I may be moving to LA in a few months. A move is a long time coming whether it be to the heart or to depart from my city it's happening. I've known that for quite some time and shared such information frequently, so really no surprise. I guess I just want to see if its actually going to happen, I have my doubts and my doubts come from familiar letdowns. Let it all go is what I should do, and I will for now just wait and watch day to day. A change would be great though...
Music is cool right now I can't even complain she's doing what she has to and so am I. Funny how things can be good for days and days on end but that 1 bad song can leave a hell of a taste in your mouth. Sorry Music, but f*Ck it you started it. in the meantime I am feeling rushes of inspiration and I want to compare what my mind inspired today is to my mind inspired from yesteryear or whatever past inspirational pieces I find... Compare and contrast, while trying not to notice how much worse I've gotten lol
*We talkin' bout practice!*
Nah I think I'm ready to jump off this '2-year-stay plateau' I've been getting comfortable with. I mean, damn it HAS been 2 years out this b1aaa.
Who remembers 'BIA BIA!!' ?? smh now that's some sh1t, but hey it was inspiration to some1. I feel I don't go in like I used to. Too concerned about feelings and whatnot, which really sucks in my opinion. This was supposed to be for me, but I guess if I'm reaching I gotta have something to reach out to.
Music... Something different this time around. F*ck with me.
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Now it's this, blame.. Yup, I do.
Showing posts with label UnMe. Show all posts
Showing posts with label UnMe. Show all posts
Friday, April 1, 2011
Friday, March 25, 2011
I'm so in love again!
On the day of Chris' death I fell in mad passionate love again.
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Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Fear is facing the back...
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Which means I chase the future...
Loving my position in this event
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Which means I chase the future...
Loving my position in this event
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Monday, March 21, 2011
floating
Not cause I'M HIGH! the pieces have FINALLY been placed and set in. I swear if everything works out I will have successfully taken another step into adulthood. My dude I'm hot! meanwhile I'm wild, nothing new there, yet I don't feel like slowing down... We'll see how that plays out, I'm loving life at the moment and that has nothing to do with the little bit of paper I was holding, nah the people G, the people B...
Squishy shout out to you and the baby (who's name I am embarrassed I keep forgetting I'm sorry!) Margot shout out to you and the baby who's name I can't forget)! My other fathers and mothers soon-to-be's and all. Alex let me find out your pregnant!
Loving life moving toward familyism; meaning I am thinking about taking care of myself and 2 others. Never before has this been attempted financially so I'm gonna give it my best shot. Belief is the first step in most cases, and I have an OVER-abundance of faith. Potential too, I'm just trying not to waste that.
7am flow! let's go let's go! Today might be very interesting, if Jess let's me get my way. I feel her but ladies we gotta do something about these double standards! May have to find my Male compadres *sighs, rolls eyes* Lol Nah I really am loving life right now. Just about figured out and I'm ok making mistakes to further that goal. 'No biggie', I say...
Today. *I've been living for today since 'loser'* *I Gotta a lot of Growing up to do...*
Musically I am just... Ecstatic. I'd love to have a listening session with some specific people and just burn trip out and vibe to the music..
B left. I did some snake sh1t, Guess I was holding a grudge. It's cool though I got to see him things are good, future plans seem lucrative. Dale, Macky, Chris, Mike, Sean, X, Jason. 7 Boys! I have 7... 8 boys to lean on now (PAUSE)
*I just really missed your blanket with you under it* ;)
Misconstrued I'm sure but hey.... Geanna! Michelle! lol Ki..Ki.. lol okay I got ya'll all I think I miss every1 just in a good mood (I've said that I'm sure...) Sorry for the scatter brain thoughts, just thought I'd let myself go since I feel pretty in the 1st time since DECEMBER.
Depression is crazy. Feel me though?
