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Thursday, April 30, 2009

Connect with me..

A friend of mine tipped me off about a
Comedy show on campus so I figured I'd
check it out. I'm sitting here and the
feeling that comes to mind is quiet.
(that's peace for those not up on that
Turtle talk) lights are low and the dude
is actually kind of funny. I wonder if
he's a student here or not.. I'll get
his name before I'm done with this though.









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This is why I need my minicam!

(Macky shut the hell up I'm running
sh*t now lmao)

Anyway I'm sitting here enjoying myself
and dead ass there are two pretty a**
girls sitting here. Both of them look like they
know their bad but don't go out of their
way to let the rest of the world know
if that makes any sense.(What can I say girls make the world go round get over
it) In a sense it reminds me of what I have
which is cool, I think we all need a
Reminder from time to time...

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Pretty girls get me thinking lol.. I
wonder what will and jada's marriage
is like. Besides everyone saying their
madly in love with one another, I wonder
what the dynamics that allow those
foundations to grow are. (If you didn't
know its been said they practice an "open
relationship of sorts. I'm not sayin I'm just
sayin lmao)

Whatever the case I don't think anyone
can hate or try and take away from what
they have. I want THAT like today lol. Am
I ready for it though?

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*self etherization maybe?*

After all, you can't really pose questions
like that and THEN try to convince her
to go half on a baby with you lol

*shaking my fist at you!! Mason need
A play buddy!!*

Just to have that feeling for SOMEBODY
though is magical I think..

*speaking of Ether..*

I heard some depressing news today. (if
Its true) Nas (my fav. Rapper of all time
And the best hands down in my opinion..
Which leads me to my shoutout what up
Auntie thank u for that concert for my
B-day! Best gift ever lol) and his wife Kelis
(R&B singer, who is also 7 months pregnant with a baby boy) have reportedly filed for
divorce. Don't know why or when this happened
just heard it today and I'm hoping its
not true. I hate it when love doesn't win
in the end (my parents are high school
Sweethearts so I I've had living proof
that its possible), and these two seemed
to have that Will and Jada about
they relationship.
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*smh*

It is what it is I suppose, whatever the
case I wish them both the best, and I'm
Looking forward to some fire music from
the both of them in the future. (Kelis is
mad slept on.. On 2nd thought Nas too
Lmao)

Dudes name was John Cummings.. (The comedian)


This next stretch of days (from now til
Wed.) Are going to be emotional most
Likely. Its the end of the year (for some)
and people are leaving this little town.
I guess we all are eventually, but I'm
bout to be last out of my little support
System to leave.. 50 said

"If you gossiping about me, shut
the fuck up!"

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Lmao I can't resist sometimes. But the
Real quote pertaining to this situation
Is this...

"I know we all gotta go, but I'd
Hate to go fast. Then again I don't
Think it'd be fun to stick around
And go last."

Damn I feel him, and THAT'S how I'm
feeling. Like I said though, it is
what it is. My time here has been a
HUGE learning experience.. I'm all
about progression whether it comes from
a negative or positive situation.
So I'm gonna start moving toward the
things I'm planning in my life, and go
after them with everything I have in me.
I feel like we always try and follow
This mold that society has placed for
us, but for me its never too late
to make something out of the
person you are today. What ya'll
Think?? Gone!

Rebel2Society

Classic TV



Fresh Prince is packed with all kinds of messages. Dead ass. Tonight I heard Will say something about standing out on his own, and still doing what he set out to do (go to school). It was just interesting to me being that my roommate is going through the same situation (Kind of). Anyway I'm watching the 1st episode of the entire series. This mess is hilarious!! Lol great TV.

Twitter jumping off crazy right now..
LnF where the hell u at? Lol today was funny looking back at it.

Serves ya right is the theme I took from it..

Finally got back on the court and remembered I'm actually kind of good with this hoop sh*t lol

*shrugs*

Me and Ivan still chilling. This nigga whooped my ass in 2k9 but his team on some created player type mess lol. I got u next time my dude.

Aint been able to write like I want to. Still looking for that collab (somebody nice step up!) Gon' be up for awhile.. Gone!

