left out of it..

I guess cause I was left means I'm out of it. (C) charles hamilton

I literally slept the first of May away. Feels weird acknoledging
how unproductive I was lol

The number 2 has a special place in my life. Don't ask me why I just
like that number. Coincidentally it represents a special day for me and
two families as well so I'm gonna acknoledge it (the number). Peace.

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(Two's(fingers) for that topic)

Mr. Quick! Lol closet reader its all good homie I'll break it down
for you like this (without delvin into detail besides you 'pink' like me
Lmao you'll get it)
I have no problem with you (and never have in all these cases), or Brian,
or Spence, or Andy, or Tim, or Josh, or Jordan. Lol see where I'm
going with this? I tried to comment from my phone don't know how that turned out..











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Let me say I read all the comments and am admitting to being terrible
with responding back up to this point. That'll change liiiiike now lol.

I think I feel like grinding today (for my blog). I'm not sure what
exactly that consists of, but its probably safe to say a lot
Of entries will come out of it..

Anybody listening to anything good out there? I wish for once I could be
the one being told to check out an artist *shrugs*, but it is what it is.
If you want to shoot me some music or suggestions hit me up at kingxpoetic@aol.com


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(Me reaching out)

I'm thinking about putting a different twist on my morning. Just depends on how twisted
I want to be. (That could be trouble) Nah really I'm just looking forward to some
good basketball today.

*my prediction..*

Chicago loses by 8 in REGULATION. There aren't any other predictions because I honestly don't
know who else is playing lol. Whatever that's the only game I'm interested in until this 2nd round kicks off..
Wait my bad, D-Wade has a chance to will his team to the 2nd round (almost guaranteeing a less exciting matchup than the hawks would give)
so I guess I'm interested in that game 7 too..

The sun's starting to come up and I'm wide awake awaiting its arrival. I can't say its not lonely, but I can say that I enjoy it. Damn if
these jam sessions don't up my appreciation for all things music. Too bad I haven't been able to write for sh*t lately. Which reminds me...

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She was right. I posted it anyway to... Crickets (that's silence) lmao oh well, its like I said, I was just staring at it.
The people have spoken, (actually they didn't lol) try harder I guess..? Disappointments can only be looked at as hurtful pushes
in another direction in my journey towards progression. <<----(In my mind anyway lol) I'll be here all day. Gone!

Cemetery Silence

Instead of being quiet I wanna be silent
there's a difference between the two you
just have to find it wildin really just sick
of the climate I'm home in my mind roadblocks
I have to climb them back to the cemetery
yeah I'm dead with silence watching everybody
living life this prison like one I created
awhile back should thank god that I'm here
and alive but if my heart isn't in it I'm just
living a lie I realized that some time ago
when things came to blows with my ego I'd have
to decide where she'd go and I couldn't shouldn't
have taken it any kind of way but I guess
that's easier said than done especially coming
from me so alone on a throne that I built for
myself sat around and watched people wither away
at themselves then turn the hate to place the
blame on somebody else doing the same thing so
confusing and logic is my only company so instead of
running I sat comfortably abusing whatever I felt
would do its best to comfort me wanting what I
couldn't achieve reaching out because I couldn't
believe we'd leave out without so much as even
speaking that's reasonable doubt leaving out
all the bs is the best way to say I'm over
it today so its back to the cemetery quiet for
ya'll I just explained silence to ya'll my brand
though where I cancelled any and every desperation
from you and your mans so I'm gone just floating
in the wind like my so-called friends Pac said
it first I just think there's no point in pretending
any longer yeah I'm hurt just wish someone would
give a damn show their worth its tough ODing with
my work I'm so sure on the flipside I'd be there first
but that's alright I told ya'll its quiet you can
see me but don't speak I'm trapped in
cemetery silence.







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*I told ya'll I was gonna wreck this sh*t!!*

Should explain this? Hope ya'll enjoy.
See I CAN write sometimes lmao. Gone!

Rebel2Society

Grrrr Let it breathe!!!

Damn this is some super rough venting I got for ya'll
I'm so sincere about the rough part lmao. Basically
This here is some hot (unfinished) garbage! But in light of that
Its emotionally on point so it is what it is.
LITTLE BIT of insight..

How u sit n another man face pounds n handshakes all that
and still be fake I was real each day my niggas ya'll was
family why wait for me to leave the place to disgrace my
name? And everybody's guilty grimey ass filthy niggas oh
well I know well that you speak like little bitches so time
tells me who was doin all the dirt throwing all this time
frontn like I aint knowing yall was the kane to my abel sat
at my table ate my food smoked what I gave you WHAT THE FUCK
MY NIGGAS?! Man fuck these niggas if I can't be real then ima chill
just sitting with my grill sealed that's why this shit's written let
the tears spill hitting walls ya'll seen the holes that came from the
pain that yall bein hoes. And I'm sorry ladies what can I say baby
I'm emotional. Take it whatever way ya'll know where I stay do what
u do put holes all in my frame hey I've been dead way before today
its nothing to me. I adjusted to be someone who could see the sincerity
in my team even if we aint really speak yall adjusted FROM me! How you gon
say I changed always up in my room racking my brain cranking the bass to make
the beat bang creating space so yall had place or a seat to connect with me
the door used to be open but my nigga soft spoken wasn't feeling my vibes
which is why now when I'm inside the doors closed but the doors ALWAYS open
damn my door WAS always open and brittany was the only one that got it she
lounged I jotted talking wasn't an option but hey I've been that way since
day one I can be alone and think comfortably and when I tried to explain
this to ya'll your statements wasn't matching your actions a couple days
back I heard some chit chat over the speaker on her phone picture that...
And Guess who the subject was?... aint gonna say your name but that hurt
me my nigga can't look at you the same kinda lame I looked up to your tiny
ass in the beginning when we'd sit passing blunts back n forth chilling
talkn bout how we was gonna be killing ionno I had a feeling come to
find out u was one of the main ones illin yo that shit gave me chills
when you hobbled through practice with your back kid eyes wallowed I
couldn't close my own eyelids... Cause then everybody would know and
though I respected you we couldn't let it stop the show see I
remember all that before my roommate wanted to fuck you up for talkin
smack bout some ass yall tapped and jealousy's a weak emotion ya'll
should've controlled that. Its funny and nothing short of wack that
I'm too abstract that (all over a bitch? Fuck a bitch I gotta bitch yall
breakin covenants and now that I'm numb to it all I'm loving it cause
I see it all shovel shit yall spit up out of your face. I don't have
time to or for waste...
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And that's how u drop a bomb. Dead ass!! But seriously
Take it for what it is I don't really care anymore (obviously)
Is it over yet??

*thinks some names shoulda been dropped*

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That probably means no lmao stay tuned. Gone!

Rebel2Society