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Squishy shout out to you and the baby (who's name I am embarrassed I keep forgetting I'm sorry!) Margot shout out to you and the baby who's name I can't forget)! My other fathers and mothers soon-to-be's and all. Alex let me find out your pregnant!
Loving life moving toward familyism; meaning I am thinking about taking care of myself and 2 others. Never before has this been attempted financially so I'm gonna give it my best shot. Belief is the first step in most cases, and I have an OVER-abundance of faith. Potential too, I'm just trying not to waste that.
7am flow! let's go let's go! Today might be very interesting, if Jess let's me get my way. I feel her but ladies we gotta do something about these double standards! May have to find my Male compadres *sighs, rolls eyes* Lol Nah I really am loving life right now. Just about figured out and I'm ok making mistakes to further that goal. 'No biggie', I say...
Today. *I've been living for today since 'loser'* *I Gotta a lot of Growing up to do...*
Musically I am just... Ecstatic. I'd love to have a listening session with some specific people and just burn trip out and vibe to the music..
B left. I did some snake sh1t, Guess I was holding a grudge. It's cool though I got to see him things are good, future plans seem lucrative. Dale, Macky, Chris, Mike, Sean, X, Jason. 7 Boys! I have 7... 8 boys to lean on now (PAUSE)
*I just really missed your blanket with you under it* ;)
Misconstrued I'm sure but hey.... Geanna! Michelle! lol Ki..Ki.. lol okay I got ya'll all I think I miss every1 just in a good mood (I've said that I'm sure...) Sorry for the scatter brain thoughts, just thought I'd let myself go since I feel pretty in the 1st time since DECEMBER.
Depression is crazy. Feel me though?
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Still going...
*I should've known better.... When a heart and a body connect in such a way ours did... I'll let you fill in the blank whenever you want to...*
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I....
F*ckin love to love. Welcome back babe. Jessica Davis I suppose it's yours to lose now.
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Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Do they still?
referring to the plaques... Once again right over their heads.
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half way to 1000
I'm on some comcast sh1t. Job insider lol. Been a long day even longer night. Restless and I'm about to pay for it big time. Wish things were more simple like say 4 months ago. Not wishing it to be 4 months ago, that was a bad time, just saying the simplicity of those bad times I want back! It's all good though the month is here. Time to just do it.
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I need to kick it with producers I want to talk about what they hear in the music. the MUSIC, which is everywhere. Everybody I know thinks to narrow to understand something as epic as music, just saying, you have to give yourself 1st. Not making any sense and I'm not sure it's supposed to.
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I need to kick it with producers I want to talk about what they hear in the music. the MUSIC, which is everywhere. Everybody I know thinks to narrow to understand something as epic as music, just saying, you have to give yourself 1st. Not making any sense and I'm not sure it's supposed to.
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Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Monday, February 14, 2011
Whoa what?!?
People kill me. I've heard a lot in regards to what I should and shouldn't do, but what happens when what you should do coincides with something else you should do? Things needed to be done need time to be done. Proper time requires proper planning and I've failed miserably at the last part.
Just means it's time for a new plan. Ahead of time, is kind of right on time in a sense so I'm gone. Next time eyes are on me maybe things will be different.
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Just means it's time for a new plan. Ahead of time, is kind of right on time in a sense so I'm gone. Next time eyes are on me maybe things will be different.
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Guess what
March is next f*cking month. I don't know if I'm ready, or how it'll feel, but sign after sign keeps pointing to it as THE month, and all of them can't be wrong. March it is. F*ckers.
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Friday, February 4, 2011
Thanks Halo
Ill find with the sample. Ya'll know what your listening to right?
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Tuesday, February 1, 2011
When I laugh it's like
BAHAHGAHAGHAGHAHGWAAAHAAWHA!!
...
in a nutshell.
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...
He’s like the younger kid with a mustache that resembles a rat’s taint.
BAHAHGAHAGHAGHAHGWAAAHAAWHA!!
in a nutshell.