Rebel2society

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

No Invitation

Damn damn damn damn thought we were past this. I would like to quickly say that I'm not inviting anyone to sh*t!

*this should sum it up*

I got about as much love for everybody as everybody has for me. Gone.

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Ivan says he invited me (this just happened at 10:36pm) I'm like naaaaah! lol whether he did or didn't Rora didn't and that's really the point. No big deal really. Ivan know where me and him stand, (I'm pretty sure..) and as for Rora. Shame on you.

*smh*

However as I stated in previous entries, God don't make no mistakes (c) idlewild

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And I'm definitely GLAD I wasn't there. People in my life are starting to remind me of car mirrors. You know seeming closer than they really appear to be? Hmmmm just something to think about.. Gone! (4real)

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GONE!

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Unpredictable

so I have had 2 posts deleted in the last 24 hours and they were both heavy as sh*t.



"But It's cool cause we back friends and I'm happy that it's over..." Hov.


*God don't make no mistakes*

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Must be for a reason.. Let me just say last night was crazy and I think a lot of things were learned from the situation.
Sorry to Kiki and Rora, I know I was supposed to take ya'll to Taco Bell but like I said some stuff came up.

Today was cool (so far) me and Ivan was on some chill sh*t all afternoon went to the gym to hoop with the team.
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*his words for me*

"If you gon fight, fight. If they wanna give you sh*t, keep it 50/50. Don't go to cause a problem, but don't back down either."

I guess due to the events that took place last night he felt like something else was gonna jump off. I was just feeling like whatever. But thanks for the advice homie.

I'm starting to feel like a rumor... Gone..

Rebel2Society

Cause she deserves It...

Jessica Davis I love you

Rebel2Society

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

The List

Hear me out!

Girls are nasty. Nothing I didn't already know, but dead that dudes are dogs talk like right now!

Sitting here MINDING MY DAMN BUSINESS when the Dining Hall crew (today all girls) start talking about "the list" basically a rundown of all of the dudes they had sex with. Lil nasty asses.. Ne way feminine moral swept the table and next thing I know (mind you I'm MINDING MY DAMN BUSINESS) all of them are pulling out paper and creating/editing their lists. I got up and left (dead ass). Its not like I'm tight about that thing just ionno I didn't feel like being blind sided by anonymous sexual exploits.

*sighs*

It got me thinking about things girls (and guys I'm just keeping it pertinent) are capable of. These are some sweet looking girls (most of the time lol), but they are ANYTHING but sweet!(Apparently most of the time lol) anyway like I said girls are nast(y)(IER lol) Gone!

Rebel2Society

Pretty Thing









My puppy is fast as lightning lol I love it! Surprised it took me this long to mention my baby, but I guess when I wake up to multiple licks to the face its easy to have HER on my mind. (soooo take that all kinds of ways lmao) Prettiest dog in the world! I can't help but think of the controversy that's undoubtedly coming my way though.. I'm not giving her up for nothing! Yes she will be enjoying some Cali sunshine with me this summer.. Fully prepared to do WHATEVER it is to make others see my perspective on that one too dead ass.



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Do I Have to say more?


I'm getting ready to go lift with my team.. Awwwwwwwkkkkwwwaaaaaaarrrrrdddd! Lmao it really is but F it if they don't want me around say something! (Its beach season engage your core! (c) gay brother in I love u man. Lol



*sighs*



Whatever's clever right? I feel rejuvenated today. Looking forward to the rest of it (after weights).. Be back soon.. Gone!



Rebel2Society

Monday, April 27, 2009

Does IT even Matter..

*Does na na na na na dance with tongue out*

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My team is now resting after sleep walking through the first round. *yawns* Oh watching this series made you sleepy too? lmao ok ok. I did enjoy seeing Jerry Sloan thrown out. Nothing against coach Sloan I just think its hilarious when folks get thrown out AND make a scene. That was great lol. Good job Utah. Deron Williams Whoowee! (ayo! pause and the like.. whatever lol) dude is nice with his though he not seeing Chris Paul game though. (they both on another level so shut up and stop trying to argue with me)

*Checks gun*
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I have one more bullet left... Anyone know where Carlos Boozer was tonight? I think he missed the game. lmao BLAOW!!!!!


