Not to be confused with Lil Wayne song title choices but okay to be considered a derivative of his thinking. The outward hologram has to match what my mental is displaying. So outwardly I'm going to reach. I'll be uncomfortable but I'm already uncomfortable harboring chaotic 'darkness'. I'm not tired, I am exhausted. Changing for change while I try not to get used to changes. It's already started I wonder who's noticed. "That's a smart ass way of saying..."
*I got smarter*
I censor this sh1t too. So many untouched topics. Too early.