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Monday, January 31, 2011
High Healthcare
I'm about to go bananas. I'm not crazy, but if the events of last night aren't cleared up I'm giving up my sanity card. Straight up and dead*ss. My leg was swollen balloon like, and my foot was twisted and burning with pain. My knee hurt like sh1t too but became numb very quickly while the remaining pain jolted through my inner thigh and groin area. I'm not crazy. I know what I felt and I know what I saw.
"I know what I saw..."
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Followed by "your crazy" as her response. Damn.
I know what the f*ck I saw... Doctor's are no longer trustworthy. Or I really do have HPD... They knew what was up in the Emergency room. Sh1t I told them. Whether or not that had anything to do with the results of my examinations I have no clue.
Gonna shower and think about what I feel I should be thinking about. A little sore so at least there's that comfort. Had to doc this though. May be the turn of something else...
~In other words, *I be wildin cause I'm young* it was a crazy night though~
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"I know what I saw..."
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Followed by "your crazy" as her response. Damn.
I know what the f*ck I saw... Doctor's are no longer trustworthy. Or I really do have HPD... They knew what was up in the Emergency room. Sh1t I told them. Whether or not that had anything to do with the results of my examinations I have no clue.
Gonna shower and think about what I feel I should be thinking about. A little sore so at least there's that comfort. Had to doc this though. May be the turn of something else...
~In other words, *I be wildin cause I'm young* it was a crazy night though~
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Sunday, January 30, 2011
More from my favorite site in the world
This is too interesting to me..
The English alphabet, as you likely know, is made up of 26 letters.
But it wasn’t always that way.
Before we get to which letters were late additions, let’s explain a bit about Old English. English was first written in the Anglo-Saxon futhorc runic alphabet, also known as Anglo-Saxon. The Angles and Saxons came from Germany and settled in Britain in the fifth century. The region they inhabited became known as “Angle-land,” or “England.”
Eventually, Christian missionaries introduced the Latin alphabet, which ultimately replaced Anglo-Saxon. But for some time, the alphabet included the letters of the Latin alphabet, some symbols (like the ampersand), and some letters of Old English.
As Modern English evolved, the Old English letters were dropped or replaced.
(Our trusty alphabet isn’t the only part of language that has changed — October used to be the eighth month, and September the seventh. What happened? Find out here.)
Here’s an example: In Old English, a letter called “thorn” represented the “th” sound (as in “that”) in Modern English. In the Latin alphabet, the “y” was the symbol that most closely resembled the character that represented thorn. So, thorn was dropped and “y” took its place. (But is “y” a vowel or a consonant? We explore the dilemma here.)
That is why the word “ye,” as in “Ye Olde Booke Shoppe,” is an archaic spelling of “the.”
The Old English letter “wynn” was replaced by “uu,” which eventually developed into the modern w. (It really is a double u.)
The letters “u” and “j” didn’t join what we know as the alphabet until the sixteenth century.
Now consider ancient history influences days of the week. Who is the attractive goddess that Friday is named for? Here’s that odd and entertaining story.
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shouts to the hot word. Gotta get up on my linguistic historical facts.
~ill~
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The English alphabet, as you likely know, is made up of 26 letters.
But it wasn’t always that way.
Before we get to which letters were late additions, let’s explain a bit about Old English. English was first written in the Anglo-Saxon futhorc runic alphabet, also known as Anglo-Saxon. The Angles and Saxons came from Germany and settled in Britain in the fifth century. The region they inhabited became known as “Angle-land,” or “England.”
Eventually, Christian missionaries introduced the Latin alphabet, which ultimately replaced Anglo-Saxon. But for some time, the alphabet included the letters of the Latin alphabet, some symbols (like the ampersand), and some letters of Old English.
As Modern English evolved, the Old English letters were dropped or replaced.
(Our trusty alphabet isn’t the only part of language that has changed — October used to be the eighth month, and September the seventh. What happened? Find out here.)