---->>Moving On<<----

I love the night/early mornings. It's the only time I can really be (semi)stress-free. Here's what normally happens. I wake up to the situation i'm currently in out here, and feel sick knowing I have to deal with all these different issues we all go through (school, work <<--basketball for me, friends, enemies, money, bills, etc.). The whole day is basically me dealing with something until I don't have to anymore.. (I feel like this is confusing, think of having an exam tomorrow. your gonna be thinking about it until its over then its like aaahhhhhh!!! lol) So for me, 8am- 530ishpm is hell. 5:31pm come around maaaaaaaaaaan! lol I'm wildin out. (not really but that's how my mind feels when it's liberated from stress) With everything that's been taking place recently I look forward to my nights even more. a little bit of this a little bit of that (hmmm? lol) berry, ipod, laptop, now get out my way lol. But that's how it is for me anyway..
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Didn't get my point across how I wanted to.. (Maybe I should write about it?)




*Super Exhausted*

Can't sleep though, that wont happen until I sit down on something soft.. Get's me everytime lol U KNOW!! All this technology backfiring at the moment though lol I got way too much (tryin to be) going on. I've been slacking on my twitter heads 4real. Which reminds me 1000 posts coming soon I'm bout to throw a party for myself. lmao none of ya'll invited! (facebookers LOST lol) I'm dealing with this solo tip quite well actually. (Is that even really a big surprise? Naaaaah!) IF I still had the internet available to me in the comforts of my apt. I probably wouldn't have noticed that I've been alone *shrugs* but whatever my berry holdin up just fine.

*Because its my blog and I can*













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Joe Budden (The rapper) hit me up about the 'nonsituation-situation' (.. Quick recap: my friends aint my friends no more.) and had these words for me personally (which, naturally, I thought was nice lmao)

"I love everybody dont ask me who I beef with they burnt the bridge but they were standing underneath it" - mousebudden
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(that's that twitter sh*t ya'll AIN'T on) thanks homie. (he said it not me but damn if I didn't agree)

I saw some hilarious sh*t (Dame Dash Def Jam Fiasco... no lupe lol) tonight, so hopefully I can share that with ya'll. The hip hop heads will either be mad, or ltfao over it. Anyway I'll post it on here (maybe) tomorrow or tonight. Meanwhile I'm having a major hold up with my featured artist I was gassin its coming!

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I'm feeling like there's a lot of suspect material in this one sooooooo

"Me and another man will NEVER get it on! call me homophobic I just like to be strong" - Charles Hamilton

lol and thank you homie. (I just happened to be listening to that..... UGH NIGGA U GAY!! (c) Riley from the Boondocks lmao)

*Rejuvenated*


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bout to get on my TURTLE sh*t one time. Gone!!

Rebel2Society

Gettin Better..

Update



A lot of people are having a bad day. I feel for them. We'll get through this! Lol. Shout out to my auntie she's technologically inclined, and therefore keeps a biased eye on me lol love you!



LnF what's good? (Or should I say what's hood? Lmao U KNOW!!! For the 'black side')



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Its been a minute since I had burger king. I don't even like BK like that but this mess is hitting. Found a dollar in change (15 pennies, 2 quarters, 3 nickels, 2 dimes), got me a whooper jr. (Couldn't pay the tax they let me slide though.. Smh) God must have taken over whoever made this for me. Damn...















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*unrelated note*



Wtf? I saw a sign buckle up arrive alive. Upon reading the stupid a** sign I almost crashed! I think they should rethink their sign.. (The city)



Can't wait to get back to my laptop (well internet anyway) and squad and just Woosaaah!! Lol. Gone!



Rebel2Society

Bad Day Blues

Quick PSA

I'm going to be bootleg blogging until I get back to the comforts of a couch with a tv playing the Lakers game in front of me.
Not a good day at all..


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Lakers are taking it by 12 tonight btw.

