Now it's this, blame.. Yup, I do.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Refreshing....
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iLL (could've done with Jones though.. No shots)
Be back to normal soon I think.. Enjoy that in my absence. Gone..
Rebel2Society
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
My Most Important Blog Yet
I'm not at all a hateful person, but I don't deny my feelings and right now, I hate women/females/girls. Not to say if I see a girl walking down the street I'm on some belligerent mess, I'm just saying right now its a no go. People do hurtful things. Girls do hurtful things out of spite to cause more hurting. I've always had such an optimistic view on love and people in general, but my last year reshaped my views on people, and current situations are reshaping my views on love.
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This is not about me being IN love, it's not even directly related to a love interest of mine. I've always been the fly on the wall with the best view on what's going on around me. Unfortunately around me, isn't a very comfortable surrounding at the moment. I'm so happy to be home, but that doesn't mean home is perfect (it's certainly better than where I was previously at in Pittsburg, Kansas because there's love and stronger support systems here)and I can acknoledge that. Me and my B**** (Marley) are going to make it though, and that's really all that matter. I just have to learn to abide by my own rules while keeping it respectful...
Is it possible to love that which you hate?
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I don't know but I'll find out soon, until then (like I said in my previous entry)I'm falling way back. No phone calls, text messages, or personal face time for anyone. I need this time for me. (Email's will be excepted and the only form of communication --->> KingxPoetic@aol.com) Good luck with that.. Gone.
Rebel2Society
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This is not about me being IN love, it's not even directly related to a love interest of mine. I've always been the fly on the wall with the best view on what's going on around me. Unfortunately around me, isn't a very comfortable surrounding at the moment. I'm so happy to be home, but that doesn't mean home is perfect (it's certainly better than where I was previously at in Pittsburg, Kansas because there's love and stronger support systems here)and I can acknoledge that. Me and my B**** (Marley) are going to make it though, and that's really all that matter. I just have to learn to abide by my own rules while keeping it respectful...
Is it possible to love that which you hate?
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I don't know but I'll find out soon, until then (like I said in my previous entry)I'm falling way back. No phone calls, text messages, or personal face time for anyone. I need this time for me. (Email's will be excepted and the only form of communication --->> KingxPoetic@aol.com) Good luck with that.. Gone.
Rebel2Society
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Understanding
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Had a crazy conversation with someone today that really made me think about my situation. Quick recap, I'm walking home and I see a familiar truck up ahead parked on the side of the road with it's hazard lights on. The car then goes in reverse stops on the side and me, when the driver instructs me to get in. I knew him, so I did. Hence, crazy conversation. Gained a brand new understanding for this person, and I think (pending on my current viewpoints) will definitely help in the long run.
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R.I.P. Wayman Tisdale (one of my new heroes). Music conquers all. I plan to rededicate my life to music, and he's a MONUMENTAL reason why.
I'm striving to understand that which I currently cannot. It's a long journey, but right now I'm falling back. Way back. Gone...
Rebel2Society
Friday, May 15, 2009
At The Moment This Is Where I'm At.
I love when the most difficult decisions I have to make are the ones that don't really matter much in the grand scheme of things. I'm sitting here (where I won't say) eyes burning, nodding in and out of consciousness, but hey, I gotta blog it's what I do! Lol anyway, I'm bout to break my ipod out, haven't listened to it all day (purposefully) and its about time. Here's the kicker...
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Do I use these?
Bose Quiet Comfort In Ear Buds
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I'd get a crisp focused sound with a bit of bite to it, and allow me to spazz out without waking the neighbors (lol yeah I'm sharing my space right now..).
Or... These?
Beats By Dr. Dre
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These Monsters (pun intended) are going to provide a rich sound and allow me to hear things in a song I never knew existed! Downside? Do I want to scare my neighbors with the immacably loud noise, followed by maniacle head bobbin? I know before I get where I'm going I'm going to be Beatin down the block.. ? hmmm... I'm passin out writing this, dead ass. I'm gonna close my eyes reach into my back and get ready for this jam session. Gone!
Rebel2Society
*Drum Roll*
Do I use these?