Here’s an example: In Old English, a letter called “thorn” represented the “th” sound (as in “that”) in Modern English. In the Latin alphabet, the “y” was the symbol that most closely resembled the character that represented thorn. So, thorn was dropped and “y” took its place. (But is “y” a vowel or a consonant? We explore the dilemma here.)
That is why the word “ye,” as in “Ye Olde Booke Shoppe,” is an archaic spelling of “the.”
The Old English letter “wynn” was replaced by “uu,” which eventually developed into the modern w. (It really is a double u.)
The letters “u” and “j” didn’t join what we know as the alphabet until the sixteenth century.
Now consider ancient history influences days of the week. Who is the attractive goddess that Friday is named for? Here’s that odd and entertaining story.
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shouts to the hot word. Gotta get up on my linguistic historical facts.
~ill~
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Such an ugly word
de·ceit·ful
[dih-seet-fuhl] Show IPA
–adjective
1.
given to deceiving: A deceitful person cannot keep friends for long.
2.
intended to deceive; misleading; fraudulent: a deceitful action.
Origin:
1400–50; late ME; see deceit, -ful
—Related forms
de·ceit·ful·ly, adverb
de·ceit·ful·ness, noun
un·de·ceit·ful, adjective
—Synonyms
1. insincere, disingenuous, false, hollow, designing, tricky, wily. 2. illusory, fallacious.
—Antonyms
1. honest. 2. genuine.
... it's always the antonyms that get me.
~word (heh) I'm tight that my new Berry doesn't have the dictionary app. though! ERRRGGHH that was MY SH1T! I miss it, sadly, my vocabulary has suffered the brunt of the consequences. That'll change soon though, pay attention to the WORDS though lol kind of making a point while simultaneously throwing another under my big *ss bus that likes to crush stuff (POW!).~
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[dih-seet-fuhl] Show IPA
–adjective
1.
given to deceiving: A deceitful person cannot keep friends for long.
2.
intended to deceive; misleading; fraudulent: a deceitful action.
Origin:
1400–50; late ME; see deceit, -ful
—Related forms
de·ceit·ful·ly, adverb
de·ceit·ful·ness, noun
un·de·ceit·ful, adjective
—Synonyms
1. insincere, disingenuous, false, hollow, designing, tricky, wily. 2. illusory, fallacious.
—Antonyms
1. honest. 2. genuine.
... it's always the antonyms that get me.
~word (heh) I'm tight that my new Berry doesn't have the dictionary app. though! ERRRGGHH that was MY SH1T! I miss it, sadly, my vocabulary has suffered the brunt of the consequences. That'll change soon though, pay attention to the WORDS though lol kind of making a point while simultaneously throwing another under my big *ss bus that likes to crush stuff (POW!).~
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Star Void
don't believe or dream if need be. but I'm throwing my hands up to the void getting annoyed already in the sky feeling bigger than the guys who left me by the wayside. Guess it was oh well I see I spell whatever words come across my modern cross walk yeaaaaaaah. Having fun with it just to say
'yeah'
but listen none of these b1tches get it innnnn. not even make seeeeeeennnnnnnssseeee lol but since i'm more like the sh1t I'm so over confident in what you assholes won't get.
ok i got it. 922
dumb shit no longer fun if drama is all u deal with. Turns to numb shit. I know the feeling, I think a little too well. Yet I still look down at my two feet and my dog somewhere near to the left is always she and I'm left contemplating how I put myself in these positions constantly back to back wanting more than is there to begin with. I'm sickened with scripts from the census my love has been tough this might really be the end of us.