*breathe nigga*

I'm trying to relax nothings working, and I haven't heard from anybody today. (Take that back) I haven't heard from people the way I would've liked (am I not calling specific people out? Definitely) you know who you arrreee! (c) Drake. I'm bout to lay it down for 15 minutes (That's all I get) and see if that helps me. I'm kinda needing something to eat. I'm anticipating being very upset n the next 2 hrs.


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Rebel2Society

Cemetery Silence

Instead of being quiet I wanna be silent
there's a difference between the two you
just have to find it wildin really just sick
of the climate I'm home in my mind roadblocks
I have to climb them back to the cemetery
yeah I'm dead with silence watching everybody
living life this prison like one I created
awhile back should thank god that I'm here
and alive but if my heart isn't in it I'm just
living a lie I realized that some time ago
when things came to blows with my ego I'd have
to decide where she'd go and I couldn't shouldn't
have taken it any kind of way but I guess
that's easier said than done especially coming
from me so alone on a throne that I built for
myself sat around and watched people wither away
at themselves then turn the hate to place the
blame on somebody else doing the same thing so
confusing and logic is my only company so instead of
running I sat comfortably abusing whatever I felt
would do its best to comfort me wanting what I
couldn't achieve reaching out because I couldn't
believe we'd leave out without so much as even
speaking that's reasonable doubt leaving out
all the bs is the best way to say I'm over
it today so its back to the cemetery quiet for
ya'll I just explained silence to ya'll my brand
though where I cancelled any and every desperation
from you and your mans so I'm gone just floating
in the wind like my so-called friends Pac said
it first I just think there's no point in pretending
any longer yeah I'm hurt just wish someone would
give a damn show their worth its tough ODing with
my work I'm so sure on the flipside I'd be there first
but that's alright I told ya'll its quiet you can
see me but don't speak I'm trapped in
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*I told ya'll I was gonna wreck this sh*t!!*

Should explain this? Hope ya'll enjoy.
See I CAN write sometimes lmao. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Inspired

This night was great!! Omg yo had an amazing
Convo with LnF really put things in perspective,
even though some parts were hard to take (you already
know) for me. I felt reassured once again. Life
will be ok.. Thank you for that cause THAT'S what
love is about.









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Oh and she thinks ya'll some bitch ass niggas!
Lmao.

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*couldnt help it*

Spent some time with people I know care about me.
Everyone wasn't there, but Squishy and Rora held
it down. Maybe next time for everyone.

--->>MOVING ON<<---

The situation is whatever. (that it?) Yep.

Waiting for my featured artists' poem to get
To my inbox. Should be interesting, ya'll can
do me a huge favor and let me know what you
think. (no its not me, I'm bout to reck this sh*t
in an hour or so) Other than that, I have some
Little Brother (separate but equal mixtape),
Sho TuFli"s new mixtape (the name is confusing
can't really recall right now), Saigon (All
In a Day's Work), and as usual a Charles Hamilton
Produced single by his man's (feautured already)
Sho TuFli. Damn I'm excited lmao. I dead ass get
giddy when I'm bout to start a jam session, EVERYTIME!








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*In case you were wondering...*

All that music is dope as sh*t (in my arrogantly placed
opinion), but I'm going to break it down for those
that may not be familiar with the artist featured
(Lmao I keep sayin featured like I planned this)
, and trust my opinion enough to give them a listen.

Little Brother gives you more "grown man perspective"
in their music. Often times hilarious but usually with
a mature everyday people influence in their rhymes.

Sho TuFli is fairly new to me. He's down with
Charles Hamilton's Demevolist music company. From
What I've heard he spit pretty good, and makes his
Own beats most of the time. (Often with CH)
His music is probably a little bit more out the
box. Definitely refreshing.

Saigon can be at times a voice that really embodies
what Pac was about. (NOT A TUPAC CLONE!!) He's an MC
with something to say. Very insightful, and
very skilled. Be aware that his music can be very
militant.

That about wraps that up. I'd recommend
into hip hop checking these guys out. If you
don't know where to find them hit me up
(Kingxpoetic@aol.com) and I'll generously help u
out.

I'm super relaxed now. Bout to get into this
music and zooooooooonnnnneeeeeeee the f**k out!
Lmao LnF u know I'm good for that! Gone!

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P.S. Ya'll liking this here blog so far?
Gone! (4real..)