Bose Quiet Comfort In Ear Buds
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I'd get a crisp focused sound with a bit of bite to it, and allow me to spazz out without waking the neighbors (lol yeah I'm sharing my space right now..).
Or... These?
Beats By Dr. Dre
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These Monsters (pun intended) are going to provide a rich sound and allow me to hear things in a song I never knew existed! Downside? Do I want to scare my neighbors with the immacably loud noise, followed by maniacle head bobbin? I know before I get where I'm going I'm going to be Beatin down the block.. ? hmmm... I'm passin out writing this, dead ass. I'm gonna close my eyes reach into my back and get ready for this jam session. Gone!
Rebel2Society
Thursday, May 14, 2009
The Cali Gon Creep Out.. Watch your F***** Mouth
Wooooooow really? I thought we were PAST this. I'm tired of the attitudes, and as I told everybody, and have been making a point to mention in this very blog of mine, I'm all about peace right now! Any negative energy/ feelings you have keep them the f*** from me, because I'm in a differen't place in my life. smh... People are crazy yo. I really don't understand it.. I've had my share of bad days out here, and believe me I know what its like to feel like the whole world is stepping on your throat, but to use that as an excuse to treat people bad isn't cool. Hear me when I say I'M SPEAKING OUT OF EXPERIENCE! (<<--Kanye style caps on that a** lol)I've been the a**hole that people didn't want to be around because of my attitude, and guess what? It's not fun being by yourself. You may think it's ok at first and your getting along fine,(and maybe you feel like being out here outside of your country you are by yourself)but trust me you will regret it.
*For Dramatic Effect*
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Now Kiki, I'm talking directly to you, and not because you pissed me off with your sh*tty attitude that you decided to cop when everybody was chilling on some good vibe sh*t (which you did). But because your treating your friends like sh*t (and I'm not included in that group). I know let me guess, I don't know you blah blah blah. Shut up for a second and listen, because I may not know you, but I know people (and you've displayed a great amount of immaturity through this all). In the last two weeks I have dealt with OTHER people's problems. Bulimia, money issues, sadness, etc. I didn't do that because I had to, I did it because when I associate with people, I don't do it unless I genuinely care. So shovel that people don't know you sh*t all you want. I don't care, but I will tell you this. (Strictly from my perspective) You have GOOD friends (and again, I'm not putting myself in that list), but if you keep acting the way you have been, you will be left alone. Maybe, that's what you want, but you owe it to them as a friend to stop acting like such an immature baby all the time. I'm just trying to give you my honest opinion, and I'm using my blog as the forum to do so because you seem to "not care" when I approach you any other way. This is in no way to put you out there, just to get my message across to you (besides I feel like I might explode if I were to say this in your face and I don't want to do that. So this keeps it calm for the time being), I can take it down after you've read it no problem.
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With all THAT said, I'm done. I wish you the best and good luck with what your persueing in life. Gone!
Rebel2Societyake
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Now Kiki, I'm talking directly to you, and not because you pissed me off with your sh*tty attitude that you decided to cop when everybody was chilling on some good vibe sh*t (which you did). But because your treating your friends like sh*t (and I'm not included in that group). I know let me guess, I don't know you blah blah blah. Shut up for a second and listen, because I may not know you, but I know people (and you've displayed a great amount of immaturity through this all). In the last two weeks I have dealt with OTHER people's problems. Bulimia, money issues, sadness, etc. I didn't do that because I had to, I did it because when I associate with people, I don't do it unless I genuinely care. So shovel that people don't know you sh*t all you want. I don't care, but I will tell you this. (Strictly from my perspective) You have GOOD friends (and again, I'm not putting myself in that list), but if you keep acting the way you have been, you will be left alone. Maybe, that's what you want, but you owe it to them as a friend to stop acting like such an immature baby all the time. I'm just trying to give you my honest opinion, and I'm using my blog as the forum to do so because you seem to "not care" when I approach you any other way. This is in no way to put you out there, just to get my message across to you (besides I feel like I might explode if I were to say this in your face and I don't want to do that. So this keeps it calm for the time being), I can take it down after you've read it no problem.
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With all THAT said, I'm done. I wish you the best and good luck with what your persueing in life. Gone!
Rebel2Societyake
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