that needed to be said was 'play the game'.

I'm searching for THOSE times lol. Nah its not about a game. Its about the mindset that allowed the game to be approachable without sifting through layers upon layers of unnecesary bias.

Lol it's STILL weird to see that sh*t though.. The question I'm trying to answer right now (FF7 fans stand up) is how important is the umbrella to me?

*the Tiger head was FINALLY slayed and I said f*ck an umbrella she's dead already lol*

Slow Sundays usually involve getting absolutely nothing done. I'm regretful to not be able to buck that trend today but I guess more down time can't really hurt.

I can't wait to get back on my Mayweather sh*t. I'm damn near there I just aint found the heart to actually go work out lol I'm gettin up in the middle of the night though. *rolls eyes*

'We talking bout' fiction hold up, pardon my back' - Hov

I can't remember the last time I was at a wedding, or if I've ever been. That's weird, but I guess that's one thing I may never have to do. Not hating on marriage even though my faith in that isn't too far off from how I feel about the church. RIGHT NOW anyway, there's always room for change =)

I think I pulled something messing with my conditioning partner. Groin region. All bad. =)

Got me to thinking watching Marley run all things considered today was a fairly good if not unproductive day. I say that with a huge smile and giddy feeling of excitement for what the night may bring.

I know I'm taking 30 minutes out to assume my role as Huey (from the Boondocks. Watch my show geez) after that who knows. If u haven't noticed the fantasies are where its at for me lol.

Hopefully sleep shows up tonight with a pillow a glass of rosé in 1 hand and some nyquil (or whatever put's u out in the other) OD? 'Ehhh' lol. Its whatever if your concerned the phone will be on til I pass out.

How bout these playoffs though?? Still going with LA to win it all. Against... Orlando. Yep, and that's AFTER their game 1 loss to an ever impressive Boston team. Can't those f*ckers just fall off and NOT bounce back for once? I thought it was going to be Orlando/Cleveland but you know...

I'm picking Orlando because they clearly looked like the best team in the playoff pool this postseason {playing straight gumps}, and I believe after the shock of playing a real prepared playoff team, they'll shake off the cobwebs and come to work.

Let's be real their team is built to be dangerous as sh*t and more times than not they succeed.

Suns have looked good too.. Lol that's all I have for them.

Orlando in 7 for the finals rematch. Honestly I wouldn't mind seeing either 1 of those team's going up against LA again, so its all good in my book. Just wish LeBron would've had his sh*t together this year.

Damn there I go... ^^ .. I wish LeBron's teammates had their sh*t together this year.. And he didn't turn the ball over so much lol

Looks like my episode is getting mixed reviews. What ya'll didn't like the social commentary? Lol smh...

Gone!

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They Shooooooootin Nah Flow Stupid!

The last post was supposed to belong to the Kid. he's dead NICE!




Who knew right? I thought Jo Jo was the rapper... Whatever Jo Jo is corny. (Sorry Diggy *Kanye Shrug*)

Gone!

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Chess Club Shine




Asher Roth - Muddy Swim Trunks (Directed by BBGUN) from bbgun on Vimeo.




3/10 or 3/9's of the all-city chess club. I just wanna hear what ya'll got! who's gonna get outshined? Word is Asher BODIED the 'I'm Beamin Remix'! Hmmm I don't know...

All-City Chess Club includes:  Lupe Fiasco, Diggy, Blu, The Cool Kids, Asher Roth, Charles Hamilton, Wale, B.o.B., and DJ Skateboard P!

Gone!


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don't front for me

This blog is gonna be a monster! Lol how many times running is that now?? Anyway I'm only feeling that way cause I feel like I have enough to write about to last a long while. I wouldn't lie to you (purposefully) now!

'For you and me tomorrow's not promised' - Mos Def

So just as I started to set into my reliance on technology it showed why I should forever remain fearful. Losing stuff I weite is familiar territory for me though so I guess just deal with it.

Just sick of the double standards!

'What's next to me never seems to be what's best for me. Exception...' - Jean Grae

It is what it gotta be I suppose. I gotta say I've been feeling some kind of way about the people I'm grinding with. I mean I know the work I'm putting in with and without them... Its just part of me feels like its my time now.

Listening to this old Weezy 'the youngn' (500 degreez) lol this n*gga was ill yo. It got me thinking about where he's at now and how he's allegedly been living his life. I guess people can only put up with so much for so long before they drastically change to find the acceptance they're looking for. Possibly self contentment.

All I'm trying to say is in some kind of way his ambition drove his desire for our love in some sick way.. I'd want to be high and f*cked up all the time if I didn't like my reality..

Not to say he's wack now, he's just really not at all what he was. Everybody kept alil something *shrugs* pause pause.

.I've been meaning to check out this *new* Diggy Video. The one I saw was crazy! (Did I post it already?) Over Nas' made you look. Kid's nice like I said. Speaking of which when are we getting that remix Lupe??

All-City Chess Club let's go!

This past night I prior to waking up (maybe.. Not sure). I had a conversation with my sub consciousness.

Anybody ever have dreams you can't remember? This was kind of like that, just not a dream and I remember it kind well *shrugs*.

Well, not really. I was asked a question with 3 options. All I remember the outcome being was my mind made up to believe 'it doesn't matter cause they don't care'. Boom! I'm awake. Heavy stuff? Lol chiiiilll.

There could be more on my end. All I know is I remembered it and it definitely wasn't a dream. More like an internal struggle if I'd classify it. Whatever the case I think its safe to say its psychological. I just what to understand what before I can delve into why.

happy church day! For those going. I'm right here clearly NOT going but there's a reason for that. 'Turtle the Heathen' lol. Nah I love God I just want my faith and beliefs to be ultra strong across the board.

*the board consists tentatively of*

Spirituality, Love, Family, Friends, Desires, Ambitions, Self Appreciation/Belief = Self Understanding, Self Depreciation/ Regulation = Self Discipline

{*Lord let her stay sleep! (My voice is too deep! :/)*}

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Of course each group has its own unique subgroups, that may or may not tie into another 'theme of the board'. My point being all these themes are NOT on an equal playing field in my head. For me, its hard to give 1 area immediate and full attention if I'm already weary of the product and who's selling it.

'Fear is a queer if you stick our your rear' - CH. Right??

Well there's no opportunity for me to get *ss raped here. I'm taking baby-steps all across the board. Well I have been but whatever. Especially when the subject at hand is religion.

I'm a spiritual person. I love God. I do not love the church. Why you ask? Its simple, I can't readily identify where my spiritual beliefs have taken advantage of any one group of people ever. I can't say the same thing about the church.

Likewise, I CAN say I've been to churches (my own in some cases) and sat there feeling like someone behind the scenes was playing all of us for fools. Fear of 'the man' maybe.

'Jones'n for poetry instead of the dough. I mean hey, ya know? Even the pope needed dome. I'd just rather a b*tch than grabbing the d*ck of a 3-yr-old' - CH.

Basically for now I'm perfectly happy searching for my own religious answers. I have a Bible I know how to read and interpret, who knew? I have Muslim homies, they like to talk lol. My eyes and ears are open.

I'd LIKE to find a comfortable Sunday spot, but when that happens I won't go blindly following what's being preached. Every n*gga I know be preaching lol dead*ss.

*people can be so ignorant sometimes. Its unnacceptable when you don't try to see the truth for what it is. That's when I cross over and ditch the nice words and settle comfortably on Idiot. Thanks*

G-G-G-Gone!
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DO I MAKE SENSE YET!?

Or am I just... Senseless?