Rebel2Society

olive branch

Dead ass my night is peaceful as shit! Lol probably
One of the best I've had out here. Quiet!!!!!

*loong sigh*

Here's the deal though. Rora and Squishy had a plan
to go to the park (wtf for? Lmao)<<--- nah park's
are the sh*t but that's how I was feeling (peep the
last blog) long story short I end up agreeing to go
bout an hour later. Yo this sh*t is mad peaceful.
I'm walking around this lake watching ducks do
Their thing bumping Mos Def. Yo I'm spazzin right
Now! Dumb happy... (Get to the point nigga!)













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*the point*

I sent a msg out on facebook for everyone to
Come join me. Everyone being everybody the people
That ave been fueling these angry blogs. The reason?
To end this silly sh*t. So far no one.. Hey, maybe
They didn't see the alert? Well I'm going to
Post it a few more times, and I'm thinking I'll
Be here for awhile (hours). Should be interesting.

Meanwhile I'm anticipating a great conversation with LnF in a little bit.
For now I'm Zoning (ask Squishy and Rora or me baby ;) )
Time to climb the slide. Gone!

Rebel2Society

ILL Communications

Today has felt longer than its been I think... My current situation has really been weighing on me. F**k it I'm me and real at that so I can admit that people I care about are hurting me. IF that makes sense.. Whatever the case I'm dead. Cemetery-like (<<-- THAT'LL make sense in a little bit <<-- and she told me not to.. again!). there's something extremely therapuetic about blogging though.. SLAPADABASS!!! LMAO crazy..

*Gettin Random*

There were some crazy ass games today and this Houston Portland game jumping off now. Will the trend continue? I don't really know or care Lakers up 3-1, and I'm not feeling like anybody in the West is seeing us! Seriously who can challenge them in 7??

*Still waiting*

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Sleep deprivation got me on my sh*t! all rough and rugged (c) Hov lol I really feel that way. I'm dressed on a Sunday where I did nothing, ( Very Well might I add. lmao) and I feel like hot garbage. I need to get it together!

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Unrelated to all of that I want to feature a writer on here so I'm gonna showcase this artists' work (at least a piece) cause I think its dope.. Case closed.. Speaking of Dope. Charles Dope2Go Is sick. I aint even really respect it until the 3rd run through but whatever I get it. Nice job.

I really haven't been listening to music like I'm used to. Too many distractions but its all good cause my pen's been moving! Not to mention I HAVE been collecting new music so its there waiting for me.. Maybe tonight.. Bose or Beats? haha LnF diggin what I got going so its straight. Or better. ILL. At the end of the day that's all I care about being (In her eyes and mine) <<-- ill---->> anyway. Stay tuned. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Aggy

I hate hate hate uneasy sunday mornings lol.
(Who the hell came up with that phrase easy like
Sunday morning anyway!?)

*shakes fist at unknown founder*

Word.. I'm not in a good mood but that'll prob change
Soon. Got some new music to find, new artist to discover,
and a blog to run I'm goooooooood!! Damn I forgot about
the playoffs too. Its gonna (should be) a fairly good day.







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Why do I feel like I'm forgetting something??
(Because I am.. Probably) I can picture LnF right
Now drop kickin my Simba out into the yard for Lucky
And that Rat dog to tear up
*smh*

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So yeah waking up on the wrong side of the bed DOES
suck. Now ladies and gentlemen I am strapped and ready for
Whatever war whoever want! Bring it lmao. Seriously though
The f**k you all aggy for?

*light bulb lights up*

Its those damn Spurs huh? I should've known. That makes sense
Now it really does...(That was definitely a jab lmao did u block it?)

*shots fired jamaican style! Buckow! buckow! buckow! for the
Bloodclot aggy folks!!*

Another day another hurdle. Twitter me baby! (C) Charles Hamilton
(Seriously hit me up on there.. U been slackin.)
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On 2nd thought you probably need that not to be in your life.
(If it isn't already..)