~this might really be the end of us though~
I don't remember this at ALL so #Uknow! Lol smh
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'yeah'
but listen none of these b1tches get it innnnn. not even make seeeeeeennnnnnnssseeee lol but since i'm more like the sh1t I'm so over confident in what you assholes won't get.
ok i got it. 922
dumb shit no longer fun if drama is all u deal with. Turns to numb shit. I know the feeling, I think a little too well. Yet I still look down at my two feet and my dog somewhere near to the left is always she and I'm left contemplating how I put myself in these positions constantly back to back wanting more than is there to begin with. I'm sickened with scripts from the census my love has been tough this might really be the end of us.
~this might really be the end of us though~
I don't remember this at ALL so #Uknow! Lol smh
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Anonymous Love
"Your a really good an genuine dude. That can't be replaced. You just need to know your worth and value/take care of relationships of those who love you. I need you my nig so don't ever feel any different..."
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*peace and understanding*
Walls have been cracked. Let's get it.
Sometimes it takes a little climbing though, so we still working on all that. I'll say this though, I am extremely happy for what the future has in store, might take it back to the days when EVERYBODY got along. GF's and Girl friends included ~wishful thinking~ but hey I'm a dreamer.
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*peace and understanding*
Walls have been cracked. Let's get it.
Sometimes it takes a little climbing though, so we still working on all that. I'll say this though, I am extremely happy for what the future has in store, might take it back to the days when EVERYBODY got along. GF's and Girl friends included ~wishful thinking~ but hey I'm a dreamer.
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Comeback tour
Cause so many of ya'll missed this prequel to the sequel that aint even out yet!
Indifference
Because I love it.
Because I hate it.
Because I doubt if I can recreate it.
Because I'm jaded.
Because I get way too faded.
Because it's nothing really.
Because I'm something silly.
Because I'm stubborn beyond belief.
Because my past still hurts me.
Because I love that too.
Because I miss those dudes.
Because I want to feel relieved.
Because I need my family.
Because I'm walking joke.
Because potential is nothing but 'hope'.
Because that's my mother.
Because I love her, and her, and her, word.
Because I'm easily confused.
Because I feel constantly abused.
Because I accept it.
Because I'm used to doing the misusing.
Because I'm dead wrong.
Because I'm always dead right.
Because I love to write.
Because I think I'm out my mind.. sometimes
Because wish for every1 to understand in time.
Because I spend too much going for mine.
Because too much isn't enough.
Because I love to love, catch a hug.
Because there's no ending in sight.
Because I hardly say goodnight... to myself
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Indifferent 2
What a difference a year makes! I'm feeling some kind of rejuvenated and ready for what's already coming. Yes, pink and green are 2 of my favorite colors, no not THIS shade of green. NOT to be read into, because that would just cause more problems... 1st blog in year... Nothing to say except to talk about what's been going on during that time and or why the time was even needed? Or taken. I'm good on a lot right now, worse off on much more but I'm loving it! That's what life is all about. Those that have known me over the past year know how I'm living, and HOW I'm dealing with living that way so let's catch everybody else up, Got topics mad entries, AND I STARTED BACK WRITING! MY NOTEBOOK IS FULL! (Feel free to get me a new notebook... ANY1! It has to be 1 of them scientific joints that's well binded together. Oh! Get creative with the colors and designs. Every1 else can catch up and learn something new. Try to get it out in a more cohesive (read: drug free) manner, and see what happens yaaa!
~sarcasm~
I want to shout out the people over at RebelsocieT they got crazy ideas and potential forums once they get the legal ish out the way. Keep doing ya'll thing! Shout outs to my peoples love ya'll. Shout out to 30 rock and the office my shows! (2 nastiest white characters on television? Any1??)*, ps3, blah blah all that good stuff
#Uknow!
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~sarcasm~
I want to shout out the people over at RebelsocieT they got crazy ideas and potential forums once they get the legal ish out the way. Keep doing ya'll thing! Shout outs to my peoples love ya'll. Shout out to 30 rock and the office my shows! (2 nastiest white characters on television? Any1??)*, ps3, blah blah all that good stuff
#Uknow!
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