*thinks about the possibility of a secret twitter'er*

I wouldn't put it past you. So smart, so smart... Lol
Wtf? Starbucks was ass. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Hello Darkness Hello Sunshine

There's something about watching the sunset and
staying awake to see the sunrise. I always feel
Like I accomplished something when I watch the sun
Come up... Weird but how many times you done stayed
Up dumb late made it to like 4:50 and passed out?
My late night heads know what I'm talking about!
Lol. Damn I feel like I should be standing with one
Leg up like them captain morgan commercials sippin on a
Cup of coffee lmao. That imagery is hilarious to me right
Now.. *smh*
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Starbucks run? *captain morgan commercials plays in my mind*
Yeah I think that's next. Wake up world. Gone!

Rebel2Society

pleasantly overthinking

Damn its dumb early and for some reason I just started
Thinking about the situation I've put myself in among
Other things(Annnnnnnd??). Well and nothing lmao its
Quiet for niggas 4real I'm so past it on that level
Put the gloves on or shut up or worse (*gasp!*)
Play thug like you(all) been doing all year. Dig me??
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I'm thinking. I'm bored, hungry, and broke. Sooooo
First I need to make something to eat.. (Thinking grilled
Cheese??) *shrugs* whatever.

*crosses food off the topic list*

I'm kind of wondering how long before my blog is poppin
Like it should be. I got my eyes on a few key people
(All on the best coast lmao) but 4real I'm blackin on ya'll
Who want what!? LnF I need that MC convo we were having asap!!
Still on my NewGirlFriend shit!!
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Unrelated obsessed eeehhhhh lol. Beyonce can still get
It though. I feel like they went out of there way
To keep hip hop and Beyonce as far from each other in that
Movie as possible. Like they wanted you to see Beyonce's character (uhhhh what was her
Character's name again? Lmao exactly)and not Beyonce the entertainer
Did it work? Ionno ask the fangirls/(and)boys screaming 'GET THAT BITCH
BEYONCE!' In the back of the theater. *smh*
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Insomnia should be considered a serious disease.. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Grrrr Let it breathe!!!

Damn this is some super rough venting I got for ya'll
I'm so sincere about the rough part lmao. Basically
This here is some hot (unfinished) garbage! But in light of that
Its emotionally on point so it is what it is.
LITTLE BIT of insight..

How u sit n another man face pounds n handshakes all that
and still be fake I was real each day my niggas ya'll was
family why wait for me to leave the place to disgrace my
name? And everybody's guilty grimey ass filthy niggas oh
well I know well that you speak like little bitches so time
tells me who was doin all the dirt throwing all this time
frontn like I aint knowing yall was the kane to my abel sat
at my table ate my food smoked what I gave you WHAT THE FUCK
MY NIGGAS?! Man fuck these niggas if I can't be real then ima chill
just sitting with my grill sealed that's why this shit's written let
the tears spill hitting walls ya'll seen the holes that came from the
pain that yall bein hoes. And I'm sorry ladies what can I say baby
I'm emotional. Take it whatever way ya'll know where I stay do what
u do put holes all in my frame hey I've been dead way before today
its nothing to me. I adjusted to be someone who could see the sincerity
in my team even if we aint really speak yall adjusted FROM me! How you gon
say I changed always up in my room racking my brain cranking the bass to make
the beat bang creating space so yall had place or a seat to connect with me
the door used to be open but my nigga soft spoken wasn't feeling my vibes
which is why now when I'm inside the doors closed but the doors ALWAYS open
damn my door WAS always open and brittany was the only one that got it she
lounged I jotted talking wasn't an option but hey I've been that way since
day one I can be alone and think comfortably and when I tried to explain
this to ya'll your statements wasn't matching your actions a couple days
back I heard some chit chat over the speaker on her phone picture that...
And Guess who the subject was?... aint gonna say your name but that hurt
me my nigga can't look at you the same kinda lame I looked up to your tiny
ass in the beginning when we'd sit passing blunts back n forth chilling
talkn bout how we was gonna be killing ionno I had a feeling come to
find out u was one of the main ones illin yo that shit gave me chills
when you hobbled through practice with your back kid eyes wallowed I
couldn't close my own eyelids... Cause then everybody would know and
though I respected you we couldn't let it stop the show see I
remember all that before my roommate wanted to fuck you up for talkin
smack bout some ass yall tapped and jealousy's a weak emotion ya'll
should've controlled that. Its funny and nothing short of wack that
I'm too abstract that (all over a bitch? Fuck a bitch I gotta bitch yall
breakin covenants and now that I'm numb to it all I'm loving it cause
I see it all shovel shit yall spit up out of your face. I don't have
time to or for waste...
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And that's how u drop a bomb. Dead ass!! But seriously
Take it for what it is I don't really care anymore (obviously)
Is it over yet??

*thinks some names shoulda been dropped*

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That probably means no lmao stay tuned. Gone!

Rebel2Society

CoasterRoller

Let me help you out.

Coaster - 1.a person or thing that coasts.

2.​a small dish, tray, or mat, esp. for placing under a glass to protect a table from moisture.

Roller - 1. a cylindrical body, revolving on a fixed axis, esp. one to facilitate the movement of something passed over or around it

CoasterRoller someone who's comfortable enough with themselves to allow others to lean on them for support, and important enough to have a valued opinion in times of need. Yeah definitely made up.. Definitely don't care I guess that's why its my blog lol.

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You gotta learn my language to communicate with me. Meanwhile I'm on my late night wondering what her nights like. Yea some sick shit is coming LnF lmao U KNOW!!! Gone!

Rebel2Society

Saturday, April 25, 2009

get ya nails did!

Just got my nails done on some heterosexual type shit.
Damn that mess is RELAXING!! Had to ponder the question
Ms. Thang (the one doin my nails lol) asked me though..
Did I want a clear finish or not? F**k! Years of being
Conditioned to be very afraid of anything remotely uh..
Not straight had me sitting there blank faced for like a min
Lol dead ass though! I'm trying to think where I've seen clear
Finishes on boys... Two teammates of mine.. (Not the same team)
And various celebrities.. In either case I never really got it.
Do girls except this or maybe even prefer this??

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Manicures aRe NOT GAY lol f**k what you heard!

Rebel2Society

Separation Theory

I'm trying to better understand things/people while dealing with
multiple rifts in my life at the moment. So I was sitting here thinking
on the situations trying to pinpoint exactly what the issue is.
This is what I've come up with...

1. Jealousy. I don't want to elaborate it is what it is. (ironically
his fav. Rapper has one of my fav. Quotes. "Jealousy is a weak emotion you
gotta control that" lol thanks Hov.)

2. Miscommunication: I'm quiet and to myself by nature. So I can definitely
understand why people could take that as offputedness (<<<-- is that a word? Lol)
towards them. But naaaaaaaah! I just love my music more than the idea of a cultivating
conversation *shrugs* sue me or get over it. Not to mention I use the time I have alone
to really separate my thoughts, but that doesn't mean I don't want company. The people
I have met this year have a special place in my life and no argument or misunderstanding
should affect that. Maybe I should communicate better?? Maybe...

3. Life Obstacles: This has been one of the craziest years of my life! Dead ass!! From
moving to a much slower smaller technologically deprived town. To a disappointing season.
To the ups and downs I've experienced with my teammates (extended family), if I got over one
issue there was another one staring me in the face it seemed like. To everybody's credit,
we all went through some things, and we all dealt with everything differently. All I can
really attribute to this is people somewhere down the line got
slighted or seriously hurt by someone or something, and the issue was never
resolved. It's just sad to me honestly. I hate not knowing how to overcome things,
unfortunately, that's the position I'm stuck in, and why things are so out of order.
Help please! Lol

4. Is there even a 4? Lol nah I don't think so, nothing specific or anything.
I'm just tired and exhausted from being worn down from all this negativity I
got too much love in my body for this mess! I'm bout to just get my Weezy on
and order everybody to get right or get left.
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I think I like this blogging thing (uh oh) lol.

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If you like it too let me know and or hit me up with your page!
I'm going to try my hardest to be an open book connect with me!!
(Or don't whatever) email KingxPoetic@aol.com aim sn: kingxpoetic
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But don't forget who this is! I'm gone!

Rebel2Society aka R2S

DO I MAKE SENSE YET!?

Or am I just... Senseless?